I... My life is fierce, I have known it since I was a child.

It is said that my eight characters are very rare, Kechang, Keqin, Kefu, no longevity, no blessing, no children... Hey, I really want to know, how can you write so many things in eight words?

Maybe there really makes some sense? Before I was born, my dad died.

Although I have never said it in front of me, I know that in fact, in my mother's heart, there are indeed some people who believe that my father was killed by me, but... Mom still loves me very much.

She's worried about me, she's been worried, I know.

… Of course, that's not just because my life is bad.

She always told me that the world is for men, women... Women must abide by their duties, abide by the three obedience, abide by the four virtues, be careful every step, and never make mistakes... Only in this way can you find your place and live a good life.

But I always can't listen, three from, four virtues... What a strange thing, what's the reason?

My father, I haven't seen him, I heard that he is very good, he has been loyal to the Wang family all his life, never said much, my mother, I am very familiar, very careful, everything follows the rules, never one step beyond the thunder pool.

But... How are they doing in this life?

A lifetime of caution, a lifetime of cautious distancing... What is the meaning of such a life?

This kind of me has always worried my mother, afraid that I won't be able to get married, afraid that I will be looked down upon by my in-laws in the future, afraid that I will be bullied by those sisters-in-law and sisters-in-law who know who will be there... Actually, I really want to see it, bully me, who dares?

… However, my mother never worried that my murder would reach her, and she never cared.

What she worries most about is that I won't live long, and the second thing she worries about is that I won't be able to get married, and what I'm worried about again is that I will be divorced again and again if I get married, and I'm worried again and again... It would be too long if they were all written down.

I don't like to follow the rules, I never will, but because it always worries my mother, I always try to pretend to be willing and understand the rules. But... Sometimes, I just can't help it.

Like what... That year.

Actually, I don't have any interest in the Forbidden Land... Of course, Xiao Qian never knew this.

I... I was just annoyed because my mother read me a lot during that time, and when she first heard that I had tried to go into that "forbidden place", she, she was so scared that her eyes were going to pop out.

She cried a lot, mentioned a lot of things from the past, and also mentioned her father... All of this made me feel bad, but it also made me want to break in even more.

Reason... There's no reason to find one, then, perhaps, hope... I hope to be able to punch my father in the face of the Wang family for my father, who I have never met.

He was very loyal to the Wang family, but he didn't even have a reason to die... Mom, I don't even know where and where he died.

But my mother didn't care, she said, it was a secret, a secret of the Wang family.

… his secrets, I hate them.

Perhaps, it was this mood that made me recklessly use all the methods I could think of to try to break into that forbidden place, and... Eventual success?

I don't often be impulsive, but if I do, I never look back.

Well, I broke in... But, I don't know if that's a success.

After all, in essence, I have been locked up for more than ten years, and I don't know anything, as if I have only turned myself into a part of the secret.

But I don't regret it.

The first Mo does, the second Mo Xiu... Regret is useless.

And, I really don't regret it.

I don't regret tying my life with Xiao Qian from now on, I don't regret knowing Xiao Wu... Well, to be serious, I seem to be his greatest benefactor. If it weren't for me, Xiao Qian would never have done what his father wouldn't let him do.

However, I never knew why I was locked up there for so long, and I didn't know why Xiao Wu was locked up there for so long... He looked really nice.

… However, there will always be all kinds of strange things in a big family, and if you don't have it, you won't be a big family.

Ten years, in a blink of an eye, I was locked up for ten years, and in ten years, my mother is also old.

She was sad when she left, I know. In the end, she didn't see me get married.

In the past ten years, Xiaoqian and Xiaowu have been with me, although they also have a lot of things on their minds, they are still very serious about making me happy... But, to be honest, neither of them really knows how to make people happy.

… But I'm still happy because of their "effort" itself.

Later, Xiao Qian finally released Xiao Wu... It seemed like a lot of work, but I always believed he could do it.

He's great, I know.

But... I don't know why he suddenly said that and did that on that day... I don't know, I didn't expect.

Although I never thought that I could marry into the royal family, but... I just didn't expect him to say that and do that at that time, I don't know, I didn't expect.

