Time passes day by day, and Ah Yue is no different from a dead person.

Thinking of the cherry blossoms falling in the sky in the cherry blossom valley, Ah Yue reached out to catch the cherry blossoms falling in the sky, she rode a horse and ran in the wind full of cherry blossoms, and the silver hanging on her body shook like wind chimes, which made me feel, made me feel that she was an angel from heaven, she was not a mortal woman. Did she return to her paradise? Could it be that she didn't belong to this world in the first place? Thinking, thinking, tears flowed out of my heart, I said to Ah Yue, who had no sound at all, Ah Yue, please, you wake up quickly, if you wake up, I will never go back to Beijing, I will stay, I will stay with you, I promise that I love you, I am willing to be your slave, at your disposal, I am willing to protect you for the rest of my life, I am willing to marry you. Ah Yue, if you want to wake up, I will be a cow and a horse with you for the rest of my life, as long as you wake up, if death really wants a person, I can die for you. If you don't wake up, you say, you say, how am I going to live in this life?

Every day, I nag Ah Yue like this, and I said a lot of things to her every day, hoping that my words would be warm sunshine and wake up Ah Yue like a glacier. But my hope turned into despair little by little with time, and Ah Yue may not really wake up. Because such miracles really rarely happen in the world. One of my teachers, his son became vegetative because of an accident, and for decades, my teacher talked to his vegetative son every day, for decades, but his son still hasn't been awakened. My teacher went from black hair to silver hair, and the miracle still didn't happen to him. The reason why life is life is not fiction or coincidence in the movie, it is far more cruel than we can imagine. Therefore, I also began to believe that miracles would not happen to me unexpectedly, and Ah Yue might not really wake up.

I have been waiting in the hospital for a week, and Ah Yue still has no signs of waking up, and the doctor said to me: "The patient's family should go back and rest, it will be a matter of minutes for her to wake up." If she didn't wake up, March and February would be indescribable. By the way, I already know that you are not a family member of a patient, you are a student from Beijing. When something like this happens, you feel uncomfortable, and everyone understands it. But who can say clearly about this natural and man-made disaster? Encounters are fate. So, from the doctor's point of view, I want to advise you not to blame yourself too much, everything has happened, what is the point of blaming yourself? ”

At this time, I saw tears in the corners of Ah Yue's eyes, and I said to the doctor, Doctor, look, Ah Yue is alive, Ah Yue is alive, look, look, she is crying? .

The doctor said, "It's normal, didn't I already tell you?" She was deeply dormant due to severe brain damage, not death. That is to say, she still has the emotional perception of a normal person, and her nervous system is still the same as that of an ordinary person. But this tearing can also be understood as a sign that the patient is waking up. Look at her, and she didn't wake up. ”

I said to the doctor, "Can she hear what I'm saying?" ”

The doctor said to me, "This, this is not necessarily, she may or may not hear what you say, but judging from the patient's current state, she may hear what you say, because she is moved, so she is in tears." Just say more words to warm her, it will be very helpful for the patient's awakening. ”

I said to the doctor, "Okay, thank you."

I thought to myself, isn't a person who can protect you with his body or his life still considered a relative? Isn't it a lover yet?

I went back to the ward and sat down for a while, and I hugged Ah Yue into my arms as if I were hugging my loved ones, as well as hugging my own lover. Even though we weren't married, I felt like I had at least loved her. I want Ah Yue to know that I love her, and I want to let myself know that I love Ah Yue. I decided to be with Ah Yue, never give up, for Ah Yue, I am willing to give up everything.

This can be regarded as a confession to Ah Yue. If you don't hide it in your heart, you will cheat and kill people. The wound in my heart hurts more than the wound on my body. ”

This sudden disaster brought our hearts closer, and that unreachable distance was washed away at the moment of the collapse.

On the night when the disaster suddenly struck, Ah Yue said to me in a weak voice in my arms: "Your home is in Beijing, and we can't live in one world. But if you really like me, let me do whatever I want. Ah Yue's expression seemed to be afraid that we would not be together in the next second.

