Chapter 301: How to Spend the Rest of Your Life
After Sima Ziqi saw Gongzishang leaving, he asked, "Father, Zhongshan Kingdom has reached the end of its rope. Why do you want to help him? ”
"Zhongshan is also the territory laid down by my father, and I can't watch Zhao conquer Zhongshan and do nothing." Sima breathed a sigh of joy and replied calmly, "His eyes remind me of a person!" Nor can fatherhood be indifferent. ”
Sima Ziqi was stunned for a moment, and found that he didn't know his father at all, "It is a matter of time before Zhao Guobei attacks Sanhu and destroys Zhongshan. Even if my father intervened, it would not help. ”
Sima Xi stared into his eyes, "I have done a lot of things for my father before, which is not conducive to Zhongshan Kingdom. That is for the father, hating the father and son of the king of Zhongshan. Zhongshan can't become the country we imagined, and that would be like ruining him. Today, when I heard the words of Gongzi Shang, my father realized that his previous approach was a bit extreme. Gongzi still knows that the general trend has gone, and he still wants to turn the tide. This courage and courage are far greater than being a father. If I don't help him, how will I face the ancestors who fought for Zhongshan in the future? ”
Sima Ziqi's expression when he saw his father, as if he had changed a person, "The father and son of the King of Zhongshan have a negative Sima family." Zhongshan can have today, but it is the father and son of the king of Zhongshan who are to blame. ”
"That's what I used to think. The father and son of the king of Zhongshan bear my Sima family. Why should my Sima family still worry about him? If Zhao destroys Zhongshan, we will also become homeless and lose the country. Gongzi is not afraid of the momentum of Zhao State, knowing that he can't do it, but he does it. Sima Xi's eyes were full of nostalgia, "Zhongshan has not had such a passionate teenager for a long time. ”
Sima Ziqi naturally understood his father's thoughts, and he did not dissuade him, and asked, "Father's plan can be sure." ”
"Zhongshan is desperate, and whether it can succeed depends on its own creation." Sima Xi looked up to the sky and sighed: "For my father, I believe that things are done by people." ”
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The news that Zhao attacked Beihu, opened up the three counties, and settled Hujiang spread and the whole country was boiling. Meng Yao learned of the great achievements established by his husband in Handan, and he was really happy for him. Her husband is a hero of the world, no matter what thorns the future holds, he will always overcome the waves. She believes that her husband is the most amazing man in the world.
However, Zhao was silent in the joy of expanding his territory. Zhao Guojunchen didn't know, and Meng Yao didn't know either. Hidden in the sound of cheers, wave after wave of potential crises are slowly approaching.
On this day, Handan has a clear sky and a charming morning glow.
Childe Sheng asked, "Mother, when will the monarch return?" ”
Meng Yao glared at him and said, "Why, you want to sue Father Jun for forcing you to do your homework." ”
Seeing that his mind was being debunked by his mother, Gongzi Sheng hurriedly waved his little hand and defended: "The child doesn't mean that. ”
Meng Yao didn't know what this son was thinking, his face sank, and he pretended to be angry and said, "That's what you mean." ”
Gongzi Sheng cried and shouted: "The queen mother wronged me. ”
Meng Yao saw this little son's expression of wanting to cry but no tears, pursed his lips, and said angrily: "A manly man, he cries and cries at every turn, and he doesn't feel ashamed. ”
Gongzi Sheng's crying stopped, his dark eyes stared at Meng Yao, and his eyes moved, "Queen Mother, I'm a child." ”
When Meng Yao saw the child's behavior, he looked a little like his husband, and said with a wry smile: "Since you are a child, you have to do what a child should do." Listen to adults and study hard. ”
Childe Sheng blinked his eyes and questioned, "What the adults said is wrong." ”
Meng Yao said with a smile: "Children can lie, but adults can't." Children can only grow up healthily when they listen to adults. ”
Childe Sheng asked as if he didn't understand, "Is this the case with Father Jun?" ”
Meng Yao tapped his youngest son's head with his finger and snickered, "Will the queen mother lie to you?" ”
Gongzi Sheng pouted and said sullenly: "The queen mother often lied to me. ”
Meng Yao said softly: "The queen mother has never lied to you. ”
Childe Shengdao: "Mother thinks I'm a child, so she lied to me!" ”
Meng Yao saw that his son was talking in a good way, and thought, "What is this five-year-old child thinking?" Did I really lie to him? ”
At this time, Gongzi He saw his mother and younger brother, talked happily, walked in, and saluted: "Mother." ”
When Childe Sheng saw his brother coming, he ran over, grabbed his arm, and pleaded, "Brother, play with me!" ”
Childe He smiled and didn't agree to his request.
