Chapter 200: Restraint, Loss

The firelight, the body fragrance, all the seemingly ordinary things became so alluring at this moment, and the evil fire in my lower body became more and more uncontrollable.

The air exhaled from Tenaia's mouth was like hundreds of tiny, faint hands, gently caressing my face, and the tingling sensation almost made me want to stop.

I couldn't help but reach into her clothes with both hands, caressing her delicate skin hidden under the robe, and listening to her gradually thickened breathing.

"Ah~" Tenaia exclaimed, the voice was incomparably gentle, like a silver bell "jingling", crisp and pleasant. Her moans and exhalations were like strange ecstasy. There was a haze in front of my eyes, like layers of thin veil covering my eyes, blurring and making me lose consciousness. Time passed between the free hands, sneaking away in kisses. The devil knows how long it has passed, but the only thing I can feel is two frantically beating hearts surging violently at a stone's throw away. The frenzied blood filled my head with excitement and longing, and it felt like time had almost stopped at this moment. All that is left in the world are two intertwined, scorching flames.

"Do you love me?"

Very gentle words, but when they came to my ears, they were like a muffled thunder, and the chaos in the clouds and fog in my head was instantly awake, like a gust of wind whistling by, mercilessly blowing away the haze that blindfolded me.

Tenea, she and her seductive carcass shining in the dim light of the fire were unobstructed before me. I was stunned, I was so overwhelmed when I saw Tenaia's naked body for the first time, I didn't know how to describe what I was seeing, the beauty in front of me. It was so perfect, there was no blemish in her whole body, she was like an angel who came down from heaven and lost her wings, but her beautiful face was preserved, and what was preserved was her face as beautiful as her appearance. Such an angel who descended from earth now reveals before my eyes the most beautiful things she has brought from heaven.

How could it be! I came to my senses at this time, yes, I hesitated, my mind was blank now, and when I looked up slightly, I saw Tenea's bright blue eyes full of tears.

"I'm, for the first time." She said this as small as a mosquito, but I could hear it clearly, but I don't know why, when I knew that it was her first time, I didn't dare to be so presumptuous anymore.

I can't deny that women are made of water, and Tenaia's eyes could not bear the heavy tears that had accumulated, and at last, a teardrop, which had become fiery red from the faint light of the oil lamp, slowly slipped down her flawless cheeks, leaving a trail that could reflect the light in a crystalline way. With our weeping eyes and a perfect carcass, Tenaya at this time is like a hibiscus out of water, and she can no longer tolerate any craftsman who thinks she is a genius to carve it.

How can it be so beautiful!

I was amazed that she was like a statue sitting on my lap. Tears filled her eyes, and although she was secretly crying, her eyes were still so hot when she looked at me.

"I love you enough to drive me crazy, my darling." Tenaia looked at me and said very seriously: "So, after so long, you once asked me to wait for you, and I waited, and at this time, you also came back, so I want an answer from you, you, do you love me?" ”

Tenea's lips opened slightly, and although the words she asked, although I could not see but could only hear, they made me feel as heavy as Thor's hammer, and as cold as the climate of the Far North, and for a moment froze my heart. Is this asking myself if I really love her, or is it because of her beauty that I lost my mind for a while? I couldn't give an answer, so I could only stare blankly at Tenaia and meet her beautiful eyes.

"Luga." Tenaia watched as I gradually broke free from the frenzy, replaced by doubt, sadness, loss, too many negative emotions, all filling this beautiful and moving pair of eyes. "You've changed, you've become no longer the same person you used to be, almost completely different."

I tried to explain, but I couldn't say anything. Yes, I wasn't Luga in the first place. But what's the use? She couldn't believe it. I really don't know how to express this feeling, because Tenaya is lively, fiery, and a goddess I dare not imagine in the future society, but now she is sitting on my lap, and I, holding such a beautiful person, naturally have indescribable happiness and satisfaction in my heart. However, I thought of Anai again, a woman who resembles Xiaoya.

I promised her that I would bring her with me, and no matter what happened, I would live with Tenaia in peace. But she was taken away by Levi for me, and my life was saved, but what about her, where was she taken? Did I just leave her alone?

"Luga, look at me!" When Tenaia saw my distracted appearance, she became anxious and put her hands around my face, forcing me to meet her eyes.

Finally, the tears were like beads of broken thread, and the gargle fell with Tenaia sobbing. The tears rained down on my open chest, and I tried to reach out to wipe the tears from her face but she slapped them away roughly.

"Enough, don't touch me!"

Tenaia must have been so disappointed, and I don't know why I was so indifferent, it must have been a struggle in my heart. It tortured me and I couldn't breathe, as if an unknown voice was questioning me over and over again, "Anai is missing for you, are you planning to leave her behind and steal her life?" What to do with Ana, what to do with Anaike! ”

"Oh, I'm such a coward!"

I can only smile wryly, because this is not the embarrassment I wanted, and I never thought of it in the process of thinking about it before. I must be a scumbag, I like two women at the same time, but I can't say which one I like more.

Tenaia, the one she likes is Luga, the Luga who has accompanied her since she was a child, her husband who joined the army before she left the door. And I, Liu Ende, is a soul that does not belong here in Lu Jia's body. Ana, I don't know how she's doing now, what she likes is Luga, who once stood up bravely to protect her, that is, the Luga at my disposal, who is now me.

Do you have to make a choice? Or is it an escape? Such questions tormented me in my heart, and I was miserable.

"No, it's nothing, it's just that I suddenly came back to my senses, and it feels like it's not the time yet!" I smiled at her and casually found a perfunctory word to prevaricate her. From her skeptical look, I felt like she believed me again.

"Okay, now we're going to talk about the setbacks we have encountered during this time, and we have to face and overcome them." I spoke, helping Tenaia tighten her clothes and cover her carcass that almost threw me out of control.