Chapter 30: Weakness and Strength

Under Charles' slightly panicked gaze, an enraged Mary stood in front of Charles, and then shouted at him, a sudden outburst that Charles had never seen in her before. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Mary, Mary...... Calm down. He tried to calm Mary down, and his tie was pulled off, and he felt very uncomfortable, so he twitched, "We...... Let's talk about ......."

"Is there anything else you need to talk about?" Mary didn't mean to stop, "Look how gentle you are, for this consideration and for that consideration, you promised this and that, what about me?" Am I not worthy of your attention? Is it because I am obedient and I obey you that you think I really don't have my own ideas? ”

She suddenly leaned down, her whole face in front of Charles, and the two pairs of eyes met like this.

"Look at me...... Look at my eyes, this is not a desert, there is also enthusiasm and hope in it...... I hope to be watched, too! She snapped out at Charles and threw herself into his arms, "Here...... There is also a heart here that hopes to be comforted. It throbs with jealousy, because it twitches when it realizes that you didn't take it to heart...... You tell me, don't you have any pity for it? Do you really feel like it's good for nothing? ”

The pressure was too tight, and although he didn't feel the beating heart, Charles did feel the pressure that came from the woman's body.

He still didn't quite understand why Mary was so angry, but he probably knew why she was angry.

Eat one's heart out. Not only is she jealous of Lola, but she is also jealous of her own sister, even though she still treats her as good friends.

When her friend was in trouble, she tried her best to protect the other party, help the other party, and charge for her for her sake, but when she found that her friend had gotten rid of the suffering and might soon usher in the happiness of her dreams, she couldn't help but be jealous, jealous that the other party had something she didn't have.

Women are complex creatures...... Charles couldn't help but sigh.

In fact, I owe her too.

"I'm so sorry, I ...... I made you angry. He gently stroked the other party's hair, "Actually, you know, I've been in a state of distress lately, and I have so many things to do, so I really can't think about so many things." ”

"It's okay, it's when you're doing your business and exercising your power that you're most cute......" Mary looked up, "Yes, I like you, and I like the way you say, 'I'm in charge of all the water monsters on the seas of France.'" So I'm happy to assist you, so that your radiance can be scattered to my side as well...... But I beg you, don't forget me just because I'm silent, okay? You can't dismiss me because I'm obedient and honest, because that's punishing my loyalty! Really, you should reward loyalty instead of trampling on it arbitrarily, because loyalty is never something that comes naturally, on the contrary it is rare, isn't it? ”

"Don't get excited...... I...... I do appreciate your loyalty to me......" Charles quickly interrupted her, "I've been trying to find a way to repay you, although the speed may not be enough, but don't worry, sooner or later, you will become a person with enough status like Kong Ze...... Really, I won't let anyone who comes after me suffer, I'll take care of them as long as I have the power, I can guarantee that. ”

"Yes, I take your word for it...... You don't treat your followers badly, you repay them with money and status, you're a qualified leader, but ...... You seem to have forgotten a little. Mary looked up suddenly, then looked at him with a wry smile, "I'm not like him, I'm a woman, of course I don't mind you throwing money and status at me, but I'm ...... I still want to! I want more, I want your care and love! I know...... Most of your love will be given to others, to your wife and even to your sister, but I still want to cut off some of the rest and keep it for myself! I know this might be a luxury, but I really want that outcome, because people have to have some goals in life, don't they? ”

Charles stared blankly at Mary, he had never seen her speak to him like this, both novel and uncomfortable, but he instinctively knew that he should never interrupt her in such a heartfelt outlay.

"I was committed to you before, it was my own decision, but I know it's not a big deal for you, because as long as you nod, there are women who are willing to climb into your bed......" Under Charles's gaze, Mary looked up at him, "I also know that you like the kind of woman who is as strong as granite, the kind of woman who is strong-willed and almost never moved, and this kind of woman can touch your heart the most, because you have become accustomed to beautiful faces and pretending to be delicate, I'm also used to the flirting tricks on the social field...... So you don't take those things seriously at all, so you like the kind of things that are rare...... You see, I know you better than you think, right? ”

“…… Maybe...... Right? Charles nodded slightly.

I have to say that this is indeed his opinion.

He liked the kind of strong-willed women, and hoped that the unique charm of their spirits would move him and let him see the real human heart beyond the ubiquitous amorous means.

Matilda was like that, and he still recalls the excitement of that night when he first felt the charm, the excitement that seemed to have truly felt the meaning of life.