"Sheng'er, don't mess around." Meng Yao frowned and said, "When your father left, he told his brother that he could not waste his martial arts and studies. How can my brother have time to play with you. ”
Childe pouted and tilted his head to one side to show his displeasure.
Childe He saw the playful younger brother in front of him, he really had no choice, but he didn't want to hurt his brother's heart, "Brother has completed his homework, is he playing with you." ”
Childe Sheng's little face gradually smiled when he heard this, and nodded vigorously.
Meng Yao looked at his two sons, you say a word, I say a word. Brother and brother, I am really gratified. The eldest son in front of him has a calm temperament, decent words and deeds, and good manners. The youngest son has a playful temperament and is always a headache. Meng Yao thought to herself: "When will the younger son be able to be as sensible as the eldest son, and not make her angry." ”
But Meng Yao thought about it and felt a little lost. Children will ask for whatever they want, and if they don't know how to control themselves, they will cry and make a fuss if they can't get it. The eldest son in front of him is only ten years old, but he can't see the heart that a child should have. Meng Yao thought to himself, "Isn't it a little harsh for the eldest son?" ”
Gongzi He comforted his younger brother and saluted: "Queen Mother, the child retires." ”
"Go ahead!" Meng Yao said with a smile: "Wu'er is the most worry-free for the queen mother. ”
When Gongzi He heard this, he couldn't be happy. He doesn't want to be like his younger brother, unrestrained and have a happy innocence. Unfortunately, he can't be as happy as his brother. He is Meng Yao's eldest son and Gongzi Sheng's elder brother. In his life, there are many people who are full of expectations. He didn't want to live up to the high expectations of his mother and grandfather.
Although Childe Katsu is young, he also understands many things. In order to live up to the queen mother's expectations of herself, even if she wants him to endure pain, what does it matter. Childe He bowed, smiled at Childe Sheng, and turned to leave.
Gongzi Sheng shouted, "Queen Mother, I want to study with my brother." ”
Meng Yao smiled: "I'll go when you grow up." ”
Childe Sheng said angrily: "The child is already very big. ”
Meng Yao saw the child's tearful eyes, and saw that it was rare to love learning, nodded and agreed.
Although Meng Yao agreed that Gongzi Sheng could go to Taifu to study, he didn't go to talk to Taifu in person, and he was a little disrespectful to Taifu. So, Meng Yao led the two children out of the palace. Along the way, Childe Sheng jumped and bounced, and there were so many problems. Childe He is very quiet.
In the depths of Meng Yao's mind, he was thinking about how to tell Taifu about his youngest son coming to study.
Suddenly, when Meng Yao saw the arrow coming, his first reaction was to push his eldest son away and hug his younger son in his arms. At the same time, several eunuchs used their bodies to block Gongzi He. Several more eunuchs stood in front of Meng Yao. All of a sudden, make a mess.
Gongzi He sat paralyzed on the ground, expressionlessly watching the queen mother protect her younger brother with her body, thinking: "Mother loves my brother more than me after all." ”
Childe Sheng faced the sudden change and was so frightened that he cried. Meng Yao smiled, trying her best to comfort her frightened child, "Sheng'er, be good, don't cry." ”
Several arrows hit Meng Yao's delicate body, but she still used her body to protect her child. Meng Yao said with a smile: "Sheng'er, don't be afraid. The queen mother is by your side. ”
Gongzi He shouted, pushed the eunuch away, raised his sword, and killed the oncoming assassin. At this time, Mu Jian heard the news and led the black-clothed guards to come to help. When the Assassin saw that Zhao's brigade was coming, he could not retreat with his whole body, so he committed suicide with his sword. Gongzi He dragged the bloody long sword and came to the queen mother, crying bitterly.
