Chapter 115: All Thoughts Are in Despair
"Father, children are not filial. I'm afraid I won't be able to do my filial piety under my father's knees in the future......"
Lu Tiansheng cried so much that he couldn't stop crying, "No...... No......"
Qing Ziting was afraid that he would not be able to finish what he wanted to say, so he didn't dare to waste any more time to comfort him, "Father, the child will ask you one last thing." After the child leaves, whether Ruowan leaves or stays, don't blame her, let her choose according to her wishes, okay? ”
As soon as Lu Tiansheng wanted to nod, he coughed violently again, coughing so much that he felt that his internal organs were about to come out.
Qing Ziting signaled to Lu Xi to let his father rest, but Lu Tiansheng refused to leave no matter what, and Lu Xi had no choice but to accompany his father on the side.
Qing Ziting looked at Gu Weiqing, "Weiqing, you have to promise me to take care of Ge'er and don't let her down her infatuation with you." ”
Gu Weiqing said coldly: "My woman, I will naturally take care of it, and I don't have to worry about you." Your woman, should you be responsible for her too? Don't tell me you've forgotten the vows you made to her. ”
A tear crossed Qing Ziting's sideburns, "If I can, of course I want to guard her for the rest of my life, not let her leave me half a step, and not let her be hurt in the slightest, but it's a pity that ......"
Gu Weiqing suddenly couldn't control his emotions, threw himself on the side of his bed, and cried: "Ziting, I have never begged you for anything, this time when I begged you, it should be for me, you must cross this hurdle." I'm just a mortal, I can't do it without desires, I can't stand my brothers leaving me one by one. You don't want me to fall into the pain of losing you just after I came out of the pain of seeing off Jingwu. We still have so many beautiful scenery that we haven't enjoyed together, and so many lyrics and songs that haven't been completed together. I beg you, you must make it through......"
An Ge had never seen Gu Weiqing collapse to this point, and the person on the sickbed was Qing Ziting, she couldn't help the pain in her heart, and she also lay on the side of Qing Ziting's collapse, begging bitterly, "Childe, just for Madame, just for us, please don't leave......"
Qing Ziting couldn't bear the great pain from her body and mind, and fainted again, and several doctors were afraid that Qing Ziting would be stimulated again, so they invited everyone in the room out.
Qing Ziting saw her babbling self in her parents' arms in her dreams, her angry mother staring at her deeply, the cynical Wei Qing's unsmiling appearance when composing, and her petite and lovely sister surrounding her and asking for candy...... A mist suddenly obscured his vision, but a voice like a silver bell in front of him whispered his name, "Zi Ting...... Zi Ting ......"
He tried to break through the fog, but the more he pushed, the thicker the fog gathered, and the sound drifted farther and farther away, until he no longer had the strength to struggle, and could only let the fog drown him......
"Brother-in-law! Brother-in-law, you're awake, great! I'm going to pour you a glass of water to drink......"
Qing Ziting wanted to stand up, but unfortunately he didn't have the strength. Tong Yuhao helped him get up and fed him water with a spoon one by one.
Qing Ziting looked around, there was no trace of Tong Yuqing, his eyes were difficult to hide the loss and worry, and asked, "Hasn't your sister come back yet?" ”
Tong Yuhao narrowed his eyes slightly, squeezed out a smile, and replied: "When my sister saw that she was away, my brother-in-law didn't take care of herself, so she was angry. When my brother-in-law recovers from his illness, my sister will naturally come back. ”
Qing Ziting turned his head, "Even you came to coax me." Haven't found your sister yet, have you? ”
Tong Yuhao's eyes reddened, "Brother-in-law, sister, Brother Qiao Xuan will look for it, even if Brother Qiao Xuan can't find it, Sister will find a way to save herself." You don't have to worry, what you should care about most now is your body. Think about it, if you are gone, even if you find your sister, will your sister still be able to live? ”
Saying that, Tong Yuhao held Qing Ziting's shoulder, "So, brother-in-law, you must grit your teeth to get through this difficulty." When you get better, I'll ask you to officiate at my wedding. ”
Qing Ziting's warm eyes became even more moist, and after a long pause, he said, "Yuhao, can you help me invite the Gu family over?" ”
After saying goodbye to the Gu family, Qing Ziting had a high fever again, and the whole person became like a piece of coal, he really wanted to let the fire in his body take him to the world without pain, but thinking of the beautiful shadow in his heart, he struggled to support the last trace of clarity in the spiritual platform, and invited Bai Qiaoxuan.
