Chapter 126: I can't help myself
In the past few days, many people have come to her small courtyard, and Liang Chenyue has received them as usual. The night before the wedding, Liang Chenyue never expected that the person she had been thinking about for a long time would also come.
At that time, Liang Chenyue was bringing the peach blossom cake she had just made to the table, and was about to beckon Qin Qiao'er to taste if she had made progress after making so many times.
She remembered that Gu Su Haoyue had been thinking about eating the peach blossom cake she made herself, but she also knew that she was not doing well, Gu Su Haoyue's delicate stomach would definitely vomit if she ate the peach blossom cake she made, so she would practice her hands in her spare time, with several experience accumulation, and Qin Qiao'er by her side, Liang Chenyue's progress can be said to have advanced by leaps and bounds.
Liang Chenyue picked up a small piece of peach blossom cake but was reluctant to put it in her mouth, and couldn't help but think that this might be the last time she made peach blossom cake, but unfortunately Gusu Haoyue couldn't eat it.
She knew that Zhen Ai had written a letter to Gu Su Haoyue, but she didn't want him to come. The road is long, and she has never planned to run away from marriage. With what she said to Mu Yun, she had nothing left, and she couldn't throw away the last bit of stubbornness and persistence.
She is so admitting death, her heart will not be taken back if she hands it over, let alone to another person. Therefore, she will not accept Mu Yun's feelings for her, because it is unfair to him, she will not fall in love with anyone at all, if she responds to his feelings, it will hurt him.
Therefore, as far as Liang Chenyue is concerned, since her heart has been given to one person, if it is not for him for the rest of her life, others can only be settled. So, it doesn't really matter who this person is.
Now the sadness in my heart is the sadness of saying goodbye to the friends who have taken care of her more these days. In the future, I am afraid that if I eat peach blossom cake again, I will think of Gusu Haoyue, drink tea and think of Mu Yun, play chess will think of Mo Bing, hear the sound of the bell will think of Zhen Ai, think of Zhen Ai will naturally think of the Shuo Feng who has always been cold as frost, and Qin Qiao'er who gets along with her day and night......
Her world has gradually become colorful because of these people, so ah, her world is not only Wan Yan Jin, there are more people she is reluctant to give up, so I feel a little better when I think about it.
Qin Qiao'er pushed open the door of the courtyard, and a woman came in behind her. When the man saw Liang Chenyue, his eyes turned red instantly, and he hadn't seen her for two months, and Aunt Chen was a little older.
The peach blossom cake in Liang Chenyue's hand fell to the ground, her whole body stiffened, her hand in the air was a little overwhelmed, and a thick sour feeling surged up in her heart.
Liang Chenyue moved the corners of her mouth, and before she could say anything, Aunt Chen took her into her arms, and her perennial rough hand held Liang Chenyue's back with one and covered Liang Chenyue's head, with a pair of teary eyes, but she was drowned out by crying before she could say it.
Qin Qiao'er quietly went out and closed the door. She knew that Aunt Chen was a very special person to Liang Chenyue, and Liang Chenyue had also told her about her. She thought that if Liang Chenyue was in front of her, she wouldn't have to pretend that she was fine and didn't need them to worry.
Obviously, the person who should be persuaded the most is Liang Chenyue, but she in turn persuaded them not to worry about her. Such a girl, Qin Qiao'er was very distressed.
The moment she saw Aunt Chen, Liang Chenyue could no longer stop the depression she had suppressed for a long time, and in Aunt Chen's arms, she cried like a child.
She lost her parents at a very young age, and Aunt Chen was like a mother to her, and when the child came to her mother, it was like taking off her mask, revealing only the most innocent side.
Aunt Chen had already heard about Liang Chenyue's marriage, and the streets and alleys of Bianjing were praising Liang Chenyue's good fortune, and how many dowries were there, but only she knew that Liang Chenyue was not as happy as they thought.
"My little Yue'er, you have suffered..."Aunt Chen cried, and between the lines she was distressed by Liang Chenyue. In her heart, she has long regarded Wan Yanjin and Liang Chenyue as her own children, she grew up watching Liang Chenyue, how could she not know the little girl's thoughts.
"You kid, you've been wronged, why don't you know to talk to your aunt? It's good to have someone to share the burden. "Aunt Chen knows that Liang Chenyue is very stubborn, and if she is sad when she is a child, she will cry to her. When she heard that the rumors were going viral, how sad she felt in her heart, as if she was watching her daughter being criticized by others like this, she wanted to protect Liang Chenyue behind her, so that she could protect her child.
Liang Chenyue knew that what Aunt Chen said was a rumor, and Bianjing was so fierce, she must have heard about it. Liang Chenyue's heart was very complicated, she really wanted to go over to find Aunt Chen, but then she hesitated, she was afraid that Aunt Chen looked at her with the same eyes as others. She's a killer with blood on her hands, and she doesn't care at all what others think of her. But Aunt Chen has a different meaning to her, so it's better to forget it.
