Chapter 92 Disposition
Now that you have consciousness, and then look at "her" and "him", Ci'an's feeling is not exactly the same as before.
Ci'an, Cixi, Guan Zhuofan, the three of them are in the same room, most of the time, they are in the East Warm Pavilion of the Yangxin Palace, there are military aircraft in the whole class to "call up", and there is also a separate "start" for Zhuofan, no matter what kind of "rise", speech, action, Cixi and Guan Zhuofan strictly abide by the division between the monarch and the minister, it stands to reason that there is no flaw to be found.
However, between lovers, the unique subtle eyes, expressions and body language, even though Guan Zhuofan and Cixi are the smartest men and women of this era, even though they have been very deliberate and very careful, they still can't avoid it completely. Cixi, in particular, is separated by a yellow curtain, and psychologically, she has an extra layer of security, and sometimes, she will not remember to strictly control her "eyes, expressions and body language".
Except for Guan Zhuofan and King Gong, the rest of the military ministers are kneeling on the ground, and according to the rules, they can't raise their heads casually, even the two who are standing, and they must also maintain a slightly bowed posture, so the Queen Mother of the Virgin Mary after the yellow curtain occasionally "loses her honor", and it is difficult for the military aircraft to find out.
But what about the "people around you" who sit side by side behind the yellow curtain?
Especially this "person around him", he has become a "person with a heart" intentionally or unintentionally.
As a result, there are more and more clues.
In response to these disturbing signs, Tzu An instinctively engaged in "self-suppression", and together with related thoughts, he denounced the absurdity and tried to drive it out of his own mind—that is, to force himself to "play dumb".
Now, this stupid can't pretend to be anymore.
Because. "She" is already happy. The whole thing. It's a different nature!
Living in Tianjin must be ...... Giving birth to a baby!
What do you say about "meditation and prayer" for the first emperor, in fact, it is actually wearing a huge green hat for the first emperor!
This, this is ridiculous!
Ci'an shuddered slightly.
also told a big lie about the "dream of the first emperor"! Ouch, it's decent, I'm almost going to believe it!
Really think of me as a three-year-old child, who can be played with in the palm of his hand?!
You two. How bold are you?!
Ci An's anger burned irrepressibly, until her face was red and her mouth was dry.
However, she has rarely lost her temper, and she doesn't even know how to lose her temper.
How many shouts, scolding a mother? No way.
Drop a cup, smash a paperweight? No, it doesn't.
After a few turns, she slumped down on the kang.
All of a sudden, I was deflated.
Great loss. Severe frustration welled up in my heart. Overwhelmed the original raging anger, leaving only a few small flames, flickering.
Tears slid silently down the smooth face.
You guys, you deceived me!
You guys...... Worthy of me?
Previously, although Ci'an had been unwilling to face her doubts, it did not mean that she was indifferent to the imbalance of the "triangle relationship". In fact, she has been trying to adjust and maintain this balance, and the most important effort is to do the "Empress E" thing - to marry Princess Rong'an and Princess Dunrou to Guan Zhuofan at the same time.
However, it seems to be ...... Didn't work?
Counting the days, "she" is happy, it is... What happened after the two princesses fell!
You have already married a wife, and you are still ...... with her
His wife, but your daughter, you ......
You guys! ……
The frustration is even worse, and the anger returns.
One couldn't help it, and couldn't help but cry bitterly!
Crying together, knowing that something was wrong, he immediately covered his mouth with his hand, threw himself on the kang, convulsed all over, and his back continued to stir.
A silent cry passed, but I felt that I had vented a lot, Ci'an sat up, was about to open his mouth to shout, think about it, got up and opened the mirror, at a glance, only to see her sideburns scattered, her eyes were red and swollen, she sighed, this description, let the people below see it, in the Forbidden City, maybe there are some strange rumors.
Looking at the past again, the pear blossoms in the mirror are rainy, delicate and invincible, and they are really ...... I feel sorry for you! Ci'an couldn't help touching his slightly red cheeks, only to feel that the tentacles were delicate and smooth, and an inexplicable thought came to him: My appearance is not necessarily inferior to "her", how can "he" ......
Stop!
What are you thinking?!
