"Hello, I'm Liu Zhang, Liu Jiyu, your name is Huang Xu, right, do you have a table?" Although Liu Daguan made himself look like an astronaut, he still tried to be amiable. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"I'm Huang Xu, I haven't taken the word yet, cough cough, Huang Xu, cough, I've seen Lord Taishou."

Huang Xu looked about the same size as Pang Long, fourteen or fifteen years old. Because of his long-term illness, his body was weak, his face was flushed, and he coughed at every turn. I couldn't say a word before I started coughing.

Liu Zhang involuntarily took two steps back and said, "Don't worry, let's just talk casually." I know that many children of the family have the habit of taking the table word for a long time, so why don't I get one for you. Narrate, well, narrator, speak also, speak in an orderly manner. Why don't you call it Ziyan, Huang Xu Huang Ziyan, it's not bad. ”

"Thank you, Lord Taishou, for the word. Ahem, my father is a martial artist, and he doesn't know how to do anything, so he bothers too much. ”

"You don't have to be busy thanking me, it's just nonsense. The point is to talk about your disease. Your disease is very serious, and with the current conditions, it is almost impossible to cure it. Moreover, it is contagious and can be easily transmitted to people who come into contact with you. ”

Hearing this, Huang Xu's eyes, which were still a little bright, dimmed in an instant.

Xu also felt that he was seriously ill, but he couldn't bear to be sad by his parents, so he barely survived so far, and it was difficult for outsiders to know a thing or two about his hard work. Ahem. As he spoke, Huang Xu's sad tears kept flowing down, and when it came to excitement, he coughed even more.

Liu Zhang was a little in a hurry, and hurriedly said: "Don't be excited, don't be depressed first." It doesn't matter if it can't be cured, people, they always have to die, but sooner or later. In fact, the most difficult and terrible thing in this life is not death, because everyone has to die, and everyone has to die, so what is there to be afraid of. What is really difficult and terrible is to live, to live with meaning and dignity, and not to live in vain. ”

"I've just come to the world for nothing, and it's meaningless to live, so it's better to die." Huang Xuyi said.

Dizzy, is his eloquence so bad, how can he persuade the more he wants to die. I feel that I am always persuading myself to the rhythm of death, do I subconsciously really want to quickly send away this little plague god in front of me? It's too inconsistent with his consistent humanistic spirit and moral feelings.

Thinking of this, Liu Zhang hurriedly changed his words and said: "You don't understand what I mean, what do I mean, no matter what you are now, life is worthwhile, and if you die, it will be worthless." ”

"Ahem, ahem, Lord Taishou is comforting me. Only when he dies can he no longer drag down the second elder, and being alive can only make people annoying and avoid. Huang Xu said weakly.

"I'll just say you're going to have to do something wrong, and of course you're right, it's normal for patients to drag down their families and not be welcomed. However, if you just give up and die, then your parents' previous efforts will be in vain, and you can imagine how sad your parents will be in the future. Also, it's just that you used to work so hard to survive, and there is no point in it. Of course, the most important thing is that you have value as long as you live, and one more day is worth one day.

This value does not refer to your parents.

I'm not comforting you, I'm telling the truth. The value I say is that your disease, as long as you live, is a very good object of medical research. Our entire medical academy treats you as a treasure, and by studying you and studying your disease, we may eventually find out how to treat this disease. So, no matter what, you have to live, for you, for your parents, for more people, for more people like you to be healed, no longer suffering from all the pain that you have suffered, you have to live.

One more day is your victory. ”

"Thank you, Lord Taishou, for your explanation, and I am grateful." Huang Xu said politely, but there was not much emotion and change on his face.

Liu Zhang didn't know if what he said had any effect, but he did what he could do, and he couldn't control anything else.