Mu Jian knelt down and said, "Madam, the minister's rescue is late, please surrender." ”
Meng Yao saw that the reinforcements were coming, and his two sons were not in danger of life, so he let go of Gongzi Sheng in his arms, and said weakly: "He'er." ”
Gongzi He dropped the long sword in his hand, knelt on the ground with a thud, and said with tears: "The child is here." ”
A mouthful of blood gushed from the corner of Meng Yao's lips, and he said weakly: "You are the elder brother, you will help your mother and take care of your younger brother in the future." ”
Gongzi He nodded and said, "The child will take care of his younger brother." ”
Meng Yao said weakly: "Very good." ”
Gongzi Sheng cried and shouted: "The queen mother... The Queen Mother..."
Meng Yao said with a smile: "Sheng'er... Don't cry... Queen mother... Not around... You have to listen to your father..."
Before Meng Yao could speak, he was out of breath and closed his eyes.
Mu Jian asked, "Imperial Doctor's order, how is the situation of Madame?" ”
Imperial Physician Ling shook his head and replied, "The arrows are coated with poison. The lady was hit by an arrow that was too deep and hurt her heart. I..."
Mu Jian hurriedly said: "Imperial Doctor Order, must find a way to save Mrs.?" If something happens to the lady, how to explain it to the king. ”
The Imperial Physician Ling also knew what Mrs. Jun meant to the king. But Mrs. Jun was hit by several arrows in her body, which injured her lungs, and the arrows were coated with poison. There was nothing he could do about it.
Childe heard this, and with heart-rending pain, he raised his long sword and chopped the assassin into meat sauce.
Mu Jian stepped forward and said with tears in his eyes: "Second son... Enough is enough..."
Gongzi He said angrily: "It was they who killed the queen mother, and I want to avenge the queen mother." ”
Mu Jian said: "They are dead. ”
Childe Sheng came back to his senses and cried again.
Gongzi He threw down the long sword, stepped forward to hug his younger brother, and comforted: "My brother is here, my brother is not afraid." ”
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Zhao Yong hurried up, day and night, rushed back to Handan, passed through the porch of the palace, and went straight to the harem. Zhao Yong pushed open the door of the hall, slowed down, and walked towards the hall step by step. With every step, Zhao Yong burst into tears. In the depths of his feelings, he can no longer control his feelings.
Zhao Yong's messy steps staggered to the coffin.
Zhao Yong watched Meng Yao lying quietly in the coffin, his face was lifelike, as if he was asleep. Zhao Yong's expression gradually fell into anger and regret, and his tone was sad, "Meng Yao, I'm back." ”
Zhao Yong saw that she ignored herself, still closed her eyes, and asked, "Usually, you talk the most." I'm back, why don't you speak. ”
Suddenly, Zhao Yong cried bitterly. The woman he loved really left him like this and left alone. They once swore that they would win the hearts of one person, and that the white heads would not be separated. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. After all, she left first.
She's gone, really gone. She would never talk to herself again.
Thinking of a long and lonely life, there will be no her in life. In the last second, Zhao Yong could still control his demeanor. In the next second, Zhao Yong raised his head to the sky and let out a terrible and desperate roar.
The whole empty hall was so deserted at this time.
Zhao Yong was sad and sat alone beside the coffin. He struck Sanhu, expanded Hujiang, and established great achievements. He thought they could stay together for the rest of their lives. Who knew that the sky was not as good as people wanted, and they didn't have time to say goodbye properly. but they are separated forever.
In the long life ahead, he was the only one left, and she was gone forever.
In the future, how will he go through the rest of his life in pain? If he had a choice, he would rather give up everything he had for her, even if it was his life.
"Even if you establish eternal meritorious deeds, without your appreciation, what is the meaning of the rest of your life." Zhao Yong shouted bitterly, "For the rest of my life, without you, how can I spend the rest of my life in peace." ”
Zhao Yong also understood that his wife must not want to look at his face like this. But he couldn't control his mind. Thinking of her life, her wife loved to bend her waist with long sleeves and often sang "Beauty Yingyingxi".
"The beauty is beautiful, and the beauty is beautiful. Fate is fate, there was no me! Zhao Yong supported his tired body, lay on the coffin, quietly looked at Meng Yao who was sleeping in the coffin, and let one tear after another fall, "You know me, although I die, I have no regrets." Meng Yao, the road ahead is too dark, you have to wait for me. Take me away if you can! ”