Although Han Yi has woken up, this only means that he is out of danger of his life.

The body is still very weak, and there are large and small injuries to the head, mouth, and even the whole body, which is not a day and a half to heal, and it needs to be well recuperated, otherwise there may be sequelae, and there is no way but to live in Yang's Mansion.

In the blink of an eye, half a moon passed.

At that time, it was already winter, and the biting cold wind swept the entire Yangzhou City.

Han Yi was bedridden for half a month, under Xiao Yun's forcible careful care, he finally got out of bed and walked, this is really sick like a mountain, sick like a thread, he didn't expect that he would lie down for half a month, but this injury is nothing to him, after all, he has crawled out of the brink of death countless times.

It was already late at night, the dark sky was covered with dark clouds, and there was not a single starlight and moonlight in sight.

"Don't jump, don't jump, don't-ah-!"

Han Yi screamed in horror and sat up suddenly, only to see that he was sweating profusely and panting like a cow.

In the past half a month, he has had the same dream, Chen Shuozhen's wail, the figure that jumped into the river, has always haunted his heart.

"Whew!"

Han Yi covered his face with his hands, and found that there were tears hanging on his face, he gasped for breath and muttered to himself: "Pete Zhu, where the hell are you, I really need your help now." ”

Knock knock!

Knock knock!

Suddenly, I heard a hurried knock on the door, and I heard someone shouting: "Han Yi, Han Yi." ”

It was Xiao Yun's voice.

"Wait a minute!"

Han Yi wrapped the quilt directly around his body, got out of bed and opened the door, only to see Xiao Yun standing in front of the door, holding his chest with his hands, his toes slightly upside down, and hurriedly said, "Come in." ”

Xiao Yun flashed into the room sideways, looked at Han Yi with a concerned face, and said, "Han Yi, are you having nightmares again?" ”

Han Yi snorted. He closed the door, walked quickly to bed, and said, "Sorry to disturb your sleep again." ”

Because Xiao Yun slept in the next room. The sound insulation effect of this ancient is like that, so as soon as Han Yi has a nightmare, he can wake up Xiao Yun, and Han Yi is indeed deeply guilty about this, but this is not something he can stop.

Xiao Yun came to the edge of the bed and sat down. A pair of beautiful eyes looked at Han Yi with concern and said, "Han Yi, are you evil, you have been screaming loudly in the middle of the night these days." ”

Han Yi sighed and nodded, "You can say that, but I'm not really evil, but I suffer from a slight mental illness." ”

In fact, in their line of work, mental illness is an occupational disease, and the incidence rate is extremely high, and it is not the first time he has suffered from this disease. But because he has a doctor of psychology by his side, that is, Pete Zhu, who is generally not too serious mental illness, Pete Zhu can help him quickly come out of the shadows, the only thing that makes Pete Zhu helpless is Han Yi's rejection and fear of marriage, and his despair of love.

"Psychosis?"

Xiao Yun hadn't heard of this term, and he didn't understand it, so he wondered, "Is this what Lang Zhong told you?" ”

"Homemade." Han Yi shook his head and said, "This disease can only be mediated by yourself, but don't worry." It will be fine in a few days. ”

Now that Pite Zhu is not here, he can only mediate on his own, but fortunately, he has learned a lot from Pite Zhu, and his ability to self-regulate is still very strong. But it really takes time to dilute.

Can this also be self-created? Xiao Yun also didn't understand anything when he heard it, but seeing that Han Yi was in good health, he also relaxed a little, and suddenly said, "Han Yi, there is something I've always wanted to ask you." ”

"What's the matter?"

"I remember you said that Chen Shuo really committed suicide by jumping into the river." Xiao Yun looked a little cautious.

Han Yi was stunned for a moment, knowing what she wanted to ask. But he didn't want to hide anything, so he nodded slightly.

Xiao Yun asked again: "And you often shout in your dreams, 'Don't jump, don't!'" Did you dream of Chen Shuozhen? ”

Han Yi nodded.

Xiao Yundai frowned slightly: "Could it be that when Chen Shuo really jumped into the river, you wanted to stop her?" ”

Han Yi hesitated for a moment and sighed, "Actually, I don't know why I wanted to stop her, because I obviously wanted to kill her at that time, but the moment I really saw her jump into the river, I really wanted to stop her desperately, but unfortunately I really couldn't move at that time, so I could only watch her jump." ”

Although Xiao Yun had already vaguely guessed, he was stunned when he heard Han Yi speak, and stared at Han Yi, "Do you feel guilty for not stopping Chen Shuozhen?" ”

Han Yi pondered for a moment and said: "I don't know about this, maybe I feel a little guilty, but I think this is different from my desire to kill her, if I were given another choice, I would do the same." ”

Speaking of this, he said thoughtfully: "I remember when we were both exhausted, she asked me for a reason. ”

"What reason?"

"A reason not to let her pick up a knife."

Xiao Yun was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Then what did you say?" ”

Han Yi shrugged his shoulders slightly and said: "I didn't dwell on this issue with her, or I can't give her this reason, because if it were me, I'm afraid I would do the same, we all just want to live, this is just a very, very humble request, why can't such a humble request be satisfied, is our life really so despicable, we are people, not a dog." ”

When he said the back, he suddenly looked very excited, and he didn't know whether he was talking about Chen Shuozhen or himself.