"Let's just say that you are sick, but in fact, your disease is not serious, and it is not serious. Let me say something arrogant, there is no disease in this world that cannot be cured, only whether you want to be cured, whether you want to treat it, whether it can be cured, and whether there are conditions to cure it. Sometimes, if a person is more painful to live than to die, then there is no need for treatment, and it is not really alive to linger.

Don't worry, I'm not talking about you.

Specific to your disease, in fact, this treatment depends on internal and external efforts to have better results. In fact, medicine is used to enhance one's own immunity and resistance, and the most important thing is the improvement of one's will and physical condition. As long as you believe that you can recover, keep exercising, and keep being optimistic, I believe that miracles will happen. ”

While the two were talking, a guard hurriedly ran over and stood outside the door and shouted, "My lord, it's not good, the people have rebelled!" ”

"Rebellion?!"

Even Huang Xu on the hospital bed exclaimed.

Liu Zhang and the guards who came to report the news left in a hurry. Silence returned to the ward.

Huang Xu closed his eyes a little tiredly.

He doesn't care much about whether the rebellious people rebel or not, and it seems that there are people rebelling every day in the Han today, not to mention that it has nothing to do with him. He was a dying man, and he didn't care.

He didn't think too much about what Liu Zhang said before. Liu Zhang said so much, he summed it up, just two points, one is that he can't cure this disease, and the other is that it's better to die than to live, and it's good to live to do research for them. Let yourself be the subject of their research, then he might as well die.

He doesn't want to be a research object, he doesn't want to contribute to medicine, and he doesn't want to become a plague monster in everyone's eyes, he just wants to be an ordinary person, live quietly, and die quietly.

The sunlight shines through the transparent glass window, and it feels very comfortable. It might be nice to die like that.

Someone came in softly, and Huang Xu didn't need to open his eyes to know who it was.

Huang Xu closed his eyes and quietly perceived.

The man walked lightly to the bed, stretched out his hand to probe in front of Huang Xu's nose, and then seemed to let out a long breath. Then he seemed to hesitate for a while, as if he was hesitating to wake Huang Xu up. In the end, he left quietly.

The smell that lingered in the air made Huang Xu intoxicated.

It was a very strange girl, a girl who dressed strangely, spoke strangely, and behaved strangely.

A girl who is deeply imprinted in my mind at first sight.

He still vividly remembers the first time the two met.

At that time, he was surrounded by several white coats, and he was brought into this room, and he was changed from top to bottom, and basically no one came behind him. They all glanced through the transparent window and left.

Towards the end of the evening, a beautiful little girl came to bring her food. A bowl of porridge, a cake, a bowl of vegetables. The little girl and all the girls Huang Xu usually sees are different, dressed differently, and the people are different.

After putting down the meal, the little girl did not leave, but stared at Huang Xu, who knew that she was going to watch herself finish eating.

Huang Xu had no experience of being alone with girls, his face burned badly, his chest thumped violently, in order to hide his embarrassment, Huang Xu hurriedly ate the meal in a big gulp, and finished the meal with gobbling up. The girl was very satisfied with Huang Xu's performance, smiled sweetly at Huang Xu, nodded, cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks and left.

For the first time, Huang Xu felt a little full and a little supportive.

The first time the two met, they didn't say a word, but everything was silent.

With that smile, Huang Xu's heart melted.

Now under Huang Xu's pillow, there is a small half cake hidden.

It was the first time the two met, and the little girl handed it to her personally. Huang Xu had half a piece left, and secretly kept it. Now that the cake has grown green hair, Huang Xu is reluctant to throw it away. It was a testimony of their first meeting. Every time he saw this cake, the scene of the first meeting between the two could be clearly presented in Huang Xu's mind.

If Huang Xu still has any nostalgia, in addition to his parents, it is this little girl.

Huang Xu was afraid to see this little girl, and he longed to see her.

The mood of the day is very conflicting.

He was afraid that his disease would spread to her, but he always wanted to see her.

The troubles of the young Huang Xu spread in a closed isolation ward, silently and quietly.

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