Ci'an was frightened by herself, and her heart was pounding.
The person in the mirror is already as red as fire.
She hurriedly closed the red sandalwood mirror, as if it contained a terrible devil in it.
When the mirror was closed, my heart was still beating wildly.
After a long while, Ci'an's heartbeat slowly calmed down.
Stop thinking nonsense! All I have to think about now is what to do with these two daring bastards!
With this thought, I immediately felt that the pressure was like a mountain, and I was almost about to be deflated.
Disposal?
Ci'an was stunned for a while, and the following thought was still spinning in his mind:
I don't know...... What to do?
First of all, it is difficult for Ci'an to accurately judge what it means if "she" has "his" child, and what serious consequences will it eventually lead to?
She can only affirm that the relationship between "her" and "him" will become closer and closer, and even become a real "family", and the relationship between herself and "him" will be more distant than the relationship between "him" and "her", and now she will become an "outsider"!
It's like a seesaw, the two of them are at one end and they are at the other end, so they will definitely be suspended in the air, no matter how hard they try, they can't get down!
The faint sense of despair that called the heavens and the earth did not make Ci'an can't help but shudder slightly.
How can this be?!
She stood up and paced back and forth.
Suddenly, she realized that when she thought about it, it turned out to be "how the two of them are, and how they are", this, uh, the queen mother's cheating and giving birth to a child, the biggest problem should not be...... Uh, the first emperor was humiliated, and, uh, the imperial ritual was chaotic?
I'm the queen and the queen mother, what's the matter, think about it, think about it, think about it...... My own business?
Ci'an sat down dejectedly.
This time, my thoughts are more chaotic and I can't figure it out.
If you don't understand this layer, how to "dispose of" it next, you don't need to mention it.
Wenzong collapsed, so far, Ci'an has gone through countless turbulent waves, and it stands to reason that it should also be "experienced", and when encountering difficult things, it will not be at a loss and difficult to assert. However, in the past few years, almost all political affairs have been Cixi's suggestions and ideas, and Ci'an has only "praised and attached" from beginning to end, she has not suffered political pressure alone, has not done political analysis and judgment alone, and has hardly made any decisions alone, no matter how big or small things are.
The problems she is facing now, the gains and losses in and out are serious, far more than the original deposition of King Gong, and compared with the coup d'état in the year of Xinyou, it is almost comparable. The deposition of King Gong was done jointly by Cixi and Guan Zhuofan; The coup d'état in Qixiang was jointly done by Cixi and King Gong, among them, Guan Zhuofan also played a very key role, and it is not impossible to say that Cixi, King Gong, and Guan Zhuofan jointly did it.
What now?
His own ability is not as good as eleven of any of the three of them, but he has to do what the three of them can only do together?
That's not ...... Do you want a child who can only lift ten pounds of things to lift three hundred pounds of things?
How is this possible?
Ci'an let out a long sigh.
Or go find someone yourself to help come up with an idea?
With this thought, Ci'an couldn't help but smile bitterly: Where to find such a person?
The Queen Mother is pregnant, this is the No. 1 private matter in the world, which one can be "confidential"?
Leaked out, how did you get it?
Also, the power of "she" and "him" - which can be "enemy" with it?
Even King Gong can't do it.
What's more, King Gong was deposed at his own hands, no matter how loyal Ci'an is, he also understands that the trust between each other has been broken, and this trust cannot be rebuilt in a short time, or even forever. Without that trust, it would not have been possible to do that kind of thing.
Also, I don't think about whether I trust it or not, but I also have to think about it: In case, the method of "disposal" proposed by King Gong is unacceptable to me, then the next ......
What will the "Gong Department" do over there?
Ci'an shuddered.
I handed them a handful...... Hilt!
King Gong's daughter married Guan Zhuofan, but it must not be thought that Gong and Guan will never have a problem again, if someone holds the handle of the knife......
Thinking of this, Ci'an found that his so-called "disposal" was actually different from the original disposal of King Gong, and even more different from the disposal of Sushun, Duanhua, and Zaiyuan in the Qixiang coup...... Get rid of "him"!
What you think about yourself, in the final analysis, is to "him"...... Uh, "come back".
*(To be continued.) )