Chen Xiaodao took Sun Xiaoran to walk around the alley where the old Chen family was located, there was not much commercial atmosphere here, but it had the flavor of old Beijing.

"There was such a big hornet's nest on the tree of Zhao Erya's house that year, no one dared to go up and poke it, but I still stabbed it, but after that, I lay in the hospital for half a month."

"Seeing that alley is not, Gu Manjiang, the most fierce Gu Manjiang in Sijiu City, lived here, and his family doesn't have much background, so this guy likes to work against the people in our compound, and few of our gentlemen dared to provoke him at the beginning, and many of them took a detour when they saw him." Chen Xiaodao pointed to an alley and said.

Sun Xiaoran smiled sweetly, looked at him and said, "What happened to you later?" ”

Chen Xiaodao smiled and said, "I had a fight with him, and he beat him up." ”

Sun Xiaoran sneered: "I thought you were invincible, but you were also beaten." ”

"How can there be an invincible existence in this world, even if there is, it is from the weak to grow up step by step, in the process of growth, naturally have to experience some setbacks and grinds."

Chen Xiaodao held a cigarette on his mouth, and said in a foggy voice: "I found him again the next day, and fought with him again, he was older than me, and he had more fighting experience than me, so I still didn't him, but I looked for him every day, and I looked for him for eight days, and finally he was afraid of me, so I didn't go to him." When we met again, we were in the army, and he was also a member of the Blue Dragon team, but unfortunately he also died in the battle a year ago! ”

Sun Xiaoran listened to Chen Xiaodao talk about many interesting things about his childhood along the way, and learned more about Chen Xiaodao's past, which he thought was very warm, but now his nose was sore, and he couldn't help but gently grab Chen Xiaodao's hand and comfort him in this way.

"I'm fine." Chen Xiaodao squinted his eyes, thinking about those people and things, he always felt that something was spinning in his eyes, but he still endured: "I am still alive, I will live well, live for them, watch the world for them, and watch the motherland become stronger." ”

Sun Xiaoran choked up a little and said, "They are warriors and real heroes." You too. ”

Chen Xiaodao took a deep breath, grinned, and said, "Let's go, Gu Manjiang's family is alone, his sister is abroad, and his parents died early, otherwise he should go to see his relatives." ”

Sun Xiaoran snorted and followed Chen Xiaodao out of this alley.

Walking on the street outside, Sun Xiaoran naturally held Chen Xiaodao's arm, as if he had mustered up a lot of courage, and said softly: "Xiaodao, can you take me to meet my aunt?" ”

After speaking, she looked at Chen Xiaodao very nervously, her eyes full of anticipation.

Chen Xiaodao stopped and looked down at her.

The two looked at each other for a moment, Chen Xiaodao nodded, and said, "It's okay, speaking of which, I haven't seen her for many years." ”

Sun Xiaoran's heart sank, and he felt a little worried.

What is the reason why Chen Xiaodao has not visited his biological mother for many years?

The most famous cemetery in China is, of course, Babaoshan, but there are too few people who can die and live in Babaoshan.

The cemetery where Chen Xiaodao's mother sleeps is in the first ring, which can definitely be said to be a treasure of feng shui for the capital where every inch of land is valuable.

Although he hasn't been here for many years, Chen Xiaodao still clearly remembers the specific location of his mother's tombstone. Sun Xiaoran put the lily in front of the tombstone, and then kowtowed respectfully.

Chen Xiaodao didn't kowtow, he lit a cigarette and stood aside, with a bit of stubbornness and persistence in his eyes.

"Kowtow." Sun Xiaoran pulled Chen Xiaodao's hand.

Chen Xiaodao said: "If you don't knock, if you die, there will be nothing, what are you doing with these useless shows." ”

Sun Xiaoran was a little angry and said, "How can you be like this, no matter what, she is your mother." ”

Chen Xiaodao grinned: "She is indeed my mother, but she doesn't love me, if she really wants to love me, how can she be willing to jump off the building." ”

Sun Xiaoran's heart was sour when he heard this.

