Chapter 205: What would happen if you became an ordinary person
Tang Yunyun especially became very emotional when she said that she was going to marry the man she loved the most, but was robbed by one of his fans who had been in love for ten years, and she also opened a live broadcast to be known to the national audience.
Later, it was said that Lin Lang, a psychiatrist found by Zhao Tingting, gave her hypnotherapy, and as a result, this treatment made her mood worse.
Because she would have nightmares every day when she fell asleep, dreaming of the picture of Zhao Gao stabbing herself with a knife.
Every time I dream of this picture, I feel very scared, very scary, as if my body has been hollowed out by something. It was like being hit by a huge tsunami, and it swept her body out of the way all at once.
Every day she felt that her spirit was highly tense and tense.
"Doctor, what's wrong with me?" After saying a lot of things cracklingly, Tang Yunyun looked at the doctor like a fish starved of oxygen, begging for help, hoping that he could help him.
The doctor saw that she was uncomfortable, and deliberately stood up and poured her a glass of warm water, so that she could drink all the water.
"Thank you, doctor. After talking about the recent troubles and uneasiness in one breath, Tang Yunyun's mood also relaxed inexplicably.
Probably the most relaxed she's had in recent times.
Patiently waiting for her to finish drinking water, the doctor took out something like a questionnaire out of nowhere and asked Tang Yunyun to do the question according to his feelings.
Seeing this similar thing to an exam question, Tang Yunyun was not so calm, and the little good mood that he had just recovered was gone in a blink of an eye.
"Doctor, why do you want to do the questions? What is wrong with me?" she looked at the questions on the blank paper in amazement, a total of a hundred questions, all of which were multiple-choice. Compared to the questions to be asked in the exam, such a questionnaire can be said to be very simple, but her mood is still inexplicably nervous again.
"It's like a questionnaire, you do it, and I can better judge your condition after you do it. "The doctor's businesslike tone.
The implication is that if you want to continue to understand what happened to her, this topic must be done.
Tang Yunyun didn't dare not listen to the doctor's words, took a deep breath, then held the pen tightly and began to answer the question.
Minutes and seconds passed.
After finishing the question, she went back to look at it several times and made sure that there was nothing wrong before giving it to the doctor. When the doctor received her question, he said, "Go back and rest, and the hospital will call you when the results come back." ”
"How long will it take?" Tang Yunyun asked nervously as he felt his mouth dry again.
"Three to five working days, because there are more people, the result has to wait. ”
"Okay, thank you, doctor. ”
After leaving the hospital, Tang Yunyun didn't want to go back so early, she knew that she would think more when she returned to the cold apartment, but she didn't have a place to go, so she walked slowly around the neighborhood and walked around a few times.
She suddenly felt that she hadn't walked so freely for a long time, whether it was in the previous life or in this life, she has always worked in the entertainment industry, many times she is very busy, sometimes she stays at home without work but she is always writing scripts or reading books, and she is always ready for the future work.
She suddenly wondered what their lives would be like if they didn't work in the entertainment industry and be an ordinary person?
If you are just an ordinary person, living a 9-to-6 life every day, crowding the bus and the subway, receiving a salary every month, living in a shared house with friends or strangers, although life is very poor, at least you will not go hungry, and it will be lively when you return to the place where you live every day.
In fact, in reality, most people are living such a life.
In the evening, Tang Yunyun ate something near the hospital, but she was not hungry at all, but she knew that if she didn't eat at night, it would be even more difficult to suffer from insomnia again tonight.
When insomnia becomes the most common thing, the inner strength of human beings who suffer from insomnia will gradually be disintegrated and crushed.
She casually entered a noodle shop, but she had never been to it before, and she didn't know what it tasted like.
"Boss, have a bowl of beef noodles. Tang Yunyun glanced at the price list and said to the boss.
"Okay! right away!" the boss greeted her warmly.
Although it was a meal, there was no one in the noodle restaurant, and the boss quickly brought the noodles that Tang Yunyun had just ordered. She didn't have any appetite when she looked at this bowl of noodles, but she still divided her chopsticks and ate it well.
However, her tears began to fall uncontrollably while eating noodles, and she didn't know why she could cry, let alone why she cried in public.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?" The boss saw that there were not many customers in his shop, and suddenly saw that Tang Yunyun's face was wrong, so he walked over and asked her kindly.
"Nothing. Tang Yunyun sniffed and said calmly.
"Does it taste bad?" the boss was a kind man, "Would you like to cook you another bowl?"
"Ahh ”
The boss didn't force her, nodded considerately and walked away, sat down at the table next to her and silently played with her mobile phone.
The small noodle restaurant became very quiet, Tang Yunyun was grateful to the boss for his rare thoughtfulness, in fact, the noodles he made were really delicious, but she was not in the mood to eat.
When she got home, it was already late, Tang Yunyun still didn't want to go up, she kept wandering around near the downstairs of the apartment, the street lamp stretched her figure very long, she looked back and forth at her shadow reflected on the ground, and wanted to crush it with her shoes, but everyone knew that the shadow could not be broken.
How did she feel like she was getting worse and worse?
"Yunyun, what are you doing?" Suddenly, Zhao Jun appeared downstairs in the apartment, looked at her fixedly, and looked at her for a while before speaking to her.
Zhao Jun had actually come over a long time ago and had been waiting downstairs. He didn't tell her how long he had been waiting downstairs in the apartment, and he didn't wait for her once or twice, knowing that she hadn't come home yet, so he deliberately went downstairs to wait.
He was worried about her, and although the two of them hadn't seen each other much during this time, he still felt something...... I don't think she's been in the right form lately.
Maybe it was a little free tonight, so as soon as he finished work, he dropped everything and ran to her.
The moment he saw Zhao Jun appear in front of him, Tang Yunyun's tears that he had been holding back for a long time couldn't help but fall. It's like a broken faucet, and it can't be stopped.