Later, he told me that it was because of the martial arts he practiced, which was said to be the most powerful martial art in the Wang family, a kind of martial art that required people to work hard to suppress themselves with Gezhi Kung Fu.

I hate it, because, it sounds, it's no different from what three from four virtues, it's all things that ask people to trade "uncomfortable" for "success", and... Is that a success?

At least, Xiao Qian doesn't seem to think so, otherwise, there won't be the heavy rain day later.

… That day.

Actually, nothing should have happened, because Xiao Qian shouldn't have met me at all, and when he was in the rain on the mountain, I should have shrunk in the big car on the way, thinking about what to cook for Xiao Wu at night.

However, I didn't take the car, I ran back from the mountain, although Xiao Wu never let me sit like this.

Possible... It's because he reads so much that I always run back from the mountains, right?

That day... I felt very happy, very, very happy, and even seeing Xiao Wu's disappointed and sad eyes didn't disturb my happiness.

I, I, I'm actually pretty selfish, right?

I'll pay the price, though.

After that day, my life was like a dream: I really married Xiaoqian, and I became the housewife of the Wang family... If Mom could see this day, she, I don't know how happy she would be, right?

Xiaoqian's father surprised me, he was very kind, reasonable, and very good to me... Even, it made me feel that he was going to work hard to be good to me from the beginning.

Why is this happening? I don't know. However, this makes me happy because I know that Xiao Qian has been worried that his father will not accept me... This is what he fears the most.

But, to be honest, I don't think he really knows his dad, and of course, his dad doesn't seem to make any effort to get him to know more accurately.

… Perhaps, men are like that?

I like Xiaoqian, and I'm very happy to be with him. As for the rest... It doesn't matter.

However, whenever I think of Xiao Wu, I still feel very uncomfortable... I, I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for him.

If, on that day, I refuse to get rid of Xiao Qian and continue to stay by Xiao Wu's side... What happens later?

… Forget it, or don't "if", it's the same as "regret", it doesn't make sense.

Xiaoqian is very good to me, although I have never been able to give him a son, he doesn't care at all.

He said that he had many uncles and brothers, and that if we ended up with no children, we could choose one of those people's children to pass by.

I don't think I would like other people's children, but I like him to say that.

Later, Xiao Wu finally returns... I don't know how to face him, but I'm still very happy to know that he's okay and he's back.

From what I heard, I felt uneasy again, Xiao Wu, he seems to have changed... became, and it scared me a little.

Xiao Qian was also worried, he decided to go and bring Xiao Wu back, but he failed, and he failed miserably.

Then, Xiaoqian's father also went, and then, he also failed.

… I really didn't expect that Xiao Wu, he would become so strong.

Xiaoqian's father died, and I was also very sad, although I was afraid of him at first, but after getting acquainted with him, I felt that he was actually very good.

On the night of the seventh cut for him, Xiao Qian told me that he was going to kill people, kill some people who were challenging the Wang family's place and hurting the interests of the Wang family, although he had never killed anyone.

But I know that that's not the only reason, looking into his eyes, I know he has another reason, he... It's painful, it's depressing, because, he believes, he is partly responsible for his father's death... No, with such a serious personality as him, he may have counted this matter on himself at all.

But, actually... I'm the culprit, right?

If it weren't for my impulsiveness, Xiao Qian and Xiao Wu might never have met, if it weren't for my impulsiveness, Xiao Wu would still be a kind and honest teacher... Everything, I brought, I caused, didn't I?

One, gram long, gram pro... and me, who will overcome many others.

That day, Xiao Qian didn't kill anyone, I know.

If there is blood on the hands, the person... People can be completely different.

Later, he told me that that day, when he was a step too late, someone killed them all... Later, two days later, he told me that one of the people who "helped" was Xiao Wu.

But I already knew.

The night he went to "kill", I couldn't sleep all the time, so... I also know a little bit about what happened next.

It's about an hour before Xiaoqian comes back... Xiao Wu, he came.

Sitting under the locust tree, he didn't come in to look for me, but I knew he was coming, and he sat until Xiaoqian came back, and then, they had a fight.

Xiao Wu, I think he is also very painful and uncomfortable... I think, he probably didn't really want to kill Xiaoqian's father, right? Perhaps, it was just a mistake, a mistake?

