Chapter 247: Extreme Guilt
Rolling was still a baby, as tall as a little chow chow, Mo Qian held it in his arms, and Rolling immediately pressed it to his chest with peace of mind, curled up.
Mo Qian took the rolling first to eat and drink at the base, and Gou Ye next to him was envious.
There is no harm if there is no comparison, originally because of the stupid roe deer's pit father, Gou Ye, who has little interest in pets, suddenly has a love for pets.
Gou Ye couldn't bear it on the side, so he forcibly hugged Rolling and let Rolling climb on him, and then he was rolled over, and he didn't get angry when he was dragged down directly, and he got up from the ground stupidly.
Although Rolling does not pretend to Gou Ye, Gou Ye still loves it.
However, for Mo Poor, the trouble of not fostering also came, that is, he really couldn't afford to raise it.
Whether it is dairy products or bamboo roots and young stems, the General Affairs Department can provide them, and he doesn't need to hire someone to buy them directly.
But even so, it costs 200,000 US dollars a year just to eat and drink, which is simply a gold-swallowing beast.
Just when Mo Qian was thinking about whether to sell Taaffe Stone or borrow it from You Xin, Gou Ye suddenly waved his big hand while holding Rolling and said, "I'm out!"
Mo Qian was shocked and exclaimed, "Don't you have no money?"
"Sell a Danmu and get it, and it will arrive in minutes. Gou Ye said.
"The trench is inhumane...... Do you have enough danmu to save?" Mo Qian said.
"No, I don't. Gou Ye said.
"Uh...... Is that just a batch growing?"
"No, it's going to be two months. Gou Ye said.
Mo was stunned and said, "This ...... Are you a white wolf with empty gloves?"
"What kind of empty gloves white wolf? This is called pre-sale in advance! Danmu has a price, there is no market, others pay half of the deposit first, and then give the goods after a while, and there are a lot of people who are willing to do it. Gou Ye smiled.
Mo Qian hurriedly said: "If you don't say it earlier, then you don't need it, I'll sell it myself." ”
Seeing that he insisted, Gou Ye didn't do much more. He has a lot of food in his place, and he can give a part of it to the poor, but the boiling food is different, and he has to honestly buy the good young stems of the General Affairs Department.
But he still reminded: "Just sell one, you are a newcomer, and you need something like Danmu to enhance your life-saving ability, if you are too weak, doing the task will hold me back." Don't sell what you grow in the future, eat it yourself!"
Mo Qian smiled and sold a Danmu on the intranet, saying that it was pre-sold in advance and would not be available until half a year later.
There is no doubt that if you give the money first, and then you don't get it until half a year later, no member will buy it in the first place.
Only the peripheral personnel who need it are bidding, but the part of the peripheral personnel who are particularly needed can't wait for half a year, and the bidding enthusiasm is not high.
Only the kind of people who are tyrants and don't need Danmu urgently will choose to book first.
Mo Qian waited for half an hour, and finally someone came out with 10 million, and the deal was decisive, and Mo Qian got 5 million.
After that, he worked for more than an hour, bought a year's worth of food for Rolling Roll, and placed it in his own villa on the Void Island, where the two scholars took turns to take care of it.
"Your panda is still young, when you have free time, you have to train it more to listen to your instructions, the panda is very smart, and when it is older, it will be your companion. Gou Ye said.
"I know that at least I have to make sure that it understands the rolling, and as soon as it hears my command, it rolls at once. Mo Qian said.
Gou Ye nodded and said: "I have already taken a survey mission, in Qingdao, after completion, you can move freely for a period of time, and go home by the way." ”
"Thank you. Mo Qian smiled.
"There's nothing thankful for that, there's still some time, I'm going to see an old friend. Gou Ye said.
Mo Qian remembered that Gou Ye came to Canada, ostensibly to take him to get a pet, but actually wanted to visit a friend.
"Okay, where?" asked Mo Qiao.
"Oakville Psychiatric Hospital. Gou Ye said calmly.
"......" Mo was stunned and went to a psychiatric hospital to visit a friend?
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Oakville Psychiatric Hospital is in a small town in Ontario.
It is ostensibly a psychiatric hospital, but in fact it is one of the medical insurance institutions under the Blue and White Society, which only accepts members or peripheral personnel who have collapsed.
There is no doubt that there are very few members who really collapse because of too much stress, and even if there are, they will be cured.
Most of the people living here are members who have been distorted by their minds.
