Chapter 194: It Doesn't Matter
In the evening, Mu Qingcheng gently watched Yan Jin drink the medicine she had boiled for an afternoon, and then her heart felt much more relaxed. Although she was skeptical of Liang Chenyue's words, it was about Wan Yan Jin's body after all, and she couldn't let Wan Yan Jin take this risk.
Wan Yan Jin drank the bowl of bitter medicine, raised his eyes and saw Mu Chengcheng staring straight at him, obviously reflecting Wan Yan Jin's appearance in his eyes, but as if through him, he didn't know what he was looking at or thinking. Seeing Wan Yan Jin raise her head, the corners of her mouth finally hooked up an arc, and before Yan Jin could speak, she leaned over, and the whole person threw herself into Wan Yan Jin's arms, and seemed to be looking for a more comfortable position, at an angle that Wan Yan Jin couldn't see, her eyes were full of attachment and reluctance.
Mu Qingcheng's hand was hugged very tightly, making people feel a kind of illusion, as if as soon as she let go, the person she held in her arms could disappear at any time. No one understands the bitter water stirring in her heart, and no one will understand how fortunate she is at this moment.
It's rare to have a person who knows that her existence is a hidden danger to him, and can still choose to believe her. Mu Qingcheng rubbed it in Yan Jin's arms again, and was extremely attached to the faint fragrance of peach blossoms in his arms.
Wan Yan Jin was stunned for a moment, and put her hand on Mu Chengcheng's back for some reason, soothing her extremely gently, as if comforting the frightened cat, and the gentle words whispered in Mu Chengcheng's ears, "Allure, what's wrong?" ”
Probably a little tired, Mu Tingcheng raised his head at this time, and looked at Yan Jin's eyes full of tenderness, and his heart couldn't stop being pantothenic, and then shook his head with a smile, stood up and prepared to leave, she was afraid that she would be able to cry the next moment.
However, Wan Yan Jin hooked her hand and hugged Mu Tingcheng in her arms, her warm breath fell on her neck, her eyes didn't know where to look, and murmured: "Allure, if you have anything unpleasant in the house, don't hold it in your heart, it's not good for the child." ”
Hearing this, Mu Qingcheng's throat seemed to be blocked by something, and her eyes instantly welled up with tears, and she wanted to cry at this moment, but in front of Wan Yan Jin, she had to force it not to let the tears fall. But the warm body temperature behind her and the gentle tone of the man forced her tears to gush out desperately, so repeatedly tangled, tormented her heart almost collapsed.
Wan Yan Jin's every word is enough for her countless times, those words that she wanted to hear but couldn't hear are all fulfilled today, and she is a happy woman in anyone's eyes. But Pian Pian knew best in her heart that she could get all this by deceiving one lie after another.
"Ah Jin, let me ask you... If, without this child, would you still love me? Mu Qingcheng choked up, and his already hoarse voice was slightly nasal, which sounded even more pitiful.
Obviously, Wan Yanjin seemed to have heard Mu Tingcheng say it several times, and when she answered her, she smiled bitterly, and then nodded her head to show acquiescence.
She had asked Yan Jin this question many times, and every time she was so nervous, it was clear that his answer had never changed, but she seemed to know that he was lying to her as soon as she heard it. But despite this, she still asks, at least he is willing to lie to her, isn't he?
"Then, will you still love her?" Mu Qingcheng plucked up her courage, she believed that Wan Yan Jin must know who she was in her words. It was the first time she had asked him so openly in front of him.
Wan Yan Jin's body stiffened obviously, and then sighed helplessly. He thought that he had hidden it deep enough for so many years, and how ruthless he was in front of her, but after all, he was just deceiving himself. Mu Tingcheng is a person who has been with him for a long time, and how deeply she loves him, I'm afraid she has already seen it.
"It's not important...", the voice is not slow, not cold, as if to say what the weather is like today, calm as water. But in the silent room, this emotionless sentence actually gave birth to a sense of indifference and loneliness, quiet and distant.
Mu Tingcheng's heart hurts, it's not important? You're still in love, aren't you? It's love, right?
But she was still glad that she could be sure that Wan Yanjin didn't love Liang Chenyue, but actually loved it. Although I don't know what he cares about in his heart, but fortunately, there is a trace of her space, she is a lot more humble in life, but to be able to occupy a place in his heart, it is thousands of grievances for her to endure.
"Ah Jin, I don't need you to give me any promises. I just want you to be by my side forever, she doesn't matter if she lives in your heart, anyway, I've been used to it for so long. Mu Chengcheng whispered, she is the daughter of the dignified mansion and the first talented woman in the capital, I am afraid that no one would have thought that she has worn off the edges and corners of arrogance, and she is as humble as dust under her feet in front of her beloved.