"When I die, will you marry Ruojiao?"
Bai Qiaoxuan nested his quilt corner and said softly: "Don't think nonsense, you won't die." In my life, I will only have one wife, Xi'er. ”
Qing Ziting chuckled, "Come to think of it, if I leave, the most reassuring thing is Ruojia, and the most sorry is you." I'm sorry, I've said it to Ruo Wan countless times, but I've never said it to you. I'll say to you now, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it was because of me that you lost your love. I think now, more than ever, I can understand how you felt at that time, the pain of powerlessness and worry, like a blunt knife, slicing your heart and tormenting you without putting you to death. ”
Bai Qiaoxuan bit his lip tightly and sealed the tears in his eyes, "This sentence is sorry, it didn't mean anything to me at that time, and it's even more unnecessary for me now." I've given it all and got what I want most. You are the same, you must know how to cherish it when you get it, and don't live up to your lover's expectations. I...... I really can't imagine...... If Yu Qing ...... How would you react when you came back and found out that you were gone...... So, just like Wei Qing said, just take it as if I beg you, we beg you, wait a minute, wait a little longer, wait until Yuqing ...... No, when your Ruo Jia comes back, even if it is to let her see you for the last time, at least she will not regret it for the rest of her life, at least I am confident that I can pull her out of the great pain......"
Two more tears slipped from Qing Ziting's eyes, "Ruo Jiao...... You still haven't heard from her......"
Bai Qiaoxuan was full of sorrow, "I thought that King Duluo tied her up in order to blackmail me, but if King Duluo did it, he should have sent me a letter a long time ago and told me in exchange for so many days." Yu Qing ...... Yuqing was like she had evaporated from the world, and she disappeared overnight, and no one knew where she was. ”
Qing Ziting said: "She is not in the hands of King Duluo, which is the best news for us." Maybe...... She just suddenly stumbled over something......"
What is more important to her now than your life or death......
Although Bai Qiaoxuan thought so, he didn't dare to say a word.
Qing Ziting held Bai Qiaoxuan's hand and said with difficulty: "I...... I have something to ask for, and you must promise me......"
When Bai Qiaoxuan heard Qing Ziting's last request, his pupils suddenly dilated, and he asked, "You...... Really willing to ......"
Qing Ziting smiled slightly, "She still has a long life to go, and I am just a passerby in her life." Please promise me......"
Bai Qiaoxuan held his hand back and said eagerly: "I promise you, you have to promise me, no matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to wait until ......"
Qing Ziting's hand suddenly slipped down, and Bai Qiaoxuan screamed in shock. Qing Ziting showed a hint of a smile, but this weak smile showed his weakness even more, "I'm just...... Somewhat tired......"
Bai Qiaoxuan's heart dropped slightly, and he helped him re-cover the quilt, "Then you can rest in peace, and I'll ask if there is any news of Yuqing." ”
In his dream, Qing Ziting returned to the wisteria trellis, and he couldn't tell whether the fragrance came from the sinuous wisteria flower or the beautiful woman in his arms. He caressed her cheek with great affection, Xu Ruoyan was awakened by his movements, revealing a bright smile like a wisteria flower, "I actually fell asleep." ”
Qing Ziting said softly: "Why don't we go to Yejin this winter." ”
Xu Ruojiao was brainless when she heard what he said, and asked, "Why do you want to go to Yejin?" ”
Qing Ziting's eyebrows were crooked, and there was a doting smile on her lips, "You forgot?" Five years ago, on the sixth day of November, we met on Yejin Tonggu Street, and it all started there. Isn't it worth revisiting and celebrating a big day like the fifth anniversary of our acquaintance? ”
Xu Ruohuan seemed to have opened the door of memory, and the past rolled in, and she couldn't help but sigh: "It's been five years......"
