Chapter 108: Who Am I?

The sun shines on the earth, illuminating the darkness. Mei Xiaohan has never felt that the sun can be so warm, how many years of youth have been wasted, and how many green years have passed.

Sometimes not thinking about anything, just enjoying the warmth of the sun, seems to be able to meet everything. Sometimes why should he walk in a hurry, and it is not a cloud in the sky, and he has no fixed place, and wherever the wind blows, it becomes his home.

"Who am I?"

issued such a question, but there were mixed feelings in my heart. Stretching out your hand can't catch the time, and a free and easy life requires unloading too many burdens.

Someone dances with a mask, and after a long time, he doesn't know who he is. In the midst of prosperity and impetuousness, no one seems to care who he is, he is revered by thousands of people, he holds power in his hands, he is high, and his joys, sorrows and sorrows are related to the fate and safety of many people.

The sun still rises every day, and every day the world is different from yesterday, today may be a friend, tomorrow may be an enemy.

Mei Xiaohan was as stunned as a log for several days, sometimes standing in the mountains, sometimes standing outside the house, and standing all day looking outside in a daze. Such a habit was present in his student days, and he was an insignificant person before. And now his every move has become extraordinary.

Some people say that the reason why he is like this is because there are traitors among the high-level, and Master Mei has been silent because he wants to deal a heavy blow to some people, although it is only groundless, and some people are convinced of the diagnosis.

There is no absolute truth in the world, but what someone says is a wise saying, just because his identity and status are different, the general two farmers are busy with the work in the fields every day, they also think about the wind and rain, turn around, can not see the village from this village at a glance, the ancestors have been facing the loess with their backs to the sky, relying on the sky to eat.

The little people have the troubles of the little people, and the big people have the worries of the big people. People who have no long-term worries must have near-term worries, this can be regarded as a wise saying, because this sentence has penetrated into people's bone marrow, so that it makes people feel painful.

What is lost and what is not gained, always comes back to the best, as has always been the case from ancient times to the present day.

Although copper coins are not very convenient to use, for the vast majority of ordinary people, they are still willing to use copper coins, because the habit is always the best.

What really puzzled Mei Xiaohan now was not that it was impossible to replace copper coins with paper money, but that he had to make a choice. That is the question of his identity at the moment, as the territory gets bigger and bigger, the separatist forces have long regarded Mei Xiaohan as a potential opponent, even if he doesn't admit it, his opponents will not let him go easily.

Born in a troubled era, swords and swords are a common thing, even if it is a prince, it is difficult to say that they will not be killed when they sleep one day. Since ancient times, there have not been many princes and generals, and there have not been many good ends.

Liu Ji seemed to have seen through Mei Xiaohan's thoughts, he saw that Mei Xiaohan was depressed, restless all day, and his heart was also very anxious.

"Master Mei, is there something unspeakable?"

Mei Xiaohan saw that it was Liu Ji, and she was not annoyed because he disturbed her thoughts.

"Why did Mr. Liu say that?"

Liu Ji said: "Master Mei is restless all day, there must be something to worry about, otherwise why is it so!" ”

Mei Xiaohan said: "Then what do you think I am worried about?" ”

Liu Ji said: "This... Berwyn didn't dare to speculate! ”

Liu Ji, who does not eat fireworks in the world, has never been a showy character, and today he is so abnormal, which surprised Mei Xiaohan, but felt a little novel.

Mei Xiaohan said: "Mr. Liu has any high opinions, but it doesn't hurt to say anything!" ”

Liu Ji said: "I don't know something, and I want to ask Master Mei!" ”

Mei Xiaohan said: "What's the matter?" ”

Liu Jiji paused and said, "Does Lord Mei have the heart of an emperor?" ”

After Mei Xiaohan heard this, she smiled and said: "Even if I have the heart of an emperor, I'm afraid Zhao Kuangyin won't agree!" ”

"Lord Mei is not like she broke with Zhao Kuangyin openly, so she is so depressed?"

Mei Xiaohan said: "Speaking of which, I am quite familiar with that Zhao Kuangyin, and I can be regarded as friends, but I don't know what she will think of me as a friend now." ”

Since Zhao Kuangyin relieved his former friend of military power with a glass of wine, there is no force that can compete with him in the court, which shows that he is an extremely smart person. As long as Mei Xiaohan doesn't break with the Song court, Zhao Kuangyin won't do anything with him.

Liu Jiji said: "Master Mei can't be so worried, the world has not yet been decided, and it is not known who will kill the deer, I am afraid that Zhao Kuangyin is also anxious and in danger now." ”

"It's better to be a friend than an enemy, there are several regimes in the south that have not yet been pacified, and the foundation in the north is not stable, it is better to have one more friend than one more enemy, I'm afraid Zhao Kuangyin doesn't want to see you as an enemy."

Liu Ji's words made Mei Xiaohan suddenly wake up. Zhao Kuangyin's unjust victory in the country is a well-known thing, so he suppresses the warlord group militarily everywhere, and what he is afraid of is that one day it will happen, similar to what happened to him in Chen Qiaoyi.

Grasp the enemy's weakness, know the enemy's shortcomings, and negotiate with him, then he will have more bargaining chips. Mei Xiaohan decided to send Shi Ji to negotiate with Zhao Kuangyin, and his bottom line was: "Non-aggression!" ”

At this time, Zhao Kuangyin was busy with the Northern Expedition, physically and mentally exhausted, and the unification war of the Southern Expedition and the Northern Expedition was very difficult, until the day of Zhao Kuangyin's death, the territory of the Great Song Dynasty was not as big as the Tang Dynasty in the prosperous era.

An economic giant, a military cripple, whose strategy and starting point are different from those of previous dynasties. The Zhao and Song dynasties, which were not right, were a little lacking in confidence in both doing things and developing the economy, as well as in the later foreign wars. Although the Great Song Dynasty once developed into an economically powerful dynasty, it was difficult to hide the weakness of its character, a dynasty that should have made military achievements, but because of the constraints of a certain ideology, it eventually became a little deformed and sick.

Foreign wars and their money, and every war costs the foundation of the state, manpower, material resources, financial resources, and the willpower of the ruling class.

"The lonely sail is far away and the blue sky is endless, and only the Yangtze River skyline can be seen."

Time flies in Kaifeng, and Zhao Kuangyin has completed the most gorgeous turn in his life, from a general to an emperor, and no one knows how his psychology has changed.

When Mei Xiaohan closed his eyes, the world disappeared in front of his eyes again, and some of the friends around him in the past have long since disappeared, and some have been separated by yin and yang. Everyone has wanted to bring out the best in themselves, but not everyone can do so.

"Who am I?"

His own king, weaving a dream of his own, just like Zhao Kuangyin, from the moment he walked out of Songzhou, his dream began.

Da Song Meng does not belong to Zhao Kuangyin alone.