Today is the thirty-first birthday, I went out for a meal with my family, and my birthday is almost over in a blink of an eye, in the morning, it was raining heavily, and the sun came out in the afternoon, and I didn't dare to go out in the heat, so I spent sixty-eight yuan to buy a martial arts beggar, which was a gift for my thirty-first birthday, sitting in front of the computer, the plot kept flashing in my mind, and then rewinding, all kinds of pictures were constantly interspersed, and I didn't know where to start.

During this period of time, the results are very poor, and I am weak to write, but as a person who sells stories, it can be regarded as a kind of businessman, and I must follow the promise of keeping my word and having a beginning and an end, and I can't sell a semi-finished thing to my customers.

And Chunfeng is actually a person with very low emotional intelligence, who can't speak much, only the words typed out on the keyboard, maybe it can better reflect the meaning I want to express, no matter what, I want to finish the story, and then open a book, and I have to write it well, each plot must have foreshadowing and turns, and it must reveal human nature and feelings, this is the requirement I set at the age of thirty-one, because there is no need to make a wish at this age.

In fact, Chunfeng is a kind of person who cares a lot about other people's evaluations, almost every comment, every chapter says that I have read, praised and praised, I can be happy for a long time, slander, belittle, I will also be depressed, feel depressed. Probably this is the confusion that you should face as an online writer, it's really not easy for a person to write well, especially if I don't have an outline, I write while checking the information, and even the names of the characters, official positions, I don't have a draft, I really can't remember it, so I go to the content I wrote before and read it again.

Write this white wolf with all the capacity of your brain. Sometimes the flickering of the plot and the very high-quality content are all generated by the collision of sparks, such as before and after Gongsun Zhan's death, and sometimes it is like chewing wax while writing, pondering word by word for a long time, a sentence, an expression, and I can't bring it into that state.

This is probably the bottleneck that is often said, and the bigger the back of a book, the plot will gradually come to an end, although there are still a few big plots after the White Wolf's Western Expedition, but there are not many, Chunfeng has always customized the number of words in a book according to the plot, and it will not end because of the results of this book, nor will it be because of the good results of this book, the number of words will be dragged a little longer, and everyone will earn a little more money.

Even if the factory company's results are not good in the later stage, it is much more subscribed than when the white wolf was at its best, especially in the fanwai, there are two alliance leaders in just a few dozen chapters, but Chunfeng feels that the plot is almost over, and then writing it down is irrigation, opening a new map, and repeating the same routine, repeated plots, but it will make the original good book become a mediocre work of procrastination and irrigation.

Writing online articles, Chunfeng also wants to support his family, but in the final analysis, the number of words updated is indeed not as good as those young people, even if they stay up until three or four o'clock in the middle of the night, nodding and dozing off while writing, they can still only write two or three thousand words of plot, some things are not inspired, and if you can't write them, you can't write them, and you don't want to write something to perfunctory everyone, just like unscrupulous merchants selling some fake goods to customers with shoddy goods.

After all, businessmen also need to speak with a conscience.

This probably made it difficult for me to get out of Bai Ning's state from the beginning of writing the factory company, and everything to do was to come out with three words: "Worthy!" Chunfeng never wants to say that kind of sorry words, because with the first time, there will be a second time to open this kind of mouth, and in reality we are the same, you don't easily say to people: "I'm sorry, I can't do it." "I'm sorry, I was wrong." "I'm sorry, hope to give me another chance." "I'm sorry ......"

People who are accustomed to saying sorry will only be sorry for themselves, because you let a soul who originally had self-confidence, slowly grind away the water chestnut, if you are a person who has just left school, don't tremble to treat others to teach you the golden mean, do something wrong, as long as you are brave to take the responsibility down, and change, you are right, because you are young is the time when you need this energy to break through.

When you get married, have children, and have a wife, you will slowly reince back from the past, so that you don't have to hurt your family and friends, this is the maturity in my impression.

It's like talking to everyone.,I may not update it tonight.,Because there's really something that can't be written.,Tomorrow I may write a few more chapters.,Catch up with the word count of this month.,After all, it's the end of the month.,Spring Breeze also has word count requirements.,You see,A thirty-one-year-old guy like me is working hard..... Hahaha –

By the way, there is another sentence that I almost forgot to say.

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