At this minute, I held Ah Yue in my arms. Asso already knew what was happening, and Aso saw his sister in my arms. Asso pretended not to see anything, and said to me, "You're okay, just lucky?" Makes me worry to death. The leaders of the state and the county have personally inquired about this matter, and you are fine, otherwise I will not be able to explain. But I still don't understand, why did you let you run into it? ”

I said to Aso, "Who would have estimated such a thing?" If Ah Yue hadn't helped me block it, I'm afraid it should be me lying on this bed. ”

Leaving the hospital, I moved my tired body to the Asso's Domain. I asked myself what was wrong, how I got to the hospital twice at the same time as this girl, and even almost died twice. If this is a kind of fate, who wants to encounter this kind of fate?

Back at the Resa Mansion, Ye Hena and the four of them were playing cards in the patio, and Song Zhiqiu's face was covered with notes, leaving only two eyes. Song Zhiqiu saw the abrasions and bloody clothes on my body, tore off the note on my face, and asked me in fright, "What's wrong, aren't you in Samaba?" Du Runjian said to Song Zhiqiu: "You are cheating, talking about things, how can you tear off the note."

Song Zhiqiu smashed the cards on the table and said, "I won't play anymore, what to say is to talk about things, why don't you have any sympathy at all." Didn't you see the blood on the team leader's body? ”

I said to Song Zhiqiu, "It's okay, it's okay, you continue to play."

Yehena got up and stood in front of me and said, "What the hell is going on? Why do you come back as a bloody man every time you are single? It is again to draw a sword to help the hero save the beauty. Big brother, if you continue to play like this, you will only save the earth. ”

I said to Yehena: "Go while you go, big brother is tired and needs to sleep."

Xia Tingquan also stopped me and said, "If you don't make it clear today, you won't sleep."

I can only say to these living treasures: "There is a landslide and a landslide."

Xia Tingquan said: "How can it be so coincidental? What about Ah Yue? Still alive? ”

I said to Xia Tingquan: "If you don't die, you won't live." In the hospital too. Can I be put to sleep? I'm really sleepy. ”

Xia Tingquan came up and helped me exaggeratedly and said, "Lafayette has worked hard, hurry up and rest."

When I entered the room, I lay down on the bed with my clothes. The chatter of the students came in.

Ye Hena said: "We have to go to the hospital to see, how can I say that Ah Yue is also Ah Suo's sister, if it is not for the team leader to lead the way, people will not come to this point."

Song Zhiqiu said: "I also think I should go and see." Let's go out on the street and buy some nutritional supplements, and go now. ”

Du Runjian said: "It seems that our decision is correct, if all four of us go, the consequences will be unimaginable." It's too dangerous, we are the auspicious people and escaped the catastrophe. ”

Song Zhiqiu said: "No wonder I had a strange dream the night before yesterday. I just don't think something is right. I didn't expect this strange dream to come true to Huang Zijin. ”

Ye Hena said: "Why do I think that Ah Yue, this girl seems to be a little interesting to the team leader. Of course, it's intuition, intuition."

Song Zhiqiu said: "How come? Completely unreliable. How is that possible? Not at all. This guy doesn't look at girls with clear eyes, but I feel that he is a little special to Yehena-sama. It's the way he looks at you. ”

Ye Hena said: "Zhiqiu, if you continue to talk about it, it will affect the relationship between classmates." Let's go to the hospital. ”

As soon as they left, it was quiet inside. I also fell asleep. It was as if I had dreamed of my mother. Suddenly, I wanted to make a phone call to my mother, and I wanted to know my mother's existence in this world. Because one day I found a pure steel pistol under my mother's pillow, I began to understand that my mother was not working on the atomic bomb, I was just angry with the teacher. But my mother's job must have been as special as working on the atomic bomb. What kind of job would a woman with a gun who exists as a worker but does not work in a factory? From that day on, I finally understood why my mother kissed and hugged me and my grandmother every time she said goodbye. Every time my mother left me, she would kiss me on the forehead and say, "Wait for my mother to come back". When I kissed and hugged my grandmother, I would say, "Mom, I'll be back."

