Chapter 491: Have You Ever Loved? Is love begs hate?
In the living room of the Lantian Hou Mansion, there were only Bai Fan and Jindeman.
Facing Bai Fan's greetings, Jindeman was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked, "Have you ever loved me?" ”
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Bai Fan roared past with 10,000 divine beasts in his heart, never thought that he would one day be questioned like a scumbag, and he was still asking such a classic question, what is this?
As a master of the love field, he naturally understands the importance of making a decision on the spot, and there are no distracting thoughts in his heart, so Bai Fan shook his head firmly and said: "I always thought we were good friends, but I didn't expect you to think so." ”
Okay! It's really amazing, I don't even need to refuse politely, I just hit a rake, this way is really chic, but it doesn't seem to be of much use to Jindeman.
Jindeman smiled sadly: "To be able to be friends with the first person in the world, the Tang Dynasty Love Saint, maybe everyone will think how lucky I am."
But do you know how I feel? ”
"What? Isn't it good to be friends with me? Bai Fan was puzzled.
"On the way I was forced to leave home to come to Datang for help, the first person I met was you, I didn't know who you were at that time, I only knew that you were not mortal.
Later, when I ran in Chang'an for many days, I was the first to lend a hand, just like in the darkest time of my life, you lit a bright light for me, and since then in my eyes, you are the most dazzling figure, and I can no longer linger. ”
Like many infatuated women, Kindman spoke about the process of his love.
Bai Fan nodded and said, "I thought that our friendship was also formed at that time. ”
"Am I not beautiful enough? Or am I not good enough? Or is it because I'm a foreign race and can't get into your eyes? Kindman said aggrieved.
"No, you're beautiful, you're good, if you can't get into my eyes, do you think we'll be friends?" Bai Fan asked rhetorically.
Looking at the Silla princess in front of her little daughter, it is hard for Bai Fan to imagine that she is the famous Queen Seondeok in history, and the evaluation of her by history is 'generous and benevolent, smart and clever', and she is loved by the people, and is respected as the Holy Ancestor and Imperial Aunt, who has never married and has no heirs in her life, and passed on the throne to her sister Kim Seungman after her death.
Now because of his arrival, Jindeman, who was supposed to ascend the throne next year, took Silla to join the Tang Dynasty early, willing to be a princess like a little daughter, and should never have thought of being a queen.
"You know what? Although you have always said that you don't like me, and you have pushed me to the Tang Emperor, but I have never given up, when Princess Ping'an told me that day that she wanted me to marry you as a concubine, how happy my heart was.
I never thought that I would marry someone in the future not as a wife but as a concubine, but after meeting you, I never thought about what a wife or a concubine was, I just thought that I could marry you. ”
Secretly scolding the two daughters-in-law in his heart, looking at the aggrieved infatuated woman in front of him, Bai Fan said helplessly: "I'm sorry for disappointing you."
But I think you should understand me, I will not go against my principles to marry a woman I don't love, this is hurting you.
I told the two of them before you came, I never thought about you, I just wanted you and I to be good friends, with a friendship like confidants, and I won't marry you as a concubine, even if they even sent invitations, this is my Bai Fan's principle, what I don't want to do, no one can force me. ”
"Huh!
Do you know? It was once rumored in Chang'an that the Tang Emperor was going to marry me, and from then on I was regarded as his person, and no one dared to move.
But then you were the only one who dared to approach me, and I thought to myself that I had not lost my love.
Then it was rumored that the Marquis of Lantian wanted to take a concubine, although many people expressed dissatisfaction with accepting a Silla princess as a concubine, but no one dared to stand up and speak, because after all, you and I agreed willingly, so I was regarded as your person, and no one dared to move.
Now you say you don't like me and won't marry me, don't you know? A woman who has had a fate with the two emperors of the Tang Dynasty, who would dare to marry in this world?
Why don't you like me, why did you go to help save my father? Why don't you like why I agree to take a concubine? Why did you teach the Baekje prince yesterday? Are you Bai Fan such a hypocrite? Don't even dare to face it in your heart? ”
Bai Fan was speechless, what is this? Friends have always been stingy when they are in trouble, why are they still misunderstood? The matter of taking concubines was done by two girls in the family behind their backs, and they were innocently lying on their guns?
As for yesterday's lesson to the Baekje prince? That's just a fool trying to find a blame for me, huh?
But do these things need to be explained to Kinderman one by one? It doesn't seem to be of much use.
"Can I say it's really all a misunderstanding? I'm just doing what a friend should do.
You are the proud daughter of Silla, and now that you have come to Datang, it is also extremely outstanding, if you are worried about marriage problems in the future, as a friend, I can help you find a good match, these are not problems at all.
You are so good, you should meet a beautiful love and marry a happy wife, instead of being a concubine on me.
I often feel guilty that I promised Ping'er to love her only one wholeheartedly, but then Ying'er sacrificed my life for me, how could I be indifferent, so I married another Ping'er, which is a shame for Ping'er.
Later, Xiaolan and Mei Xiang also gave birth to an heir for me, and I couldn't be ruthless to them anymore, so now I, a person's love needs to be divided into four parts, they are all good women, which is unfair to either of them, so I often feel guilty.
Now you have to mix in and divide it into five parts, this is absolutely impossible, I don't want to, I won't, I will never hurt the fifth woman again, in terms of love, I Bai Fan has my own way in my heart. ”
Jindeman didn't expect that he would hear such an explanation, and he was still thinking that the best in the world is you and the emperor, who else can you introduce to me? Am I such an abusive woman in your eyes? Casually empathize with someone who doesn't fall in love?
But after listening to it again, Jindeman began to puzzle, in this world, isn't it common to have three wives and four concubines? Everyone is like this, even a woman who is a wife and a concubine doesn't think there is a problem, why do you think so? Aren't you from the Tang Dynasty?
Although it is difficult to understand what Bai Fan said, you can savor it carefully, what he said must be the love that every woman has fantasized about in her heart, but when everyone grows up, they are affected by the environment in the world and forget themselves, or in other words, they dare not expect that they will get such love.
Such a man is called an infatuated man, and he is really different.
Looking at this upright but unwavering man, Jindeman loved and hated, looked straight at him for a long time, and finally sighed faintly: "Bai Fan, your infatuation is admirable and enviable, but your ruthlessness is really desperate."
I finally understood why in the Grand Theater, Sister Hanyue always sighed alone.
Hehe, in this world, how can there be any pure friendship between men and women?
If you are not interested in others, don't provoke other girls in the future, you are the love saint in the heart of a Datang woman, but it is also the love robbery of the women around you! ”
Looking at Jindeman's figure leaving step by step, Bai Fan shook his head helplessly, "Is this because of love and hatred?" It's a pity that although you are a good match, you and I don't have a good chance, and I really can't fit other people in my heart. ”
(End of chapter)