Looking at the green smoke drifting everywhere, I sighed: "Brothers are not smoking, they are lonely." Serving as a soldier in such a remote place, in addition to training, every day is on duty, holding meetings, pulling weeds, planting vegetables, and raising pigs, who would not be lonely? ”

"Missing someone? Still make such an emotion? Yang Tian said with a wicked smile.

"How about even if you miss someone? I'm better than you, find a partner at the company's station, and you can meet and make an appointment if you have nothing to do, I only see you once a year. "I complained a little, but I did admire Yang Tian very much in my heart. After Yang Tian graduated and was assigned to the army, his former girlfriend was very straightforward and decisive, and they broke up directly. After Yang Tian was depressed for a while, he learned from the pain and found a partner in the company's station, and went out on dates almost every weekend, which was quite sweet, and now it seems that they have reached the stage of talking about marriage, and the parents of both sides seem to have met, which really makes me admire.

"Then hurry up and get married, after you get married, join the army, move here, and you can go home every week."

Hearing Yang Tian's words, I showed a depressed look and said, "Who are you marrying?" ”

Seeing that my expression was wrong, Yang Tian asked, "What's wrong?" Quarreled again? Why are you arguing lately? Why don't you take a vacation and go back and see, you two are chattering. ”

"Hey!" I sighed: "There's nothing to talk about, forget it, don't talk about it, I'm depressed when I think about it." ”

About love, it was one of the most depressing things I had during that time. The girlfriend was talked about when I was in the military school, and the alumni who used to be in high school basically belonged to a long-distance relationship, and they could only meet during the winter and summer vacations. After graduation, I don't see it much, and my feelings are mostly maintained by phone. This is not the main reason for the conflict between us, maybe for most long-distance relationships, the distance and the lack of seeing each other are the biggest problems, of course, these are also problems for me, but these are not the main reasons for the conflict between us. At that time, we didn't hear her mention it when we were in love, and later when we were assigned to the army, I heard her say that her father used to be a soldier, but later changed jobs, and now there are comrades-in-arms who are leaders in the army. Her dad said he was looking for someone to see if he could transfer me to the other side. Ever since I heard about this, my heart has been like grass, and I can't calm down anymore. The original determination to make a contribution to the border defense immediately collapsed, and I was messing around all day long, waiting for the news that his father would transfer me back. When the two of us called, I would mention it once in ten days and half a month, whether there was any news. At that time, she was also anxious for me to transfer back, so she often asked his father. It can be said that I was a little stunned at that time, and I dreamed of being transferred home. Once, it was said that the commander of the military region was going to come to the company to inspect it, so I asked her if your father knew him, and told him to transfer me back. That's it, one wait is two years, and there is no news for two years. We often quarrel with each other because of this, and what makes me angry is that you said that you don't have the ability, don't tell me, and now I haven't been transferred back, and the work hasn't been done well, and the past two years have been wasted. And what makes her angry is that I think the purpose of my relationship with her is to transfer back. That's why we have a contradiction now. Anyway, I am angry in my heart, I hate others, I hate myself, and sometimes I even hate my own parents, why don't I have relatives and friends as big officials who can transfer me out of this ravine? After hating, I had an idea that I can't rely on others all the time, it's better to rely on anyone than on myself, and I have to go my own way.

At that time, the quarrel with my girlfriend had reached a very intense level. Although my personality seems to be amiable on the surface, deep down he is very tough and reluctant. The idea of the nine cows can't be pulled back, even if they know that it is wrong, they don't care, they just have to do what they want.

After talking to Yang Tian that day, we broke up within three days, she proposed, there may be many reasons, there may be anger, impulsiveness, but I am such a stubborn person, break up, break up, whoever leaves can't live, I can do a good job without your father, I can transfer the same, I can leave this ravine. At that time, leaving the ravine and transferring away had become my only belief.

Of course, that's all for later. After smoking that day, I was a little depressed, and Yang Tian and I didn't talk much, so we went back. Although the afternoon meeting was urgent, of course it was important, but at least I didn't think it was important enough to affect the training, whether the meeting was important or the training was important, I never figured it out.

There was only one theme for the afternoon session, security. Grasping security and maintaining stability has become the focus of the development of military construction. Judging from my feelings, no matter how good the company's training performance is, if there is a safety accident, it will be in vain. If the company trains about the same and is safe all year round, it is advanced. This is how I have felt in the army for so many years, and it has also become the principle of my current work, and it has always been the first thing to grasp safety and stability, and everything else is floating clouds.

Why is the meeting convened by the superiors so urgently? Because there were training casualties in other units, it was a live-fire fire, because of improper organization, insufficient preparation, and officers and men were not familiar with the shooting procedures, resulting in a soldier in the process of firing, the gun misfired and hit the head of another soldier, causing a fatal accident. In the course of the full-scale live-fire firing, such an accident occurred, and every leader was extremely nervous. For leaders at all levels, safety work is absolutely the most important work, safety work is not the center, it is better than the center, the influence center, and the decision center. For leaders, it doesn't matter if you can't shoot, as long as the ammunition can be finished, just don't hit people. This is the core meaning of the leader's speech. In the afternoon meeting, a total of three leaders spoke, and the three-hour meeting averaged one hour for each leader, which can be seen the status of safety work in the minds of leaders. Similarly, it can be seen from the content of the meeting that for safety work, leaders at all levels have ideas, methods, platforms, measures, inspections, evaluations, summaries, commendations, and rewards, and have formed a mature routine from beginning to end.

These ideas were all summed up by me and Yang Tian after the meeting, although they are a little extreme, but I think this is the reality. Therefore, I came up with an idea that if you want to be a big leader, you must be able to pay attention to safety.

Finally, I concluded: "Therefore, there is a reason why meetings are often held at all levels, and safety work is invisible work, how can you show that you are serious about it?" There are only two methods, meeting, checking. The more meetings you have, the more attention you pay to them, and the more detailed the inspection, the more capable you are. ”

"As far as you know, at least you can be the head of the regiment. Steady! Yang Tian patted me on the shoulder and gave me a thumbs up again, with a slight banter in his tone.

It seems that I should really study and study how to do a good job in safety work when I have time, and if I can also summarize the six methods of safety work, or the seven measures of safety work, then my future will not be smooth. I fell back into my own fantasies.