Once, at the school gate, I was already a junior high school student, a strange man held my hand, just at this time my mother came to the school to pick me up, my mother flew up, in an instant to press the strange man to the ground, that day my mother was still wearing a skirt and high heels, like a chivalrous person. My mother, who looked no different from other women, must have been specially trained. At a state event for an important person's visit, I saw my mother on TV wearing sunglasses standing behind a dignitary. Since then, I have known that my father and mother are the kind of people who have no identity in this world, and maybe their existence is just a symbol. They appeared in front of me, they were my father and mother, and when they were not in front of me, I didn't know who they were.

Ever since that time I saw my mother's pistol under my mother's pillow, every time my mother kissed me away, I would say to her, "Mom, I'll wait for you to come back."

The difference between the mother and other women is the posture of walking, the mother always walks with her head held high, the pace is firm, clean and neat, there is a rhythm of music, so no matter what kind of dress the mother wears, she is always more beautiful than other women, she has a noble temperament that other women do not have, simple and extraordinary. No matter how humble and respectful she pretended to be, there was a kind of nobility and refinement in her bones that other women did not have. Although a mother is a mother, it is more of a relational symbol. Because I'm basically with my grandmother. My mother would always ask me what I needed to tell my mother.

Once, when my mother asked me what I needed, I asked her, "Can you do this?" The mother said, "Of course Mom tried her best." I said to her, "Then you can try to buy a mother and put it at grandma." My mother cried so much that day.

I am not an independent person, and my mother often blames my grandmother for raising me to be a girl. I have relied on my grandmother since I was a child, and I never dared to turn off the lights to sleep. Before I close my eyes, I would put the headphones of the radiophone that my grandmother gave me into my ears, and only then would I fall asleep peacefully. This habit has not changed even now.

For a long time, I helped her with her homework. She was a proud princess in front of her classmates, but when she bought ice cream and cakes, she would buy two portions, one for mine. She only had a cold face in front of the others, but she would smile in front of me. It was she who pleased me and gave me a warmth. Yehena had seen my mother, and she didn't believe that my mother was a worker. When she knew that my mother was a worker, she alienated me. Our relationship went from being together after school every day to passing by without saying a word.

One day, Yehena suddenly said to me: "Huang Zijin, you are not an honest person, you lied to me. I saw your mother on TV. ”

I said to her coldly, "You must have recognized the wrong person, my mother works in a factory." Because, since then, the purity that we have maintained since childhood is no more. I identify with the hypocrisy of a person, but I don't like the hypocrisy and sophistication of a girl.

Another time, on the college campus, when I was away from my grandmother, my grandmother kissed me on the forehead, which is a necessary etiquette in my daily life with my grandmother. It happened to be seen by Yehena who was passing by. At the door of the classroom, I was stopped by Ye Hena, and in front of many classmates, Ye Hena said to me: "Huang Zijin, I really look down on you, I know that Professor Yang is the authority in the academy, but how can you be shameless enough to be with an old woman, and still be intimate to that extent?"

I said to Yehena, "Do you have any questions?" Need I answer all the same? Okay, then let me tell you, is there anything wrong with my grandmother kissing her grandson? If you think that a grandmother's kissing of her grandson is offensive, you have the right to go to school to make further feedback, are you satisfied with this answer? ”

"What? The professor is your grandmother? You really know how to make up stories. Yehena said.

I said to Yehna, "Believe it or not."

Yehena said to me, "Why have you never spoken a word of truth? You, and your family, are all false symbols. ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to her. From then on, Yehena seemed to have discovered something and looked for an opportunity to reconcile with me. But it didn't work, we couldn't go back to the way we were.

I was as curious about my family as Yehena and later gave up. Because, I know, there are many things in the world that you don't know, there must be reasons not for you to know, the closer you get, the more you don't want to know, because, the more you know, the more dangerous it is, the more you can't accept it, and even the more sad you become.