"Aunt Chen, I..." Liang Chenyue rested her head on Aunt Chen's shoulder, and all the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time these days came out because of her words.
She is not a saint, she also has seven emotions and six desires, at most she is stronger than other women. If she could, she would also like to be like an ordinary woman, who did not kill, was ordinary, and taught her husband and children, but the change of things could not help her.
"Don't say it, kid, I know it all." She saw the scene that day, but when she chased after it again, Liang Chenyue had already gone away. She couldn't enter the palace, and she had been worried about Liang Chenyue in her heart for the past few months, for fear that she would be estranged from herself because of this.
The two separated slightly, Aunt Chen wiped away her tears, pulled Liang Chenyue to sit down on the chair, held Liang Chenyue's hand, there was kindness between her eyebrows and eyes, sighed lightly, and said: "When you were young before, I have been waiting, one day when our Xiaoyue'er gets married, Auntie will make you a set of beautiful clothes and put on beautiful makeup." You don't need much dowry, I just hope that person treats you well. If it weren't for seeing Ah Jin being so good to you, I would have asked Chen Jun to be engaged to you, don't you know, your brother Chen Jun has secretly liked you for a long time, but because he was afraid of Ah Jin, he didn't dare to say it. But now he has married and had children, and the family of three is doing well. But I didn't expect that there were so many problems between you and Ah Jin. ”
"Yue'er, so be it. The eldest lady can't make decisions for you, she can only persuade you. When Aunt Chen talked about these things, her eyes began to moisten again, and she couldn't help but sigh.
There are many times when people can't help themselves.
Liang Chenyue nodded, and wrapped her arms around Aunt Chen's somewhat bloated body, and the tears fell on her body like raindrops.
Aunt Chen raised her head and looked at the sky, her heart was bitter. Once upon a time, such a scene was so familiar. Originally, she was also a daughter, but she fell in love with a poor person. It's just that marriage has never been something she can call the shots, and the words of her parents, how uncomfortable she should be on the day of marriage. If she hadn't been ruthless in running away from marriage and had to go with her sweetheart, maybe she wouldn't be as greedy as she is now, and she lived a fulfilling life every day. It's a pity that the person got sick and went early, and everyone in the neighborhood and outside was sorry for her, and they were all saying that she was stupid, and she had to marry a poor boy when she had to marry a poor boy, and now she ended up like this, so she can only say that she is asking for her own hardship.
But she never had consequences, at least she lived well every day without any regrets.
It's just that she didn't expect that such a thing would happen to her Xiao Yue'er. And it seems to be even more cruel, it is said that this family business was begged for her by Ah Jin herself, how ironic.
Aunt Chen gently stroked Liang Chenyue's long hair, and murmured: "My little Yue'er has finally grown up, and Aunt Chen can finally watch you put on a red wedding dress and get on the sedan chair." Children, don't be too soft-hearted in the future, you will be easily bullied. If you are depressed, come to the eldest mother, the eldest mother can't help you anything, but she can also share some pain for you. In the end, it is necessary to take care of yourself, there are many open and secret battles in the backyard of the deep palace, we don't fight for anything, but we don't have deep friendships with anyone, because there are not many sincere people there. ”
Sentence after sentence, every sentence came from the heart, and the listener touched the tear ducts. The delicate tone softened the years and touched the heartstrings. Liang Chenyue just nodded in agreement, and kept everything in her heart.
Aunt Chen told her that the reason why she was able to enter the palace was because Wan Yan Jin sent someone to bring her, which could be regarded as his last bit of tenderness to Liang Chenyue.
Liang Chenyue only thought it was funny, it was rare that he would still miss all the old feelings. Inviting Aunt Chen into the house can be regarded as a comfort to her.
According to custom, when a bride gets married, she has to sleep with her mother the night before, because she will have to leave home in the future, and the number of times she returns to the door is only a handful. Liang Chenyue was very fortunate that she could see Aunt Chen again, eliminate the estrangement in her heart, and talk to her.
Today is the night before Chinese New Year's Eve, Mrs. Chen cooked a table of good dishes for Liang Chenyue, and Liang Chenyue invited Mu Yun, Mo Bing, Zhen Ai, Shuo Feng, Yi Kong Cicada and Qin Qiao'er, and the other person was the last to appear. Liang Chenyue teased him, he finally caught up with just the right time, and Mo Qichen had no choice but to laugh.
A group of people set up a large table of wine and food in the small courtyard of Liangchenyue, and ate happily, sweeping away all the dark clouds of these days, and everyone ate to their heart's content.
When we got together today, no one talked about it. It's like a very ordinary banquet, without those sadness, without those sadness.
Everyone knows that there is one person who will not come, and Liang Chenyue did not invite him. Unexpectedly, when he got to the back, he also came.