The tenderness in Qing Ziting's eyes was so thick that she couldn't dissolve, "Five years ago, you, a chivalrous woman who had seen uneven roads, gave me something and took away something from me. ”
Xu Ruowan didn't understand what he was saying, and asked with a smile: "In addition to inviting you to a meal, did I give you anything?" I didn't take anything from you......"
Qing Ziting gently stirred her green silk, "You gave me a life and took away my heart." Isn't that right? You saved my life from that bully, and my heart hasn't left you since. ”
Xu Ruowan leaned on his arms, and became more and more emotionally wonderful, "I want to confess one thing to you, if it wasn't for that person who involved the reputation of the Tong family, I wouldn't have taken care of this matter." ”
"No...... Qing Ziting said affirmatively: "You won't take care of this matter personally, not that you won't take care of this matter." The only difference between the two is that I don't know you because of this, so I should really thank the bully for breaking your taboo and bringing you to me. ”
Xu Ruojiao smiled: "Why did something change your appearance as soon as you said it?" ”
Qing Ziting laughed, "It's not that I said that it has changed, but it's like this." Where do I have the ability to turn decay into magic? ”
Xu Ruowei buried her head in his strength and said in a low voice, "Ziting, I love you so much......"
He stroked her hair, smelled the fragrance of her hair, and whispered: "Er, I love you too......"
Qing Ziting's departure became the last straw that crushed Lu Tiansheng. The Lu family, who used to dominate the wind and call for rain, now only has two daughters, Lu Xi and Lu Ye. Lu Tiansheng has always been patriarchal, but he didn't expect that in the end, his two daughters and sons-in-law would do everything for him, so that those who wanted to whip his body would not have any chance.
After Qing Ziting left, Puhe was shrouded in a layer of dark clouds, and the drizzling rain never stopped. This is how Tong Yuqing rushed back with the wind and rain.
The first thing Bai Qiaoxuan did when he saw her was to look at her carefully from top to bottom, and saw that there were many bruises on her wrists and arms, and asked anxiously, "What happened?" Why did you suddenly disappear? And why did it suddenly appear? What's the matter with the injuries on your body? ”
Tong Yuqing didn't seem to hear him, and walked straight to the bedroom. She saw that Qing Ziting was dressed in white, sleeping peacefully, gently stroked his cheek, and said softly: "Ziting, I'm back." I'm sorry, I was tripped by some people on the road, I came back a little late, and I couldn't spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with you, you won't blame me, right? ”
No one answered her. Seeing her like this, Bai Qiaoxuan was afraid or afraid in his heart, and he stepped forward and said, "Yuqing......"
Tong Yuqing put her index finger to her lips, "Shhh...... Ziting is sleeping, you whisper, what's the matter, let's go out and talk. ”
Saying that, Tong Yuqing really stood up, pulled Bai Qiaoxuan out of the door, stared at a pair of big eyes and asked, "What do you want to say?" Go ahead. ”
Bai Qiaoxuan held her fragrant shoulder, "Yuqing, listen to me, people can't be resurrected after death, don't grieve too much......"
Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, Tong Yuqing asked, "Who died?" Why should I grieve? ”
Bai Qiaoxuan instantly lost his strength in his hand, and stepped back step by step, trying to see Tong Yuqing's mental condition, but Tong Yuqing couldn't see anything abnormal at all except for the doubts in his eyes.
