Chapter 923: The Pain of Losing a Wife
The goose feather snow had long since stopped, and only the north wind whirred in a low voice, as if the earth was whimpering. Eighty-one? Chinese?? Net (1) ??.? 8. The air is full of chills, blowing on the body makes people shiver.
A ray of sunlight emerged from the cracks in the clouds, and the earth shone brightly.
Zhuangzi knelt in the snow and hugged Yang Qing'er tightly in his arms. The tears had long since dried up, and they were frozen by the cold, forming tears that hung on the cheeks.
Under the warm rays of the sun, the tears slowly melted, and finally fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
In the distant void, Yang Qing'er sat cross-legged under her grandfather Yang Zhu, watching everything in front of her through inward vision.
She saw that Zhuangzi was so sad. She was very moved, and she had that warm feeling in her heart.
At this moment, she has returned to the appearance of a **-year-old girl, just like when she was by the waterhole of the Mo family's altar.
The adult Yang Qing'er is gone.
And this little girl of ** years old is the real her.
Yang Zhu changed his normality, and after he entered the heart realm, he didn't have the gray clothes that he used to have. But! Changed into a white dress. His head and beard were silvery-white. The complexion on the face is also fair, and the eyes are slightly closed, but! But the world was all in his head.
Heart! The world is as big as the heart!
In the realm of mind, we all have a world of our own. But! If we are swayed by others, our mind is very small. Even! No! If we don't have our own mind, we can only live in someone else's world.
Yang Qing'er has no heart of her own, she lives in the world of her grandfather Yang Zhu.
In her memory, childhood was the happiest! Although she followed her uncle and grandfather to wander the world and chased her grandfather Yang Zhu everywhere, it was her happiest day.
Like her grandfather, she can be uninhibited. In my grandfather's world, there were no rules that could unleash the freedom of humanity......
In that world, she could bathe in the river pond with her bare buttocks, and she could float on the water with a big gourd. In the sunlight, the bare buttocks shine brightly......
The sound of horses' hooves came from the direction of the capital, and Zhuangzi stood up with Yang Qing'er in his arms. Seeing that it was the officers and soldiers from the capital, he hesitated.
He had planned to bury these people who died for Rong'er, but it seems that the fighting here has alarmed the people in the capital.
Think about it: there is no need to hide it.
Through his divine sense, he realized that the black-clothed guards were not really black-clothed guards, but! A corpse that was created out of nothing.
Who would conjure up the corpse of the black-clad guard?
There is no need to ask, it must be a good thing for Wu Gonggong.
Gonggong Wu spent so much effort, it was impossible for him to let Yang Qing'er kill his apprentice. He will definitely find a way to save the black-clothed guards to fulfill his long-cherished wish.
Maybe? Yang Qing'er really killed the black-clothed guard, but when the black-clothed guard was dying, he entered the brain system of the dying person and took away his physical body......
Right now! Sister Qing'er is dead, what else does he want? Can you still chase it to the palace and kill Gonggong Wu?
Putting Yang Qing'er on the snow, Zhuangzi lay on the ground and kowtowed three times in the direction of the palace. And then! The body holding Yang Qing'er disappeared from the spot.
Back in Mengxian County, Zhuangzi did not take Yang Qing'er's body home, but went directly to the Mojia branch altar. Sitting by the waterhole, I recalled the scene of the first meeting with Sister Qing'er.
The past is vivid, but now the old man is gone. No! The old man died, lying in his arms.
"Sister Qing'er! Zhuang Zhou is incompetent! Zhuang Zhou took on the heavy trust of his master, not only was he not able to save the world, but he didn't even protect his relatives. Zhuang Zhou is incompetent! Lose Master, lose you, lose everyone......"
Sunrise and sunset, three days and three nights have passed, and Zhuangzi is still holding Yang Qing'er's body, sitting by the waterhole, just like a sculpture.
On the fourth day, under the disturbance of the hunters, he carried Yang Qing'er into the Tibetan Scripture Cave and buried Yang Qing'er.
After the pain of losing his wife this time, Zhuangzi went into retreat again.
He became more and more aware of a person's incompetence in the face of the social environment and the powerlessness in the face of the trend of the times.
The formation of the trend of the times did not take shape overnight, but after decades and hundreds of years. If we want to change the ideology and concept of a person, a group of people, a country, or an era, we cannot change it in a few decades or even a hundred years, without sudden events.
Master preached all his life, but he only spread the Taoist doctrine, but how many people really accepted the Taoist doctrine? How many people practice life according to Taoist doctrine and ideological views?
Master has preached all his life, and it can be said that it has had little effect. And in the end, it ended up being ruined.
Lao Tzu, the ancestor of Taoism, preached all his life, and the result! There is a big difference between the early theoretical thinking and the mature theoretical thinking in the later period. The early thought is called the "Huang Lao School", while the later theory is called the "Yang Zhu School".
Outcome! The old school of Huang is misunderstood as health preservation, escapism, and inaction. The Yang Zhu faction in the later period was misunderstood as selfish and without a sense of social responsibility.
Why is this so?
It's not that there is something wrong with the doctrinal thinking of the ancestors, but! It stems from the mutual denigration of doctrines. It is someone who deliberately distorts the doctrine and ideas of others in order to improve his own doctrine and thinking.
The contest between cultural and academic ideas is often more brutal than war, and it is a war that kills people invisibly.
The impact of a change in ideology on a person is very great. Originally! According to Taoist thought, human beings can live a happy life of freedom and self-nature. Outcome! However, those who have received education in other cultures and ideologies believe that Taoism is not conducive to social development, GDP growth, and unity......
And the idea of depriving others of their freedom is under the guise of "unity".
Asking others to do useless labor deprives them of the enjoyment of life, but it is said to contribute to social GDP.
It is obviously destroying the natural harmonious environment of heaven and earth, and excessively advocating the idea that human beings are the masters of the earth, but they insist that this is the inevitable trend of human beings moving towards a higher civilization......
Taoism advocates true harmony between heaven and earth, believing that human beings are just one species on the earth, and like other species, they are just a member of heaven and earth.
Thinking about it, Zhuangzi believes that it is impossible to save the world with personal ability. The change of ideology and concept does not happen overnight. But! Save yourself, it's still possible for us!
We can't save the world, but! We can save ourselves.
We don't have that talent, and we don't have that greatness, to save the world. But! We can save ourselves first, then we can save our families, our families, the people around us, and finally the people of a country, and then we can live in the world.