134 The crux of the matter
After sending away the inner prison who came to deliver the message in the palace, Mingyue smiled, and leaned on the big pillow in a daze with an expressionless face.
"Princess, it's getting late, isn't it going to stop here?" After Xiao Tan turned off the lights lit in the room twice, he looked at Mingyue's expression and asked cautiously.
Mingyue seemed to be stunned for a moment, and quickly came back to her senses, "I've slept a lot in the past few days, and I'm not sleepy right now, but you, who have stayed up with me for several days." Leave me alone, go and rest. ”
Where can Xiao Tan rest assured, "Tonight, the slave is still on duty outside, if you have anything to order, just say it." ”
After a pause, he continued: "Your Majesty must be too busy to spare time, so he didn't rush back......
"I know." Mingyue interrupted her with a smile, "It's not for Your Majesty, I'm thinking about something else." Stop worrying about it and go to sleep. ”
It's too busy to take a break, it's just an excuse not to come back. Otherwise, he could have found time to come back to see her when she was groggy before, why did she wake up and he was not available? It's just that I don't want to see her for the time being.
Huang Hongfei was also worried that she would have a knot in his heart, so he persuaded her. But I didn't expect that the person who really had a knot in his heart was actually He Zhizhou.
Why did he not want to see her? I feel that I didn't protect her well, so I feel so guilty that I can't face her? Besides this reason, Mingyue can't think of anything else - it can't really be because she dislikes that she once became a fool who doesn't know anything, right? If he really disliked her, he wouldn't have bothered to teach her this and that in the first place. Otherwise, she was angry, angry that she didn't listen to him, and hid from him that she insisted on following Huang Hongfei to secretly run to the Yong'an Hou Mansion and was in danger?
No matter what the reason is, you always have to see people first, so that you can untie all the misunderstandings or knots.
Mingyue was a little angry in her heart, and thought, if you don't see it, you won't see it, you are now His Majesty the Emperor, and Rili is very busy, not only to revitalize the country, but also to extend the heirs, naturally too busy not to want to, where can he still get into his eyes with this little shrimp? After thinking about it like this for a long time, I couldn't sleep anymore, so I simply got into the quilt, pulled the quilt over my head, and rolled over and over the bed in the shape of a worm.
Rolling like this, I fell asleep in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, Mingyue suddenly woke up from a nightmare. She turned over and sat up violently, hugging the quilt in cold sweat and panting. In fact, what she dreamed of, she couldn't remember it at this time, and her intuition was that it was not a beautiful dream.
It was still pitch black outside the window, there was no starlight, and the only lamp lit in the room gave off a yellow, soft glow.
Mingyue raised her eyes and saw a person standing in the backlight next to the bed. For a moment she couldn't make out his face, but she recognized him by the familiar tall and formidable figure.
When did he come? Why didn't you say a word when you came, what did you mean by just standing by the bed and looking at her? Mingyue frowned slightly, looked at him with dark eyes, and said with a cold snort: "Isn't Your Majesty very busy?" ”
Seeing that he just looked at her, he did not speak.
Mingyue was inexplicably a little impatient, waved away the gorgeous and light curtain in front of her, stared at He Zhizhou's eyes, hooked the corners of her lips and sneered: "Isn't it that Your Majesty has a night wanderer, and you wandered here inexplicably?" As for the people who serve with you, let them serve you and go back to the palace to rest. ”
He Zhizhou frowned, looking at Mingyue, his eyes were deep and complex, and he seemed to be endlessly confused and struggling, but he still pursed his thin lips and did not speak.
The density of the air suddenly became very thick, and Mingyue was a little out of breath.
She stared at He Zhizhou with wide eyes, as if she could stare at him like this all the time, and she could stare at an answer. But he quickly deflated, lowered his eyes slightly, and waved his hand, "Since Your Majesty doesn't want to speak, then please go, don't disturb people's dreams here......"
What is going on with such a silent person?
She had woken up all day, and had finally waited for him to come, not to see that he was silent and said nothing.
Even if he really has any knots in his heart, or is angry with her, he has to speak up first. He wouldn't say anything, and she ran out of patience, suddenly feeling a little tired, and didn't want to say anything.
He Zhizhou's expressionless handsome face slowly calmed down into a kind of gentleness, he lifted his robe, unceremoniously lay down beside Mingyue, squeezed her inside, and said unceremoniously: "Go in, you can't lie outside." ”
Mingyue frowned and stared at him, her displeasure had climbed to the top, and she said with a smile: "My bed is small, where can I accommodate Your Majesty who is honorable and noble?" Your Majesty, go back where you came from, lest the bed be small and hard, and it will be my sin to make Your Majesty more and more uncomfortable! ”
He Zhizhou's eyes flashed, he looked at Mingyue with a smile, stretched out his hand and pulled her down who was sitting, and lay side by side with him, "Because I didn't rush back to see you in the first place, so I'm angry?" ”
His tone was relaxed, the fingers on Mingyue's shoulder were very gentle, and he looked at her with burning eyes, as if the person who appeared in front of her with an expressionless face and looked at her without saying anything was not him at all.
