My father has always been a very democratic person, but now he has decided my life's events with a light sentence, and I feel that in addition to being sloppy, I also feel that my father is too disrespectful to me. My admiration for him was greatly diminished by this incident, so that I was not as happy as I used to be when he came back during the Chinese New Year.

Dad seemed to anticipate this, and not only didn't mind at all, but also asked me with a smile, "How?" Not satisfied with the fatherhood arrangement? You're not young, and you're a family. ”

Of course I was not satisfied, but thinking that ancient people got married very early, and it was impossible for both men and women to really fall in love before they got married, and it was not even realistic to even meet, I had already accepted my fate, but I was still a little unwilling, so I asked: "Father, what is the character of the woman in the Xu family?" Has my father ever seen one? ”

Dad smiled and said, "The characters are romantic and have outstanding character." From the perspective of my father, standing with you is a match made in heaven. ”

I thought about it, and I couldn't think of any kind of person who could get such a high evaluation from my father. Even if Xu Ruoxiu was standing here, my father would probably dislike her because of her humble background.

I had no choice but to respond: "Since my father values it, I guess there will be no difference, and I will listen to my father's arrangement." ”

The Shangyuan Festival has passed, but the Tang Guogong Mansion is even more lively, and the reason for the excitement is, of course, that I am about to get married.

As someone who has read "Etiquette", I don't have to think about it to know that marriage is really a very troublesome thing, and I feel like a mechanical puppet at the mercy of others, changing into the dress that only newlyweds can wear when they are not happy. It was completely different from what I imagined, the clothes I wore were not red, but close to black, and the edges of the clothes were inlaid with gold edges, which looked very solemn and solemn.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself in the mirror, and the contours on my cheeks were much more defined than the first time I looked in the mirror.

It wasn't until I finally got the bride back that I was a little interested, after all, this woman named Xu Wei had really become my wife.

I sat on a handsome horse and limped towards Xu Shanxin's mansion. I don't know where my father got this horse, as far as I know, the horses of the Tang Kingdom Mansion are not the same as other horses I have seen, and even Yang Guang's horse may not be as good as the one under my seat.

Although this marriage brought me more discomfort than happiness, I still couldn't help but get nervous when I came to the door of Xu's house. The Xu Mansion is also well arranged, but the courtyard decorated with eye-catching red does not make people feel gorgeous and bright, and it is difficult to say that the lanterns are poor. I can't help but feel a little disgusted, is it possible for my dad to look away, there are so many powerful people in the court, but my dad doesn't like anyone's daughter, just fell in love with Xu Shanxin, a person who is going to offend people at every turn in the court.

Of course, I understand my father's distress, if he has to choose between Yuwenshu's granddaughter or Yang Su's granddaughter, it will not only violate his principle of always watching the excitement, but also be suspicious of Yang Guang. Sure enough, Yang Guang heard that I was going to get married, and he was very happy to know that I was going to marry this person, and he didn't pursue him anymore because I contradicted him on the issue of recruiting people's husbands.

I turned over and dismounted, and stood in front of the steps, but the people of the Xu Mansion did not embarrass me. I watched the bride slowly walk out of the room accompanied by the maid, with a dark dress and a light veil covering her face, and she couldn't see her appearance at all. I secretly glanced at it a few times, stretched out my hand to take her hand, my fingers were cold, I wanted to retract my hand as if I had been electrocuted, thinking that my hand was originally only willing to hold Xu Ruoxiu. But after thinking about it again, it was rude for so many people to look at it and really want to shrink back, so I had to stretch out my other hand to hold her and send her to the sedan chair.

I sat on my horse and limped back as when I came, the early spring sunset dragged the procession into a long shadow, quiet and solemn, I looked at the sinking red sun, I don't know why, suddenly a little sentimental.

This wedding is so different from what I imagined, before the dinner party in the Tang Mansion began, no one made a fuss at all, and everyone seemed to have made an agreement to cause an invisible sense of oppression to me, I felt like I was put into a cage and couldn't fly out again.

When I returned to the Tang Mansion, I could finally take a breath. All the people who have something to do with Daddy in the DPRK are here.

Yu Wenhua looked half drunk, patted me on the shoulder and smiled: "Woman...... Hahahaha, boy, a person like you who doesn't understand the amorous feelings, hey, hey, he actually got married! ”

I smiled awkwardly, I didn't want to get married, my dad arranged it like this, what can I do?

On this day, the group of people from the drunken Hongjian teahouse came, and even Cao Fu, a person who pretended to be high and never interacted with people in the court, actually came to join in my fun.

In addition to these people, even the old man Ziyi who was far away in Luoyang asked someone to send gifts.