Bai Qiaoxuan could only break the kettle and let everything go according to the normal trajectory, and he replied seriously: "Ziting, last night, I died." ”
When Tong Yuqing heard this, she laughed instead, "Don't be kidding, Ziting is sleeping in the house." Don't you have official business to attend to? Come to my house and make such a joke on me? ”
Everyone guarding the corridor saw Tong Yuqing's reaction, and they all wanted to comfort them, Bai Qiaoxuan stretched out his hand to stop them, took Tong Yuqing back to the room, took her hand, and went to explore Qing Ziting's snort.
Bai Qiaoxuan stated the facts word by word, "Ziting, he has passed away. ”
Tong Yuqing suddenly retracted her hand, pushed Bai Qiaoxuan out, and said as she pushed: "I'm tired, I want to rest, don't disturb me." ”
After Tong Yuqing drove Bai Qiaoxuan away, she quickly locked the door, lay down beside Qing Ziting, hugged his cold body, and tried to warm him with her own body temperature, "Ziting, I know you're angry, it's okay, let's sleep." It is said that there is no overnight feud between husband and wife, don't be angry with me when you wake up, okay? ”
Although Tong Yuqing wanted to sleep with her beloved husband in her arms, how could the people outside the room rest assured that she could sleep?
Bai Qiaoxuan and Bai Jiayin quickly climbed in through the window, and helped Tong Yuqing up one left and one right. Bai Qiaoxuan remembered that her parents had left at that time, and her body was soaked in rain like now. He didn't know how to comfort her, because he didn't even know how to comfort himself. Four years passed, and he didn't know how to comfort her, but his words were so pale and weak.
Before he could say a word, Tong Yuqing's body fell towards him and fell into his arms. He caught a glimpse of the hem of her skirt that seemed to be stained with blood, and exclaimed, "Morfin! Morfin! ”
Morfin answered outside the door, "Overseer, this door can't be opened. ”
Bai Qiaoxuan remembered that the door had been locked by Tong Yuqing, and hurriedly rushed over to open the door. Seeing Tong Yuqing's pale face, Mo Fen asked Bai Qiaoxuan to put her flat on the bed, and invited them all out, calming down to treat Tong Yuqing.
Bai Qiaoxuan is like an ant on a hot pot, constantly walking around the corridor. Bai Jiayin saw Lu Xi's face was gloomy, and reached out and tugged at the corner of her brother's clothes. Only then did Bai Qiaoxuan remember that Lu Xi was also nearby, so he walked up to her and said, "Xi'er......"
Lu Xi smiled and shook his head, "You don't have to say anything, the big thing now is not as big as the second sister-in-law's matter." ”
Bai Qiaoxuan bowed his head in relief and hugged Lu Xi. At this time, Mo Fen walked out of the room, Bai Qiaoxuan saw that her eyes were red, and asked anxiously, "How is the situation?" ”
Mo Fen endured it, but after all, he couldn't hold back, and replied crying: "Second young grandmother...... Miscarriage ......"
Tong Yuhao was dizzy for a while and almost passed out in a wheelchair, but fortunately, Bai Jiayin helped him. Bai Qiaoxuan froze in place, and asked again after a while, "What do you say is wrong with her?" ”
Mo Fen couldn't cry, "The second young grandmother has been for a month...... pregnant, but these days...... She was running around day and night, and she didn't know where to get so many ...... The bruise, coupled with the excessive grief just now, the child has no ......"
Bai Qiaoxuan's footsteps were vague, and Lu Xi was also in a trance, thanks to the fact that there was a barrier behind the two, otherwise they would all fall to the ground.
Bai Qiaoxuan sat on the bench paralyzed, relieved for a long time, and said, "Xuancang, you and Shuque will move her to the east wing together." Moffin, take good care of her. And," he said, looking around, "you all remember that this child has never existed, and no one is allowed to say more than half a word in front of her. ”
Although everyone was full of reluctance, they all understood that Bai Qiaoxuan made the most rational decision.
