Facing Chen Xiaodao's serious and bitter gaze, Sun Xiaoran's heart trembled slightly.

She even regretted asking the question.

If you don't ask, he doesn't have to be so embarrassed, and the relationship between the two can be so temporary, which seems to be quite good, although it is a little bitter.

However, if she didn't ask, she wouldn't be Sun Xiaoran.

Some things can be pretended to be confused, but in terms of love, she is unwilling to be a confused woman, her love can't tolerate sand.

So, Sun Xiaoran looked at Chen Xiaodao with a firm gaze and said, "Yes, although it is a little cruel, a little difficult, and it will definitely hurt, but ...... I really want to know the answer. ”

Chen Xiaodao nodded, and then said very calmly: "As you know, since we met, you have been good to me, and I have no feelings for you. ”

Sun Xiaoran's emotions gradually calmed down, she knew that Chen Xiaodao was telling stories, telling his story and heart, so she listened quietly, because behind this story, there was the answer she wanted.

"But people have feelings, because we are flesh and blood, not cold-blooded animals, so during that period of time together, in the case that you and I don't know or don't care, some things are changing, even if we don't admit it, but it always happens."

"But even if you start to like me and start to let go of your indifference and try to get along with me, I still think that the person I love the most is Murong Qiuyu, because I have only been in love once in my life, and she is my first love, and we have had a lot of memories."

Sun Xiaoran listened quietly, and her heart hurt a little.

Chen Xiaodao continued: "What's more, because of that incident back then, I hated her in my heart. Loving and hating someone is the hardest thing to forget, so before that, I really only had her in my heart, even if it was hate, it was only her. ”

Sun Xiaoran took a deep breath, she wanted to cry very much, because the man in front of her was too real, and he was really unwilling to tell a lie to deceive her, she would even think, if you lie to me, I will take it seriously, will I pretend not to know and compromise like this?

But he never did.

Even at this time, he is still so serious, and he is telling the truth, she knows.

"Of course, when I tried to be with you, I was also sincere, I knew you liked it, so I really wanted to be good to you and wanted to like you, but I don't know if that kind of liking is the same thing as the love between men and women, until the last time I went back to the courtyard and listened to Uncle Zhang say that you were gone." Chen Xiaodao said, looking at Sun Xiaoran.

Sun Xiaoran's heart began to beat wildly and accelerated.

"When I heard Uncle Zhang say that you waited for me all night, then cried and left, I was here." Chen Xiaodao pointed to his heart: "It starts to hurt here, I start to become extremely irritable, and my mood is extremely bad." ”

Sun Xiaoran looked at Chen Xiaodao and cried, but she was laughing because she finally heard what she wanted.

He is in love with himself.

"From that moment I knew that I didn't know when you had broken into my heart, and you already had a place and an irreplaceable position." Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said.

Sun Xiaoran cried and nodded vigorously: "I know, I believe, I know it's true." ”

Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran, who was in tears, but his heart was bitter. He was very moved, because Sun Xiaoran was crying with joy, she just knew that she really liked her and had her place in her heart, so she was happy to be like this, how could he not be moved?

It's just that he can't deceive himself while he is moved, because he really can't give Sun Xiaoran the ultimate answer he wants now.

"I didn't know that I knew when I started to like you and fell in love with you, so I knew that you were gone, and I felt very uncomfortable. I wanted to chase you and explain it to you, but I still didn't go after all, because I knew the truth of the year at that time, and I knew that she was also innocent and a victim, and she really sacrificed a lot and paid a lot for me. ”

Sun Xiaoran slowly controlled her emotions, and her heart began to hurt.

"The most important thing is that I was very angry at that time, thinking about my grandfather's deception of me, thinking that my acquaintance with you was arranged by him, and I was inexplicably angry and disgusted in my heart. So at that time I didn't chase you, I didn't comfort her, I became a deserter, a deserter of love, I hid in the army. ”

Sun Xiaoran's mood had calmed down a lot, and when she heard that he didn't look for anyone that day, but went directly to the army, she felt a little better for some reason.

She is also a woman, she has a heart of a vain and competitive little woman, as long as Chen Xiaodao does not go to be with Murong Qiuyu and does not look for her, as long as Chen Xiaodao also hangs Murong Qiuyu and does not go to her, she will be happy.

That's how she eats Murong Qiuyu's vinegar, and that's how she thinks about it.

"You basically know what happened later, so ......" Chen Xiaodao felt that his words had been finished.

However, at this time, Sun Xiaoran looked at him and asked a question that made him almost collapse.

"Were you together that night?" Sun Xiaoran looked at him and asked very seriously.

Chen Xiaodao was stunned on the spot.

Damn, Lao Tzu is performing so seriously and deeply, I just want to take this matter over first, why can't you forget it, why did you mention it?

Chen Xiaodao had the urge to vomit three liters of blood.

"Ahem, what, is it necessary to ask this matter so clearly?" Chen Xiaodao's forehead began to sweat again, damn it, isn't the weather getting colder, why is it still so hot?

Sun Xiaoran nodded very seriously: "Of course you have to ask clearly." In fact, she was also pretending to be calm, she was very nervous now, and she was about to bite her lip and bleed.

Chen Xiaodao gritted his teeth and admitted: "Yes, we were together that night, and I was also ...... at that time"

"Ahh

Sun Xiaoran screamed, clasped his ears with both hands, shook his head vigorously and said, "No, I don't want to listen, I don't listen." ”

Chen Xiaodao looked at her with a confused expression. It's also you, now that I've said it, you don't listen to it again, what do you mean?

After a while, Sun Xiaoran calmed down, and Chen Xiaodao looked at her cautiously, suddenly a little confused.

Looks like this face is still a little red?

How is it different from the plot development in my imagination, is it not the right way for Lao Tzu to open it?

Yes, Sun Xiaoran's face flushed slightly, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Chen Xiaodao's heart moved, looked at her and said, "Your thoughts don't seem to be pure." ”

Sun Xiaoran stomped his feet angrily, glared at him and said, "I want you to take care of it!" ”

Chen Xiaodao was speechless and said: "Anyway, that's the thing, I hated her for lying to me that night, and I didn't tell me the truth, so I gave her that with a punishing mentality." ”

"You bastard!" Sun Xiaoran said.

Chen Xiaodao was speechless again, he was indeed a bit of a bastard in that matter, and he was indeed very sorry for Murong Qiuyu.

Sun Xiaoran finally calmed down, looked up at Chen Xiaodao and said, "Then what do you think in your heart now, do you only have a sense of debt and guilt for her, or do you have love and reluctance?" ”

Chen Xiaodao thought for a while, shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”

Sun Xiaoran turned out to be very calm, not sad, not lost, and not moved, she was a bystander, so she vaguely felt that she knew what Chen Xiaodao's heart was, so she was actually a little happy in her heart.

It's just that she made a choice that Chen Xiaodao couldn't understand.

"Let's get a divorce."