That's why he is so obsessed with Matilda.

Lola is the same, although he knows what an evil person she is, but when she confides in his heart, he is really moved, and even wants to see her wish come true.

"yes, I understand...... I understand...... But do you understand? What a luxury thing this charm is! Only those who have not had to grovel to others since childhood, are able to keep their eyes open, and it is possible to move firmly towards their goals without putting others in their eyes! Mary smiled bitterly, "I want to be like that, too, but have I done it?" Fate played a joke on me, my status is not as good as others, I have suffered a lot, I have tried my wit to escape from the predicament, is there a way for a person in my position not to think about how to meet others? Is there a way not to make yourself more likeable? Is there a way not to go to the trouble of keeping what you have so hard to get like a mouse? ”

"Don't ...... Don't say that...... Don't be so self-deprecating......" Seeing that she said so bleakly, Charles couldn't help but comfort her.

"No, don't pity me, it will make me feel even more pitiful. All I am depressed about is the fact that my head is no worse than anyone else's, and I am as shrewd as everyone else, if I had the same surname as Fran as Treville, and with your care, and with my grandfather's favor, wouldn't I have become her? If I had a father like Lola, wouldn't I be able to look at everything? But I didn't...... So I can only live my life in a way that you disdain to be seen, and be a lowly mortal. A little tear suddenly flashed in the corner of Mary's eyes, "But even so, I have my own interests and dreams, and if I am still unwilling to accept everything, can't I dream?" You read that right, I was jealous, I tried my best to help my sister, but I couldn't help but be jealous of her all the time, that she could be so easily happy, that she could live as I had dreamed of - it was so sad, and she often felt pitiful! Do you think I'm ugly because of that? ”

"No, I don't think it's ugly...... I'm afraid this is human nature, right? No one is immune to ......," Charles hurriedly comforted her, "You can help my sister with all your heart, and this is enough to be worthy of her...... Because ......"

"I help her, not just because I like her, but also because of you!" Mary interrupted him loudly, "I thought that you would pay a little attention to me when you were looking at her, and even if it was, I would accept it, but just now I realized that I was wrong, sometimes people just have to stand up and fight for it, because if you keep silent, then no one will look at you even if you make any effort, and you will only be taken for granted!" Yes...... I'm the only one who can help me, so I'm yelling at you and saying so much to you because I want to struggle a little bit, at least so that you can see that you still have me in your world! ”

Then, she brought her face closer to Charles. "Tell me, then, if you've been touched by anything after my struggle...... Or do you still feel nothing? ”

Under her intently gaze, the two of them looked at each other like this.

"I have never forgotten you." After a long time, Charles finally spoke, "I...... I'm afraid all I can say is that I'm happy because I'm ...... Because of myself, I was actually regarded by you as a target to realize the happiness of my dreams, but I still have to tell you that this may not be happiness. ”

Mary sinked her gaze, then her chest heaved slightly, and finally she suddenly cried out.

"This thing...... It's enough for me to judge! ”

Then, she leaned her face over again, erasing the last distance between the two of them, and kissed Charles on the face.

The kiss lasted for a long time, and it was not until the chiming clock began to strike that the two slowly separated again.

Needless to say, Charles was still a little surprised, and Mary's face was flushed, and her chest was even more undulating.

Her heart is not only shy, but more excited. Because at this moment, she knew that she, like some of her most dazzling classmates, had left a mark on this person at the same time, and was not just treated as a dispensable, summoned, and lingering servant.

What they want, they can finally touch themselves, maybe ...... For her, this is a manifestation of the value of life.

The excitement and joy in my heart are indescribable, as if I was a general who has won a battle.

No, at the end of the day, I had to ask for some loot, and it would be nice if I could get it before her...... If this is the case, although this kind of thing can never be publicized to the public, it is also a 'victory' that she can remember for a lifetime.

"Sir, I'm ...... I also want one child, or two. She tried to calm herself, and then leaned back into Charles, giving him a strange touch once more. If you can let Lola have it all, why can't you give it to me again? I also want to be with your child, let him accompany me in my lonely life, can you be compassionate? ”

She knew that after seeing the strong will, the young man she liked did not mind feeling the softness again, both physically and psychologically.

She also knew that, whether she meant it or not, she had to act like she didn't give herself a way out - only in this way could she impress the other person.

"Don't worry about her, she's not someone who doesn't want to share, as I said, as long as you love her the most, then it doesn't matter if you share some with someone else......" (To be continued.) )