Chapter 21 Rationalization and chaos

Empress, today is the last time I will do anything for you.

I turned around and sat in front of him and faced Mo Xuan, where are you going?

Mo Xuan didn't care, I was going to live a secluded life with my beauty.

Why, Wuji, isn't it good to live in Taiji Palace?

Mo Xuan, look at me and say, after all, my beauty was born in Qinglou, and I want to take her to a place where no one knows. I went to live the life of a fairy couple.

I can canonize her so you don't have to go.

Empress, no need, it is also her wish to go out and travel all over the world

She's so happy, I'm jealous of her. Then what should I do when you're gone? You're not in someone to help me read the twists and turns at a glance. I won't die of exhaustion in the future. Why don't you wait for me to walk when I can see ten lines at a glance?

Mo Xuan, smiling, shook his head, princess, as long as you know what is important, what is unimportant, what is urgent, and what is not urgent, it is enough. I still like to call you princess, can you hug me?

I also smiled, stood up and hugged Mo Xuan one last time.

Mo Xuan is really gone.

I didn't go to the morning court today, and I summoned Chu Ming to come to the heart pavilion in the morning.

In the early morning, the temperature on the shore of Lethe River was humid and hot, the sky was overcast, the light wind blew the willow branches on the shore, and a few sparrows chirped in the treetops. I was dressed in the plain dress I wore when I was not a queen, and I didn't even comb my hair, I wore my hair on, and stood alone by the Lethe River, standing by the lake where I fell in love with Chu Ming, waiting for him.

When I heard someone coming, I turned around, and sure enough, it was Chu Ming wearing a black beard, his hair was erected with a black belt, but there were many bangs in front of him. I watched as he was walking towards me.

I looked at his left eye in distress, Chu Ming lowered his head, and ran his hand through the hair on the left side. It's been five years, Chu Ming is no longer confident, Chu Ming has changed. Actually, I've changed.

But my love for him hasn't changed, in fact, it has changed. Five years ago I was in front of him, I was inferior, I felt like I was a monster. He is good and I am not worthy of him, it is a kind of love for him and a kind of attraction to beauty.

Now that he's become me then, I hope he can be better now, and it's a mood for him that wants him to be better. I'm really sad to see him like this, it's like seeing myself at the beginning. I am willing to become him at that time, give him happiness, let me love him now, give him a hug.

Meet the Empress. Chu Ming knelt in front of me.

Don't be polite, I'll get up. I looked at the pavilion in the distance on the lake and said, "Do you remember the first time we met?"

It's the first time I've seen you since I can remember. How happy you were then!

Chu Ming said thoughtfully, many things in this world have changed, and they are not as good as we imagined.

I smiled bitterly, yes, you are a father, and I am also being urged to get married, as if only here has not changed.

Chu Ming immediately surrendered his hand and said, please let the queen allow me to go to the North Cold Tide Cliff, I am willing to protect the north for you.

My heart rose and fell desperately, and I took a deep breath. Finally mustered up all the courage of all these years, grabbed Chu Ming's hand and said. Don't you understand my heart now?

I like you, I've liked you since I was a child...... As I said this, the world seemed to be silent for a moment.

Queen...... Qianfeng stopped me at once, pulled out the hand that was grabbed by me, turned around and lowered his head away from me a certain distance, and said with his back to me, Empress, Weichen is not worthy of you.

Perhaps I should have thought that this would be the outcome. No, I don't care.

I hugged Chu Ming from behind, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

said with a crying voice, Chu Ming. You are so good that I didn't deserve you before, but now I have the ability to love you. Let me take care of you now, love you, okay?

Chu Ming slowly opened me, took a few steps away from me, looked at the sky, and lowered his head and said,. I'll go to the northern tide cliff with my wife and children tomorrow, I can't say goodbye to you and take care......

I stood alone, and the cold wind blew my heart cold. There are willow catkins floating in the sky, what a dreamy scene! It's just that I look like snowflakes that are falling, cold and biting. If I hadn't taken this step, would I still have some illusions, and now it's too late to say anything, isn't it too late?

The 60,000 troops I temporarily gathered were sent to Chu Ming, and I didn't send him when Chu Ming left. I used to deliberately not think about him getting married, deliberately not thinking about him and her children. Even if you don't think about it, it's true, it's real.

I got married a month after Chu Ming left, yes, I got married to Kun. The empress's wedding was celebrated by the whole country, and hundreds of tables were feasted in the inner courtyard of the palace. Only the royal people and ministers have their own cases to eat. Today, Qianxue is especially allowed to sit on the right side of the table at the beginning of the Ming Dynasty.