Xiao Yun looked at Han Yi in a daze, and didn't seem to think of why Han Yi was so excited.

After Han Yi finished speaking, seeing Xiao Yun looking at him blankly, he seemed to notice that he was a little excited, rubbed his face with both hands, and said, "I'm sorry, I may be a little too excited." ”

Xiao Yun was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said: "If you want me to say, you have to blame those damn officials for this, they are the ones who caused this disaster." ”

Han Yi shook his head and said: "Those dog officials are just one reason, Chen Shuozhen's wail, the biggest feeling I have is helplessness and despair." There are not only officials in this world, there are many, many people who can help them, but no one has stepped forward to help them, the people of Qingxi County have been in cold despair, they may never feel the slightest love, and picking up a knife is their last struggle in despair.

When you're hungry, you're far across the street. Looking at the family of three in the opposite room under the light, eating a warm and happy dinner, the happy child seemed to be tired of his mother's craft. Half a bowl of rice was left on the table, and when the mother walked to the door with the half bowl of rice, she saw the poor child on the other side, and poured the half bowl of rice to the dog by the door.

Why would she rather give food to a dog than to the child opposite? The reason is simple, because the dog belongs to his family, and the child has nothing to do with her.

Countless children slowly close their eyes in this desperate night, and it is this indifferent world that drives them to a dead end. Those dog officials deserve to die, but when you accuse them, you should also touch your conscience, whether you have the slightest compassion. ”

Xiao Yun looked at Han Yi, stunned, and after a while, she said, "Do you feel guilty because you didn't move this compassion?" ”

Han Yi nodded and said, "When I learned about this. My first reaction was to feel lucky, lucky that the disaster did not happen to Yangzhou, it did not happen to me, and when I guessed that Chen Shuo might have raided Yangzhou, I felt scared and resentful, and when I scared them away, I felt excited and happy, but from beginning to end, I never thought about whether I should help those people. Actually, I am the person who should be the most helpful, but I haven't even thought about it, I'm just like other people, I only care about myself. ”

Xiao Yun said: "Your ability to do so alone is limited. And how much can it help? ”

Han Yi shook his head and smiled bitterly: "This is just an excuse, when you need help, those who don't save themselves in the face of death also comfort themselves in this way, but you won't forgive them because of this." ”

"Ahh

Xiao Yun suddenly sneezed.

Han Yi was stunned and glanced at Xiao Yun, who was not good at caring about others, only then did he find that Xiao Yun was wrapped in a coat. And he was just wearing a nightgown inside, knowing that he must have cared too much about himself, so he didn't care about getting dressed and walked over. A trace of emotion appeared on his face, and he said, "I'm fine, you can go back to sleep first." ”

Xiao Yun twitched his delicate nose, the concern in his eyes did not decrease by half a point, and said, "But I have been woken up by you, and I can't sleep now." ”

Han Yi glanced at Xiao Yun, sighed slightly, and suddenly crawled out of the bed.

Xiao Yun was surprised: "What are you doing?" ”

Han Yi said: "You sleep." I'll just put on my clothes. ”

Xiao Yun's eyes widened and he said in surprise: "Oh! You let me sleep? ”

Han Yi was stunned and said, "Is there anything worth your surprise about?" ”

Xiao Yunhu said suspiciously: "You weren't so good before, usually at this time, you will say anything, then you will freeze, anyway, I won't take care of you when you are sick, you go to the side and fend for yourself." Saying that, she also learned Han Yi to wave her hands, paint her voice, and then said: "You tell me honestly, do you have any bad intentions." ”

Han Yi didn't say a word, just frowned and looked at Xiao Yun, but thought in his heart, TNND, your mother-in-law is really going to imitate me.

Xiao Yun's face turned red, and he shook his head again: "No-no, it's better for you to sleep, you are recovering from a serious illness, but you can't catch a cold." ”

Han Yi said angrily: "Don't worry, I'm all right, I'm not as weak as you imagined." Ahh Oh, my God! ”

Embarrassed!

Han Yi's face turned the color of pig liver.

Xiao Yun snorted and giggled.

Han Yi said angrily: "Hey, hey, I'm kind enough to be afraid that you will catch a cold, you don't need to laugh so happily." ”

Xiao Yun pursed his lips, held back a smile, hesitated, and said, "Otherwise, let's sleep together." ”

"Ahem, what did you say?" Han Yi was so frightened that the color of the pork liver immediately turned green.

Xiao Yun hurriedly explained: "Don't get me wrong, I just said that both of us are sitting in the bed, and when I want to sleep, I-I'll go back." ”

"That's it!"

Han Yi nodded and said, "It's okay, if you want to, then of course I don't care." ”

He didn't take off his coat again, just sat directly in the quilt, looked at Xiao Yun still sitting on the edge of the bed, and said, "What are you still sitting for, come in quickly!" ”

Xiao Yun looked up at Han Yi, then looked down at the futon, and thought secretly, could it be that he knew in advance that I would say this, so he did it on purpose, well, it must be so, this person is cunning and tight. shook his head vigorously and said, "I'll go back and forget it." ”

After saying that, she wrapped herself tightly in her coat, took small steps, and ran away with a smoke.

Han Yi hasn't woken up for a long time, what does this mean? What did she want to explain with that look just now, it's really a dog, and she said it again, and when it comes to the back, it seems that my character is not good again, so unreasonable.

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