Later, Xiao Wu left and told Xiao Qian that he would come back in a year.

I believe what he says, I've never heard him lie.

Afterward... He's back, and this time, I can barely recognize him.

He... He's now, he's become terrible, very terrible... When he faced me, I could barely breathe.

Probably, this is because he has killed many people, and he said that for more than a year, he has completely relied on killing people to sleep peacefully.

I don't understand, why did he become like this? Is it because of me?

If yes, should I feel bad? Should those people be counted as the ones I killed?

Kechang, Keqin, Kefu... Can I also defeat many other people I don't know at all? Are the names of these people also recorded in those eight mysterious and important words?

He and Xiaoqian fought again, but they still clicked on it, but they made an appointment, this time... I think it's serious.

Never see you, never die... I hate it, I hate it.

Moreover, I was scared, scared for Xiao Qian.

Xiao Wu said, he was able to kill Xiao Qian... I believe him, he didn't lie to me. And Xiao Qian... Xiaoqian also told me calmly that he was not sure of victory, but he would work hard, and he believed that he would definitely come back.

I believe that Xiaoqian is very strong, but... He has never killed anyone, his hands... I don't know how to kill, and when it comes to a critical moment, this may be a big problem.

And, Xiao Qian, he also has a very fatal weakness, he... He has me, I'm the chief of the gram, the pro-ke, the kefu... Probably the wives of many others.

I went to a lot of fortune tellers to look at them, and used all kinds of excuses to make them think that they were matching some people from afar, and everyone had the same result: disagreement.

I don't agree with Xiaoqian's eight characters at all.

They said a lot of things, a lot of things that I couldn't understand or remember, and almost every sentence had a word "nuisance" or "gram". Two words that I've been very familiar with since I was a child... These, enough.

I... What should I do?

Mom said that this world belongs to men, and women should not and do not need to make any decisions, as long as they follow other people's arrangements and walk quietly, everything will happen naturally.

She also said that this kind of life will be very simple, and if you don't make decisions, you won't need to take any responsibility.

I don't agree with this kind of thing, I want to make my own decisions and then take responsibility for myself. In particular, it is to make a decision after someone else has already arranged it, although the number of times this is not very large.

For the first time, I broke into the forbidden area and let Xiao Qian see Xiao Wu... As a result, it all began.

The second time, I refused to take the big road to come back, and I ran into Xiao Qian... As a result, we have today.

And now, I want to make the third decision in my life, my... One last decision.

From now on, Xiao Qian will no longer have anyone to "interfere" or "restrict" him. And a lot of others are safe.

It was I who made Xiao Wu what he is today, it was I who killed Xiao Qian's father, and it was I who killed those who died at Xiao Wu's hands... I, I'm to blame for those.

… People must take up their responsibilities.

If Xiao Wu is forced like this because of me, then, Xiao Qian should be able to do it, right? My heart for them is different, but their heart for me seems to be the same.

Xiao Qian's father, he kept telling me that Xiao Qian's qualifications are very good, he told me that Xiao Qian can be stronger, can be stronger than him... Although, he himself is already some of the "top five in the world".

Maybe, Xiao Qian, after not having me, he will one day be able to become "the strongest in the world"?

… In that case, I should have left some footprints in this life, right?

So, this morning, after I arranged everything, I quietly came here and started to write this letter, this letter for Xiao Qian, which will explain everything clearly.

I don't want him not to be upset, because I know it can't be, but I hope he doesn't just be upset, in that case, I'm going to be disappointed.

I have taken my responsibilities, and he still has his responsibilities unfulfilled, he has to lead the royal family, to do what he has to do, and firstly... It was he who wanted to stop Xiao Wu and come back alive.

I don't want him to kill Xiao Wu, I want him to turn Xiao Wu into a good person again, but... If everything can't go back, maybe, it will also be a relief for Xiao Wu.

Anyway, I've always felt that he, he, he's also miserable, very painful... When it comes to killing, he probably actually hurts more than those who are killed, right?

No matter what, I won't regret it, I won't regret it because I chose my own path, I don't regret meeting Xiao Wu, I don't regret marrying Xiao Qian, I don't regret it.