Mingyue felt more and more inexplicable about him, and sneered and waved his hand away: "Your Majesty is busy for the sake of the people of Daliang and for the sake of the world's birthday, and he is doing serious things and big things, how dare I be angry with you?" It's just that Your Majesty is so busy, so you can quickly lie down and rest if you have nothing to do, so it's not good to rest from side to side, which is really not conducive to you doing great things. It delayed His Majesty's major affairs, and it also made me uneasy......"
He Zhizhou regarded Mingyue's anger as nothing, and said softly in a child-like tone: "Okay, didn't I come?" Don't be offended. ”
"What do you mean, that I'm the fool who doesn't understand anything?" Mingyue was anxious and angry, grabbed his front placket and shouted loudly.
He Zhizhou smiled at the corner of his mouth, suddenly held the back of Mingyue's head, kissed it deeply, and after the domineering and long ravage, he looked at her who was panting and weak, and smiled with satisfaction: "Do you remember how stupid you looked?" Now that you remember, why didn't you just respond to me like a fool? I remember that when you are stupid, you are more enthusiastic and clingy than if you are not stupid. Speaking of which, I really miss you for being stupid. ”
"He Zhizhou!" Mingyue's eyes darkened for a while by his understated tone, "What do you want?" ”
"Huh?" He Zhizhou looked at her very tolerantly, as if he didn't understand what her words meant, his thumb ambiguously and gently stroked Mingyue's lips that were kissed red by him, and asked with a low smile: "What's wrong with me?" ”
Mingyue gritted her teeth, her eyes were fierce and resolute, refusing to let him just be fooled around, if there was a problem between the two, it should be spread out and said, hiding and hiding like this, not only does she have a knot in her heart, but she will not be happy in her heart, both of them have a thorn hidden in their hearts, who knows when that thorn will come out and stab him or her?
"Do you dislike me?" Mingyue pursed her lips and asked slowly, word by word.
He Zhizhou's eyes flashed with devouring light, and there was anxiety hidden in his anger: "Did someone tell you something?" ”
"No one dares to say anything in front of me, but I have eyes and hearts, and I won't be unable to see anything." Mingyue said lightly: "To be honest, do you dislike the fact that I was abducted by Yuwen Fu, or do you dislike the fact that I was once a fool?" ”
He Zhizhou's thin lips tightened more and more, although he didn't speak, his eyes flashed involuntarily.
Mingyue stared at him without blinking, naturally seeing the subtle changes in his expression. When she mentioned Yu Wenfu, his eyes flashed more clearly and more distinctly.
She thought, she'd found the crux of the problem.
How can he be a man, especially a conservative, arrogant and self-confident man in this era, how can he bear his woman being taken away by another man, and being forced to spend so much time with that man? Even if nothing really happened to her and Yu Wenfu, being alone in the same room is enough to make people think cranky. What's more, although she was groggy during that time, she also remembered in a trance that she regarded Yuwenfu as He Zhizhou, and it was inevitable that she would be coquettish and crush him.
At that time, it must have been limited to cuddling and hugging, and nothing substantial happened, right?
Mingyue's face became more and more pale, because she couldn't remember what happened to Yu Wenfu?
She was suddenly a little flustered and a little disheartened.
Even if she really has something with Yuwenfu, can that be her fault? She didn't want to, but if it really happened, and He Zhizhou minded very much, what could she do?
"What's going on with that?" He Zhizhou saw her look in his eyes, she was a little angry at first, and then she looked disheartened, so that his heart couldn't help but jump heavily, but he pretended to be casual and said: "How can I dislike you?" If I really dislike you, I wouldn't have the potential to go to Lancheng to pick you up. As long as you're safe, you can say anything else. Don't think about it, and don't ...... Mind. ”
He pressed Mingyue's head tightly against his chest, and his voice gradually lowered, "I won't mind." ”
Mingyue had a sour feeling in his mouth at the same time, how could he not mind? If he really didn't mind, his tone wouldn't be so blunt, he wouldn't allow her to look at his expression at this time, and he wouldn't say so deliberately that he wouldn't mind.
He clearly minded dying.
"In the final analysis, it's not your fault, it's my high opinion and failure to protect you that let people kidnap you under my nose, all of this is my fault! You...... Don't blame me, okay? The last note was a subtle trembling.
Mingyue, who wanted to struggle, suddenly froze, and she instantly understood, it turned out that He Zhizhou didn't mind the most about her possible loss of virginity, of course, he might also mind about this matter, but what he minded more was that he didn't protect her well, and it was he who caused her to suffer this crime. He was afraid, afraid that she would blame him, so he didn't dare to appear in front of her when she woke up?