I felt a little comforted, after all, although the bride was not very good, these people still valued me very much, and made me happier to make good friends than to get married.

I was not happy with the affair and thought that I would have to share a bed with a complete stranger later...... Or even if I don't share a bed with her, at least I'll face the awkward situation of being alone in the same room. In this case, it is better to drink more wine until you don't know anything, so you don't have to face it?

I admired my wit so much that whenever someone toasted, I would not refuse to come, and not only that, but I also toasted the older people one by one. By the time the drink was over, I was already a little unsteady on my feet.

Xun Yi reminded on the side: "Childe, don't drink too much." ”

I picked up the glass in front of him and handed it to him, muttering, "How can you not have a good day?" Come, build ...... To you. ”

He drank a cup helplessly, holding my hand and not daring to let go at all, as if he was afraid that I would fall down as soon as I let go.

I pushed him and whispered in his ear, "Mr. Xun, you say, if Xiu knows, will he be sad?" ”

Xun Yi was stunned, probably didn't know how to answer at all, but said a little embarrassed: "Childe, you drink too much, I'm afraid it's rude, go back to the room early." Then he pushed me into the backyard without saying anything.

I knew that no matter how much I drank, this new house would have to be entered, and I couldn't hide from it at all, so I just tossed me whatever he wanted. He helped me to the door of the new house and said, "Son, please come in, Xun Yi will leave first." ”

I waved my hand at him, and when I saw that he was far away, I barely held on to the door frame, and reached out to push the door open, and the room was very quiet, and the bright candles emitted a very soft light on the candlestick, reflecting the whole room warmly. I staggered in, not daring to tripped over the threshold, and slammed my body forward against the edge of the table, my elbow hurt to death, and a set of tea sets on the table rolled on the ground and shattered.

At this time, I heard footsteps coming towards me, needless to say, it must be Xu Yi. When she saw me fall on the table, she didn't even care about me, just walked behind me and closed the door, and then stood aside and looked at me coldly.

I wanted to stand up, but somehow I felt that my legs were weak and I couldn't stand up at all, so I held on to the table and whispered to Xu Yi: "Don't worry about me, you go and rest first." ”

Xu Xiaopestle didn't move at all, as if he hadn't heard what I said.

I leaned against the table and turned over, half-closed my eyes and said, "The wedding is happy, I ...... I'm happy, so I drank a few more glasses, and I beg your pardon for the rudeness. ”

Although I was drunk, after all, my consciousness was still there, and I secretly admired that I could still say such decent things at this time.

Xu Yi probably felt incredible when he heard it, and said "ah" softly, and walked over to help me.

I waved my hand in disgust, I didn't want this woman to touch me at all, I felt that if she touched me, I would be sorry for Xu Ruoxiu, thinking of this, I muttered: "Ruoxiu, where are you?" I've begged the Bodhisattva so many times, and he hasn't let me meet you again, where are you? "I was about to shout at the end, but what little reason I had left told me not to be too rude to my wife, who had just passed through the door, so I suppressed my voice and didn't break out.

It was the first time I really felt like I missed someone and all that she had to offer. It was only at this point, when there was no room for manoeuvre in everything, that I began to hate myself a little bit, why I didn't go to her. Qingyu Pavilion is all over the world, why don't I, as the pavilion master, use it? I hate myself why I didn't try to get the consent of my father and my mother, who has always doted on me, and my father is so democratic, if I insist, maybe I can get my wish?

The thought of this made my mind unusually clear, and in all possible situations, the worst outcome would be to be in the same room with a stranger at the mercy of my parents. What's the point of regret when it's already done?

Xu Yi stopped behind me for a moment, and then came over to help me. I was very angry at my inaction, and when I saw that she came to provoke me again, I felt even more guilty about Xu Ruoxiu, so I lifted her away without thinking too much.

She stood unsteadily and fell to the ground, I was drunk, holding on to the table, only to feel that my head was getting more and more painful, my stomach was getting more and more uncomfortable, and even my consciousness was a little blurred, so I simply rested my head on the table.

After a while, all I knew was that someone else was coming to help me. Uncontrollably, I was helped to lie down on the bed, took the man's hand and said, "Don't go!" Then I opened my eyes, and in the haze, I saw a very familiar face appear in front of me, with tears on my face, and my eyes looked at me gently, just like the first time we met in Shiye Temple, behind her was a dazzling daylight, and in the shadow of the daylight, the whole person was covered with a faint halo, like a bodhisattva falling from the sky.

I was self-absorbed in this unreal illusion, and when I closed my eyes and pulled violently, I felt a light body press on me, and with the strength of the wine, I couldn't help but start undressing her.