After Bai Qiaoxuan settled Tong Yuqing, he said to Lu Xi: "There are still many matters to be dealt with in the Overseer Administration, and I will leave it to you here." If she has any problems, call me immediately. If there are no accidents on my side, I should be able to come back tonight, but I can't dine with you, you have to remember to eat on time, you know? ”
Lu Xi nodded, and after watching Bai Qiaoxuan leave, he entered the east wing, took Tong Yuqing's hand, rubbed the scars on her wrists, and said softly: "You asked me that day, do you know why the person who was left by Qiao Xuan's side was me, not you, I thought about it for a long time before I guessed it, and I don't know if it's right?" Everything in the world is strange, and people are not the same. People are different, and the way and ability to love others are different. For a person like the second brother, there is no one or thing in the world that is higher than the love in his heart, so no matter when and where, you will always be the first in his heart. But for a person like Qiao Xuan, there are too many people and things that are more important than love, so it's not that I'm not important in his heart, but that love is not important in his heart. His love itself is finite, and in this limited love, the love He gives me is infinite. Without me, his heart has nowhere to go. After figuring this out, I never struggled with the question of whether he loved me or not, whether he loved me more, or whether he loved you more. For you are not His love, you are His life. Without you, he would not have lived. Therefore, I implore you to wake up, not for those so-called strong reasons, for the man you once loved deeply, for Qiao Xuan, you must live, live a long time, and be safe. ”
After speaking, Lu Xi shook Tong Yuqing's hand vigorously, as if he wanted to give her all his strength, and only after a long time did he leave.
After Bai Qiaoxuan came back in the evening, he saw that Tong Yuqing was still unconscious, so he invited the doctors who had just been sent back to treat Tong Yuqing together. The answer is the same, "The second young grandmother is in strong health, and the slippery tire does not have much impact on her." It's not that she can't wake up, it's that she doesn't want to wake up. ”
Bai Qiaoxuan sighed and said to Xuan Cang: "Send the doctors to the guest room to rest." ”
Bai Qiaoxuan sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at her sleeping face, her voice was so light that it was ethereal, "Is it really loveless?" Don't you want to stay in the world for a moment longer, do you have to be reunited with your husband in heaven? Family business is not important, Yu Hao is not important, and I am not important...... None of us are enough to be a reason for you to stay, are we? And what did you do when you pulled me back from the edge of the cliff? The two of us fell together, how good is it? ”
Tong Yuqing didn't react, Bai Qiaoxuan seemed to be enraged, and when he mentioned Tong Yuqing, he roared angrily: "Don't pretend you can't hear it!" Don't think that if you sleep like this, you can leave me behind! You have my life tied to you! Do you think you'll be able to escape? I'm telling you! The woman that I Bai Qiaoxuan loved with my life is by no means so weak and powerless! Did you hear that? Wake me up right away when I hear it! I'm waiting for you, Yuhao is waiting for you, all of us are waiting for you! You can't, tear our hopes to shreds! ”
Tong Yuxuan was awakened by the movement in the room, and hurriedly turned his wheelchair to check, but when he heard Bai Qiaoxuan's words, he hesitated in his hands.
When Bai Qiaoxuan saw him, he let go of Tong Yuqing, his voice was full of helplessness and powerlessness, "We coaxed and coaxed, roared and roared, your sister just refused to wake up, Yuxuan, you teach me, what do I have to do so that your sister can wake up......"
Tong Yuhao was speechless and choked, and all that responded to Bai Qiaoxuan was the sound of rain hitting the window lattice......
"Young Master! Go and see, Miss Tong is dying! ”
He ran through the corridor of the mansion and ran through the streets and alleys, but he seemed to have fallen into a strange circle, no matter how he ran, he couldn't run in front of her. He was extremely anxious, and looked up to the sky and shouted: "Yuqing! ”
Tong Yuqing's sick face soon appeared in front of him, but what followed was countless doctors, and more and more doctors separated him from her more and more......