Chapter 140: It's our brothers and comrades-in-arms
Hearing Guo Laosan's topic change and mention Guo Xiaoshan, Li Ziyuan's previous pride was instantly dispelled without a trace. ΡΡΡ.(vii) (ix) x.S.ΡΠΎΠΌ The update is so fast. Li Ziyuan didn't expect that he had deliberately distanced himself from Guo Xiaoshan in the past few days, and he hadn't been able to hide Guo Laosan, who didn't seem to care about anything, but he actually showed it.
After learning that Guo Xiaoshan was actually a 'girl' child, Li Ziyuan always felt a little awkward. Although in the second half of the retreat, Guo Xiaoshan was on his back almost all the time. But after retreating to the second district for repairs, Li Ziyuan always avoided Guo Xiaoshan somewhat intentionally or unintentionally. Li Ziyuan couldn't tell what this feeling was, whether it was because Guo Xiaoshan was a 'girl' child or because of something else.
Now that Guo Laosan pointed it out, Li Ziyuan looked a little embarrassed. After a long time, he scratched his scalp and said: "Brother Guo, Guo Xiaoshan is a very good child, I like him very much." But I've always regarded him as my younger brother and sister, and I've never had any other thoughts. β
When Li Ziyuan replied to Guo Laosan, when he talked about the four words of younger brothers and sisters, he also specially accentuated the tone of the two words of sister. He thought about the meaning of his words, the old 'spirit' and ghost in front of him, Guo Laosan, who was obviously not an ordinary person, would definitely understand.
Facts have proved that Guo Laosan not only heard the meaning of his words, but also heard Li Ziyuan's true attitude. Although after Li Ziyuan finished speaking, Guo Laosan did not react on the surface. But his eyes, which were not faint, suddenly narrowed and became narrow, staring straight at Li Ziyuan.
Looking at the deformation of Guo Laosan's eyes, Li Ziyuan, who already had a certain understanding of him, knew that this expression was the murderous intent in this brother's heart. But for Guo Laosan's expression in front of him, Li Ziyuan didn't have any fear, but just looked at the father in front of him very frankly.
Li Ziyuan just looked at Guo Laosan, and no one said anything. After a long time, it was Guo Laosan who was defeated first. Facing Li Ziyuan's frankness, Guo Laosan, who finally let go of something, looked at Li Ziyuan and said, "Captain Li, I don't have much culture, let alone say anything." The big characters I know are still learned from Xiaoshan's mother. β
"I know that you are a frank person, and you are not the kind of person who is hypocritical. So what you say, I still believe it. Xiaoshan is the only blood left by her mother, and I hope that she will be happy in the future. I don't care who you will marry in the future, but I hope you can remember today's words and don't deceive this child. β
"If one day you want to marry a wife, I hope you can give this child a chance. This kid really likes you, I can see that. Although she is still young, there are some things she doesn't necessarily understand. This kid is a sincere person, he doesn't have any heart, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it. β
"Actually, I know that the most important thing to do now is to take her out of the team. Leave you, to be exact, lest the child fall deeper and deeper. But I also know that even if I want to take her away now, away from you, she will never go with me. So Captain Li, I hope you really don't like her, so don't mess with her. β
"If you want to eat fishy and don't want to be irresponsible, I won't let you go even to the ends of the earth. Although I don't have much ability, it's okay to kill someone. Even if you have twice as many men, I will have a way to kill you. I believe you have at least a rough idea of my background. β
Regarding Guo Laosan's words, Li Ziyuan smiled calmly: "Brother Guo, I understand your thoughts as a father. But please rest assured, although my temper is not very good, I think my personality and character are okay. At least in terms of festival '', I can make sense. β
"During this period of contact, you should also understand my 'sexual' personality. I'm not the kind of person who is irresponsible, and I'm not the kind of person who 'plays' with 'women'. I admit that I like Xiaoshan very much, and I think she is clever from top to bottom. Although he is still a little childish, he is undoubtedly a smart child. β
"To be honest, I always thought of her as a boy before, and I never thought of her as a 'girl' child. I also thought that when the situation stabilized, I would send her to the military district camp school to receive formal military training. It's just that now that I know she's a 'girl' child, I have to change a lot of my plans. The most important thing is that I still haven't adjusted to her new identity. β
"But my feelings for her are the kind of feelings that a brother has for a brother and sister, and there is nothing else mixed with it. And I always thought of her as a boy, and I didn't know her true identity until we jumped out of the line and met my second sister this time. β
"Now you ask me if I have any feelings for her between men and women, how do you ask me to answer you? Do you make you happy when I say I like her? Speaking of conscience, if I say such a thing, I'm afraid your brother should be even more uneasy. Brother Guo, the only thing I can promise you now is to take care of this child. β
"As for the rest, I'm sorry, I can't make any guarantees. Who can say clearly about the emotional affairs of men and women? Besides, there is strict discipline in our troops. If I were that kind of person, you wouldn't have to do it yourself, and my old chief would have shot me. β
