Chapter 45 Husband and Wife Talk at Night

Li Shen knew how failed he was as a husband and as a father, although the feelings they contained were Li Chengqian, but he still had to admit one thing, what they tolerated was him as a person, the soul in this body, it was him Li Shen, who made them change their original impression of Li Chengqian.

Although they are all a family, it is still difficult for the husband and wife to wait together and whisper in broad daylight, Li Shen's face is not so thick, and the virtuous Su Haitang can't do it.

Although night fell, the snow outside still lit up the earth, and the refracted light through the thin window paper could still add some light to the dark room.

couldn't escape the passion of the moment, Li Shen took the quilt, covered the blushing Su Haitang, put his hand in the quilt to warm it for a moment, reached out and put it on her bulging belly, and gently stroked it, in a few months, the child in the belly will be born.

"Do you want to get dressed? I'll get it for you. ”

"Wait a minute, let's talk to the concubine." Su Haitang leaned his head on Li Shen's arms and whispered a slight gasp.

"Are you tired?"

"It's fine."

"Xianggong."

Li Shen let out a "hmm", looked at her who hadn't spoken for a long time, and asked, "Don't you have something to say?" ”

"The concubine wants to listen to the minister."

Li Shen smiled and said, "I don't know what to say?" ”

"Tell me what you've been doing these days?"

"Don't you all know?"

"The concubine wants to listen to the princess once."

Li Shen nodded helplessly and said, "Okay, after coming out of the palace that day, ......"

Li Shen began to slowly talk about his experiences in the past few days, including the helplessness in his heart, he had never told anyone that Hou Peipei was not suitable to be a listener, and neither was Wang Qian.

"Xianggong, do you still resent your father?"

Li Shen shook his head, he had already seen it these days, and said, "What do you resent?" Jiangshan and his son, he chose Jiangshan, and what should I use to resent him? He has accommodated me for so many years, and has tolerated me for so many years, to say that all these things are also the sins I did at the beginning, and now it is just time to taste the bitter fruit. ”

After a pause, he said: "Besides, the words between me and him have already begun, and the relationship between father and son may have come to an end......"

"Xianggong, don't say that, how can you say that he is also your father."

Li Shen sighed, father, how heavy these two words are, and the same is true of filial piety, he had never experienced them before, but now these two words are like a thousand nears, pressing on his body, making him unable to breathe.

"Yes! Father, father who gave birth to me and raised me......"

Li Shen didn't want to go on with what he said, he felt that there was no need for that, after all, His Majesty Li Er was not his real father, and the kindness and family affection he gave him, although it was not measured by material, but now it has been returned to him, so that he is dead to him, and the material compensation can almost replace Li Chengqian's kindness of raising and teaching.

"Xianggong."

"Hmm."

"You're still resentful of your father."

"Do you know what he said when I woke up drunk?" Li Shen's tone was a little sad and said.

Every time he thought of the original scene, he felt like his heart had been stabbed by a sharp blade, he knew that it was not his thoughts, maybe it was the memory cells left in his body that were at fault, after all, no one could tell the soul thing, even if he crossed into Li Chengqian's body, he didn't dare to determine whether there was a soul, or if a person was just a memory.

Li Shen also often thinks about what is the reason for crossing over to the Tang Dynasty, and there are more modern ones, such as the tongue grabbing in the cultivation of immortals, and the soul possession, but he also said that the soul must be integrated into the body of another person, and it must match this **, otherwise it will not take long for this corpse to decay.

But Li Shen is even more convinced of another theory, he was Li Chengqian in his previous life, but he just awakened his memory in modern times. In the world of reincarnation, there are things that science cannot explain.

"Xianggong, forget it, my father is actually ......"

"Is it good for me?" Li Shen said with a wry smile, and continued: "Do you think that my brothers can tolerate me if they ascend the throne alone?" ”

"Xianggong."

"Actually, he knows that he just doesn't want to admit what he thinks in his heart, and blindly wants to maintain the harmony between our brothers, but everyone has their own thoughts, and he can't influence them, not to mention an existence like me, they can't tolerate me at all."

"Xianggong."

"It's okay, even if you end up with no bones, I will protect you and the children."

"Don't say that, the concubine just wants our family to be together peacefully." Su Haitang hurriedly reached out to cover Li Shen's mouth and said in a low voice.

In fact, she didn't know anything, but what could she do? Knowing can't change the current facts, if he hasn't changed, maybe he can still have this step, but now his existence is a threat to them, no matter when, whenever there is a change in the court, he will be the first to be forced to stand up and be used by others.

Li Shen let out a "hmm".

"Xianggong."

Li Shen said "um" again and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"Don't think about it so much in the future, okay? If you can't do it, let's find a place to live in seclusion? ”

"Seclusion? How can it be so easy, Xiang'er, Doctor'er, Child, and the child in your belly, can you bear to let go? ”

"We can be together."

Li Shen shook his head and said, "Some things are not as simple as you think, in fact, you also know that these current us are the meat of the chopping board, let others slaughter them, otherwise these things will not be these things." ”

Li Shen lifted the quilt slightly, picked up the scattered clothes on the kang naked, and said, "Okay, that's it, it's not too early, let's rest early." You lie down, I'll go boil some hot water. ”

"Xianggong, let's go as a concubine."

"You're so big with a big belly, are you still going?"

"Put your clothes on, and be careful if you catch a cold."

Li Shen looked at Su Haitang, who was sleeping heavily on his arm, looked at the dark roof, exhaled deeply, a gleam flashed in his eyes, and secretly made up his mind that no matter what, he would exchange a stable life for his wife and children.

The plan is being implemented slowly, but Li Shen knows that although he knows how to make some modern guns and ammunition, if he wants to face an army of tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands, he can't rely on hundreds of thousands of people to be competent, and the difficulty is that His Majesty Li Er currently has absolute military power, and it is not so easy to overthrow him, and the only turning point is to wait for the moment when His Majesty Li Er dies.