At the banquet, I drank with Qianxue, and I said with a big tongue, even I am married, when will you get married, Qianxue?

Qianxue glanced at Qianfeng across the table.

I said it seems that I want Qianfeng to agree, Qianfeng, you speak.

Qianfeng smiled, Qianxue is in charge of this matter, I have no opinion. I also drank too much at the time, so I joked, why didn't Qianfeng see that you were so tolerant of me?

In the evening, I was sent to the cave room by a palace maid, and Qianxue was already drunk at the banquet, and Qianfeng was not at ease to send Qianxue back to her room in person.

Under the refraction of the red candles and the decoration of the red silk cloth all over the house, I saw Kun in a bright red wedding dress, sitting on a large red bed. I was helped over and put on the bed and leaned on Kun's body, and then the palace maids went out. I stretched out my hand to jump away from the joy embroidered with the phoenix, and saw Kun's thrilling and beautiful face. He stroked his head with his hand and fell. Drunken said, you have now got your wish and become the envy of everyone in the world. How does it feel?

Kun said, not happy, I know that the empress is not happy either.

How could it be, I own the Moon Country, and I have everything that all women are crazy about.

Kun said, Empress I know you like the general, but in fact, he likes you too.

I turned my head to look at Kun and smiled wryly, he didn't like me.

I visited the general when he was recuperating in the palace, and I said that I would marry the empress. I also said to the general that there is a rule in the palace, and the body of a man in the Moon Kingdom, or innocence, must be complete. If nothing is complete, then no matter who he is, he cannot become the empress's man.

I heard that this wine was half awake I was stupid, come on, the people outside called in, the palace maid outside the door came in, the empress, what are the orders?

Go ahead, I sent it to the Shangguan Mansion, and the shadow guard will find it.

It's the empress. The maid withdrew.

I look at Kun, why are you doing this?

Kun looked at the two candles on the low table in the middle of the room and said, I just want to know if the emperor's family has true love?

I asked, confused, what do you mean?

"The loach and I are twin brothers, and we were born into a small tribe on the island. We grew up without a mother and didn't know who our father was. It wasn't until someone came to our island by boat that they brought a lot of new things from outside. Took us with him when he left. The man found us a master who taught us piano, chess, calligraphy and painting from an early age, and slowly I trained to become what I am now. The loach was sent to the empress, but the loach slowly fell in love with the empress. I told him at the time that no, and in the end he had to accompany the empress to be buried alive. ”

Are you here for revenge?

I don't hate you, but I want you to do one thing for me. What's up?

Take your time and you'll know.

Ah Xi came to report on the situation of Chu Ming's family.

"After Chu Ming went home, he didn't eat or drink in the room alone for three days, until he heard the shouts of the little boy Siming. Since seeing the eyes of the junior general, Yue Furui has never looked at the general directly, and sometimes when eating, she counts the early Ming in front of the children. lost the battle and lost the position of Zuo Cheng. As a result, I am now being pointed at when I go out, and I have suffered this sin. I knew you were so useless, I shouldn't have married you in the first place.

Maybe. After Chu Ming finished speaking, he pulled Si'er and left, let's go to the backyard to practice swords. ”

Ah Xi also said that he heard in the Shangguan Mansion that it was the old general Shangguan who forced the junior general to take the hibiscus before he died.

Go down. Ah Xi went down.

Chu Ming didn't like Fleur, it's great.

I immediately took up the pen and wrote a letter of resignation and gave it to Kun, and I wrote a letter of resignation to set you free. I'll make it up to you, whatever you want, I'll satisfy you as long as you say it. So that you can go to the ends of the earth freely and live the life you want. I know you don't want to stay here, you want to be free, but I'm just as involuntary as you.

Kun, holding the book of resignation and smiling bitterly, what I used to want to have the most is now.

I said, although I don't know what you came to me for, I always felt that you wouldn't hurt me. I think you want to experience what it's like to be under one person and above ten thousand, and you are now experiencing the supreme glory. But when I observed you during this time, I found that you were not happy. So I want to set the two of us free.

Kun said, I didn't expect you to be so brave, but she didn't like you so much, so what do you want to do in the future?

I look into the distance, and I'm here waiting for him to come back, or go to him.

Kun poured a glass of wine and handed it to me, and I took the wine that Kun handed me. Kun said I wish we all the best of luck! Cheers!

I took it and drank it down, and said happily, Kun, I really want to fly to Chuming now...... Then how do I feel, my eyes can't be opened, my vision is blurred, and my body is soft. Fell into a very soft arms, smelled the smell of the sea, and said in a gentle voice, "Sleep, wake up, and the queen will be able to do what she wants."