If I had known after death, I still wouldn't regret it, I wouldn't regret my decision today, I would never regret it.

So... Xiao Qian, Xiao Wu, and this world, goodbye... Dad, Mom, I'm coming.

"So, do you understand?!"

Roaring angrily, Wang Siqian at this moment completely lost his usual calm self-control, and every punch had the power of an explosion, beating the darkness to the point of being bruised all over his body, and at the same time, he also created one small deep hole after another in this mountain forest.

When it was meaningless to disperse his body, the darkness condensed his body and fought with his eighth-level middle-class strength and that strange skill, but it was useless, every detail fell behind, and he was overwhelmingly hit by Wang Siqian, if it weren't for the almost magical vitality, if it weren't for the almost magical vitality, if any eighth-level powerhouse in the world was attacked like this, he might have already been over.

(But how...) Even if he had a heart-to-heart connection that enabled him to know where I was, how could the power of his fist be so strong... ）

In his past experience, he was not untouched by a strong person of the eighth level of strength, even if it was the peak power of the eighth level, he had seen it, but he never thought that this power could be so vividly exerted.

(It's not wrong to be in the upper eighth level, but the damage caused when punching seems to be even more terrifying than peak strength...) Why is this happening?! ）

In the confusion, the darkness thought of some other things, some things that he had heard before, but could not really understand, but now, when he was on the verge of life and death, those words and phrases suddenly appeared in his heart, and some different meanings seemed to emerge.

If he continued to dig deeper, perhaps the darkness would be able to perform a miracle and successfully achieve a breakthrough on the battlefield, but his mind could not be calmed at all, and he could not think further.

Confusion, and fear, are things that are interfering with the darkness at the moment, but even when you add them together, they are nothing more than the other.

One thing, something that shocked him so much, so stiffened, that he could barely feel physical pain.

(Lun... Lun, she turned out to... ）

Strictly speaking, since Wang Siqian heard the bad news, the darkness felt that his heart had been divided into two parts, one half was trying to fight Wang Siqian and save himself, and the other half was not wanting to do anything, just kneeling down and crying. Strictly speaking, Wang Siqian's ability to achieve such an overwhelming advantage has nothing to do with it.

Grief gradually evolved into confusion, confusion, and gradually turned into anger, when the anger was high, the darkness, he finally came back to his senses, and began to be truly aware of what he was doing.

"Siqian!!"

The roar like a cry suddenly revealed more anger than Wang Siqian, and a punch burst out, and the darkness was able to resist Wang Siqian's angry fist for a short time, although it was quickly broken, but grasping this short moment, he was able to avoid the remaining half of the punch with his wonderful body technique, and even flashed to a gap.

"You, how the hell did you take care of her!"

The pain was extremely hissed, and the dark hands were divided into claws and pecked, smashing heavily into the back of Wang Siqian's head and left shoulder, but with a simple leaning over, Wang Siqian was able to avoid it, and at the same time kicked him in the heart with a tiger tail kick.

"You can't compare to me at all in the comprehension of the green box, and when I can clearly feel your existence, your speed and body will have no meaning to me!"

As Wang Siqian said, although the darkness had changed rapidly while retreating and dissipating the power of that kick, Wang Siqian had already appeared in front of him before he could establish his foothold.

"So, the only way you can survive now is to forget about me!"

At the same time as the roar, the punch hit the dark face, and the blood splattered, but he could not retreat.

"Forget Lun! Forget your grief and wipe her out of your heart! Only in this way will you be able to play to your strengths, and only then will you have a chance to live to this day... Got it?! ”

While striking the darkness with his right fist, Wang Siqian's left hand was restricting the darkness's movements with the power of annihilation, although it was not the first time he had encountered this tactic, but when he had lost more than fifty percent of his strength under Wang Siqian's attack, the darkness could not destroy this cold lock while trying to keep the vital point alive.

Desperately blocking Wang Siqian's right fist, the darkness had been beaten to the point of blood, but listening to Wang Siqian's words, he showed a cruel and terrifying smile.

"That can't be done, Siqian."

"You can kill me, but you can't make me forget her... Hey, you can't do it, you can't kill it. ”

Listening to this not surprising answer, Wang Siqian's eyes were almost completely burning.

"So... You just die! ”