She has also been an orphan without a father and mother since she was a child, so she can understand Chen Xiaodao's mood very well.

Moreover, her parents died unexpectedly, and she can't blame them, but Chen Xiaodao's mother is different, she committed suicide!

For a rebellious person like Chen Xiaodao, it was difficult for him to understand why his mother could leave him so ruthlessly.

Therefore, Sun Xiaoran felt that Chen Xiaodao was very pitiful, and it was pitiful.

"Don't be angry, okay?" Sun Xiaoran took Chen Xiaodao's hand and said softly.

Chen Xiaodao tried hard to maintain the peace in his heart, nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't be angry." ”

Sun Xiaoran said with courage: "You are a man, you should be more open-minded, not to mention that she is still your mother." You have to try to forgive her, at least, she has brought you life and given you a chance to walk in this world and see this wonderful world. ”

Chen Xiaodao didn't know these truths, but he had a stubborn personality, and he suffered major changes in his family when he was eight years old, and he suffered great emotional changes when he was sixteen years old, which had too great an impact on him.

With his nature, many things can be remembered for a lifetime.

Of course he knew that the other party was her mother, and he shouldn't have hatred, but as long as he thought that he was only eight years old when he was eight years old, his mother jumped off the building desperately and died, as long as he thought that no one at home had picked him up since he was a child, but he could only envy other children when they saw their mothers picking him up, he couldn't forgive.

Seeing Sun Xiaoran gently persuading himself, Chen Xiaodao was originally very angry, but he had promised her not to be angry before, so he could only endure it.

Endure it, he thought of his forgiveness for Xu Fengxian and his attitude towards the Xu family.

He couldn't help but feel that the whole person was much more relaxed.

yes, what is there to hate?

Even outsiders can forgive, let alone their own mother?

It's just that it's still a little hateful!

He suddenly pointed to the tombstone fiercely, and roared in a low voice: "Why are you so useless, even if you lose, you shouldn't beg for death, if you die, you will lose completely, there is nothing!" You're dead, that man isn't married to her, and what do you get? ”

Perhaps, what Chen Xiaodao really hates in his heart is not that his mother left him alone, but that he feels that his mother's death is not worth it.

After going through so much and picking up a life from the brink of death countless times, Chen Xiaodao feels that there is nothing more terrible in this world than death, nothing is more precious than living, and he hates his mother's cowardice and his mother's stupidity!

Sun Xiaoran's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she hugged Chen Xiaodao from behind and held on to it.

"It's okay, it's all over, it's good to be over, there's nothing you can't let go, okay?"

I don't know how long it took for Chen Xiaodao's emotions to completely calm down, he knelt down, kowtowed respectfully three times, and then turned to leave.

Not long after Chen Xiaodao and Sun Xiaoran left, a person slowly walked out from behind a big tree.

is a woman, very beautiful and young, her name is Murong Qiuyu.

Murong Qiuyu's face was a little pale, she bit her lip tightly, and worked hard to restrain the agitation in her heart.

When she came over today, Chen Xiaodao and Sun Xiaoran were here, watching the former lover take other women to sweep his mother's grave, Murong Qiuyu really couldn't find any reason to go out and say a word to him for a long time.

She hid silently behind the tree, quietly listening to everything, quietly waiting.

It was also Chen Xiaodao who was very emotional today, and Murong Qiuyu hid relatively far away, so he didn't notice it.

Murong Qiuyu came to the grave of Chen Xiaodao's mother, put a bouquet of flowers next to her, and stood for a long time before speaking: "Auntie, have you seen it, she ...... Her name is Sun Xiaoran, she is very beautiful, prettier than me. She ......" Murong Qiuyu's eyes turned red, and two lines of tears involuntarily slipped down her smooth face: "...... She's your daughter-in-law......"

(End of chapter)