Wan Yanjin was silent and didn't say another word for a long time.
"Ah Jin, I didn't want to destroy her appearance in your heart, but I didn't want your favorite you to be hurt by her." Mu Qingcheng was silent for a long time, as if he had let go, and as soon as he finished speaking, he caught a glimpse of Yan Jin's expression out of the corner of his eye, and he really cared.
Mu Qingcheng seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then said embarrassedly: "Do you remember the last banquet?" I asked the doctor to go and see Miss Chenyue. After all, Miss Chenyue is a girl's family, and the doctor can't say it directly, but secretly told me that Miss Chenyue seems to have been pregnant for more than a month. ”
After speaking, Mu Qingcheng really saw that Yan Jin's face turned pale, and gradually said: "There are frequent visits between Liang Chenyue and His Highness Ziyue, and it was rumored earlier that His Highness Ziyue also wrote an ambiguous letter to Liang Chenyue. Maybe Liang Chenyue and His Royal Highness Ziyue have already made a lifelong decision, Ah Jin, I didn't want to tell you, but at this point, I don't want you to know at the end, so maybe I can hurt you less. ”
Mu Chengcheng's tone was ups and downs, tenderness where it should be tender, indignation where it should be indignant, emotion was free, and there was inevitably a little more righteous indignation in the pertinent words.
Although Wan Yan Jin was very restrained, the hand that was clenched with green tendons still betrayed his inner emotions.
Combined with Mu Qingcheng's words, Wan Yanjin's mind instantly flashed all kinds of pictures. It's not that he doesn't know how much Gusu Haoyue loves Liang Chenyue, and it's not that he doesn't know the public opinion that was aroused in Bianjing at that time. Thinking of these days again, Liang Chenyue deliberately dodged, Wan Yanjin's eyes were red, as if she had seen the first scene she saw in the blood light array at that time, and the surging anger swept in.
He had tried his best to restrain herself, pushing her away, and all the merciless injuries fell on her, could he still avoid the final outcome? Since returning from Purgatory City, how many midnight dreams have awakened, countless dreams of her expressionless sword slammed into her chest, countless dreams of her lying helplessly in a snowy snow.
Mo Qichen had said that the only thing he could do to prevent such a thing from happening was to push her away. But is it still not working so far? The first picture has already appeared, his Xiao Yue'er has become someone else's person, isn't that enough? Do you have to leave his world?
At this moment, anger exploded in Wan Yanjin's mind, and he could no longer bear the raging anger that kept skewering in his heart, so he stood up instantly, and his figure disappeared into the vast night after a while.
However, Mu Tingcheng, who was pushed aside, slowly stood up from the ground, the tears in the corners of his eyes slowly slid down like a broken line, and the corners of his mouth hooked a bewitching arc.
Sure enough, how could he let her go? She just added a few words, and he left angrily.
Mu Qingcheng was very proud in her heart, she dared to say it because she was sure that Liang Chenyue would not dare to tell the truth.
Since she has never been able to get his affection, then she will completely destroy Liang Chenyue.
Thinking of this, Mu Qingcheng wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes casually, unconsciously stroked his flat stomach with his hand, and followed behind Yan Jin...
However, at this moment, Liang Chenyue had no idea what was going on outside. Recently, she has been very sick to her stomach, and she vomited so much that she had nothing left after dinner. Qin Qiao'er boiled some medicine for her in the small courtyard, she still has to take medicine in a while, naturally she can't have an empty stomach, otherwise she will definitely have to vomit it all if she doesn't eat much.
Liang Chenyue's health is not very good, Qin Qiao'er has been taking care of her, knowing that she vomited again just now, and now it should be time to drink medicine, so she went to the kitchen to boil some porridge. It's just that she didn't expect that before she entered the small courtyard, she saw Yan Jin and Mu Chengcheng enter the small courtyard one after another. It's not too late, but it's almost time to fall asleep, and something is really wrong at this time.
With such a thought, Qin Qiao'er beat a drum in her heart, and while comforting herself that she would be fine, she followed quickly.
Liang Chenyue's body is very uncomfortable, and now she is lying on the bed resting, she has been sleeping early recently after taking the antidote to Gu poison, and basically fell asleep directly after taking the medicine. Now she is also in the stage of drowsiness, and she has been thinking that she has not drunk the medicine yet, so she forced herself not to fall asleep now.
"Bang!" The wooden door slammed against the wall, and there were a few more swaying sounds as if to tell others that the door was still hanging securely, and the violent sound instantly resounded throughout the courtyard, and Liang Chenyue's heart froze, and any sleepiness disappeared. She flipped over and quickly got up from the bed, but before she could stand still, her whole body crashed into a hard embrace, and then the body pressed behind her, pressing her back to the bed.