"Brother Guo, Xiaoshan is still a child. For emotional problems, he is still in a state of half-understanding. She just treats me as a brother I can rely on now, not necessarily that kind of male 'female' relationship. When she grows up, I'm sure she'll really realize what real feelings are. Wouldn't it be better to wait until she is truly mature and let her choose for herself? β
"For the rest of the stuff, I guess it's better to wait until this war is over, okay? Brother Guo, I am a soldier, and now we are engaged in another brutal war. I, the small company commander at the head of the army, don't know when I will die on the battlefield. At this time, no matter what kind of guarantee I make, I am not responsible for Xiaoshan. β
Li Ziyuan's words fell, but Guo Laosan was silent. After a long while, Guo Laosan, who spoke again, did not dwell on this matter, but suddenly talked about his experience: "Captain Li, although you are young, you are still very sophisticated in looking at people with these eyes. β
"I know that my true identity can't be hidden from your eyes. Since I talked about Xiaoshanzi today, I will simply make it clear to you. My hometown is indeed from the southeast of Jin, but I grew up outside Suiyuankou. As for my father, I am a famous horse bandit in Suixi, and I grew up in the horse bandit den since I was a child. β
"Until that year, I robbed a caravan and met Xiaoshanzi and her mother. Her mother is a lady of all families, and she was tied up the mountain by me. In fact, although I am a horse bandit, my father and mother have told me since I was a child that bandits must have banditry. Even if you can't rob the rich and help the poor, you must not spoil the 'woman' and 'sex'. β
"Although I have become a horse bandit, I have never tied up a 'woman', let alone spoiled a 'woman'. But when I went out that time, I was 'fascinated' by her mother's eyes and took me up the mountain. At the beginning, her mother was very wary of me, and I put in a lot of effort to accept me little by little. β
"Soon after Xiaoshanzi was born, my team was broken up by the Jin Sui army stationed in Suiyuan, and I didn't re-pull the locks. took Xiaoshanzi, who had just been born, and her mother, and returned to the southeast of Jin together. Because I became a father, I don't want Xiaoshanzi to go back to my old path. β
"My father and mother were deceived by a small warlord in Suiyuan at that time, and they were tricked into the city and shot to death in the name of co-optation. My life is my father and mother before they died, and they did their best to send me out of the city to pick up a life. Therefore, I don't trust all the armies and governments, whether it is the Northwest Army, the Northeast Army, or the Jin Sui Army and the Central Army. β
"When she joined your team, I didn't agree at all. But this child's 'sexuality' is stubborn, and if I screw it hard, I guess she will hate me for the rest of her life. So I had no choice but to accompany her to join the team. At least I have to know what kind of team your Eighth Route Army is. If you were like those armies, I wouldn't hesitate to take her away. β
"Captain, let's put it bluntly. What made me stay until now is not how your team is. I admit that you are indeed heroic in fighting devils, and you also have strict discipline, which is different from this handsome and that handsome team. But compared to the devils, the difference in strength is too great. Staying here with you is no less dangerous than the 'sex' of the horse bandits back then. β
"What we had to deal with back then was just being torn apart, and we were still happy to fight internally, and many times we were just officials and soldiers who could be settled by 'spending' money. Back then, don't look at me as a horse bandit, we still go back and forth in Suicheng. When I took her mother back to the 'door', I swaggered directly into the city. Those officials who took my money never said a word. β
"And you have to deal not only with the more powerful Japanese, but also against other forces. Although I am only a hunter now, I am not blind yet. The only one who can keep me is you. To be exact, Xiaoshanzi likes what you show. β
"Although I, the father, do not approve of her associating with people in the army, I will not go against the wishes of my children. The child likes your team, and I, the father, can only follow her. Captain Li, I don't want you to give any 'explanation' when I say this today, but just to tell you that I am not a person who can be easily pinched around. β
Listening to Guo Laosan quietly talk about his past, Li Ziyuan didn't say a word. It wasn't until Guo Laosan's words fell that Li Ziyuan smiled and said, "Brother Guo, I basically guessed your identity from the moment we met." Although you cover it up well, the bloody aura on your body can't be completely eliminated. β
"And the bloody aura and the murderous aura that occasionally 'revealed' on your body are not something that an ordinary hunter who just faces wild beasts all day long can raise. Brother Guo, if I'm not mistaken, you have a lot of lives on your hands. Although I don't know who died at your hands, I also believe that your brother Guo is not the kind of person who kills innocents indiscriminately. β
"I can assure you that I've never mentioned it to anyone. Maybe Vice Captain Guan saw it, but he never talked about it. I don't care what you did in the past, but you are willing to kill devils with us today, you are our brothers and comrades-in-arms. β
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