Whether it is the destruction of the mind by the containment object, or the contamination of some anomalous psychological effect.
A lot...... There is no solution.
Gou Ye's friend is a beta member whose mind is twisted, named Sneijder, who is a white man.
"You're here again......" When the doctor saw Gou Ye, he knew who he was coming to see, and led him directly to a certain room.
Mo Qian followed behind Gou Ye and walked into a ward, where he could see that there was nothing in the room, which was completely different from the warm decorations of other rooms.
In the whole room, there was only a bed, a chandelier, a table, and a plate of untouched dinner on it.
Sneijder described him as haggard, kneeling in the corner, covering his face and whispering, not knowing what he was doing.
"Sneijder, I've come to see you. Gou Ye walked in and said.
Snead turned around and instinctively replied, "Dog thief......"
As he spoke, his pupils suddenly shrank, his expression was sad, his eyes showed pain, and he whimpered in a tone of great remorse: "No, what did I do? I actually called you a dog thief...... I'm damn ......"
Gou Ye's eyes darkened, he walked over and squatted down to support Sneijder and said, "You're not wrong, I'll call you a dog thief, there's nothing to blame for this." ”
Snead whimpered, and Gou Ye hurriedly took out a paper to wipe his tears and snot for him.
As a result, Snead once again broke down and said, "No! I stained your paper! Oh my God!"
"No, no, you're doing well, Sneijder, get something to eat. Gou Ye said softly, then picked up a small slice of bread and handed it to his mouth.
And Nasneid, still frantically saying that he had wasted the earth's oxygen by breathing and polluted Gou Ye's skin.
Gou Ye patiently appeased them one by one.
Mo Qian, who was watching at the door, saw Gou Ye so patient for the first time, and his tone was rarely gentle, which was similar to Mo Qian when he first met him.
"What kind of illness is this?" asked Mo Qian softly outside the door.
The doctor glanced at Mo Qian and replied, "Extreme guilt." ”
"Mind twisted?"
Yes, no matter what he does, he will always have a guilty feeling that makes him bitterly remorseful. Even the small things of breathing and drinking water would make him feel that he had done something very wrong! The guilt and guilt in it did not damage his body, but it tormented his mind. Even if he didn't do anything, his past memories would come flooding out over and over again, tormenting his heart. The doctor sighed.
Mo Qian took a deep breath, this is equivalent to being tormented by guilt all the time, and he even feels wrong when he eats and drinks, not to mention that he is still a member of the club?
Have you ever killed people in a mission? Animals have always been killed, right? If you have been through a hundred battles, how tormenting should it be to be forcibly blessed with guilt one by one? There will be no peace at all!
"Didn't he even eat?" and breathe, would he deliberately suffocate himself?" said Mo Qiao.
The doctor said, "Breathing is fine, because at the same time you can only repent of one thing that you feel guilty about, and the pain is given priority to the one with the highest guilt." As a member, he has too many important things to regret, and he rarely suffers from wasting air by breathing, and is basically immediately distracted by other things. ”
"When it comes to eating, most of the time we feed him normally, soothing and feeding at the same time. There is no point in taking other methods of eating in order to avoid his pain, because no matter what the method, there is no way to avoid his inner torment. Even if he was forced to fall asleep, he would have nightmares, nightmares that carried him with great sins. ”
Mo Qian sighed, Sneijder must have all kinds of guilt at all times.
Coax him to eat, and then suffer. There is not much difference from anesthesia forcibly injecting nutrients and then painfully. The latter can be more painful.
"Live like this...... It's too ......," Mo Qian whispered, he didn't say that it was better to live than to die like this.
But the doctor still heard it and said, "We have no right to deprive him of his life, and the society will not give up the treatment, and we have been trying to find a way to get rid of this effect." ”
Mo Qian was silent, and then looked at Gou Ye, and at this time, he finally persuaded Sneijder to eat a bite of bread.
But when he saw the bite of the bread, Sneijder was even more horrified: "Ah! what have I done!"
"It's okay, it's just bread. Gou Ye persuaded.
But Snead still opened his mouth in pain, not daring to chew, and his hands were hanging in the air in claws and trembling, as if he was extremely mad.
"I actually bit the bread out of such a big gap! It is broken! It is mutilated by my bite! Uh-huh-ah......hh
As he spoke, Snead cried and cried, as if he had done something angry and resentful, and could never forgive himself for his wrongdoing.
The cry was so remorseful and desperate that it seemed to vomit out all the souls.
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