Chapter 116: Spend Your Life
Tianchu State.
Gusu Haoyue bought a large amount of rice from Tianchu, and the price was getting higher and higher, those rich businessmen were like meeting the God of Wealth who was rare in a hundred years, and now the price of rice was even higher to a pound and twenty taels, not only rich merchants, but even the people were desperately selling rice, and the harvest of the coming year was pressed, no one knew who was buying rice behind this matter, and why they bought so much rice, but these are not important, as long as they see the silver taels of white flowers sent to them, No one knew when the man would stop trading, so they were all scrambling to sell rice, and no one wanted to miss such a good opportunity.
Anyway, if you don't have rice to eat, you can go to the market to buy noodles and raise some livestock, this is a pie that fell from the sky, if you throw it away, let someone else pick it up.
Therefore, Tianchu State set off a wave of buying rice, each family sold the rice stored in the house, and the rice that had not yet grown in the field were all sold, and more people built new houses.
Gusu Haoyue has not been to the court for several days, and he has never stepped into the palace since he tore his face with the old man last time, and he has been pampered in his courtyard all day long, but he doesn't know that someone came to him today.
It was already lunch break, Gusu Haoyue was lying on the rocking chair under the peach blossom tree and was drowsy, many things were handled by the moon shadow, Gusu Haoyue also enjoyed this moment of tranquility with peace of mind, the sun hit his face through the thin slits of leaves, everything seemed so comfortable.
However, some people don't know how to see the situation, and they have to disturb people's dreams, for the sleeping Gusu Haoyue, a little sound is enough to wake him up. couldn't help but curse irritably, thinking to himself, he really hadn't slept well for a long time, and suddenly missed his Xiao Yueyue's bed very much, and it was comfortable to sleep.
Gusu Haoyue sat up, her sleepy eyes opened slightly, a pair of bewitching peach blossom eyes looked worried, this skin is getting more and more delicate, the whole one is like a ceramic doll, raising her eyes so lazy like a noble cat, you can see the long and curled eyelashes from a distance, such a beautiful face should not appear on anyone's face, just because a glance can capture people's souls.
Gu Su Haoyue's hazy eyes had just become clearer, but when he saw the person standing in front of him, the familiar face made him quickly sit up from the rocking chair.
"Rather... Ning Xin? Gusu Haoyue stared at the beauty standing in front of her incredulously, and suddenly didn't know what to think.
When the woman finally saw Gusu Haoyue, tears fell suddenly, and her good-looking eyebrows were twisted together, accusing him of saying goodbye for so many years.
Gusu Haoyue never expected that it would be Ning Xin who came, if it weren't for the hair fork pinned to her head, he wouldn't have recognized this beauty as Ning Xin.
Suddenly, his face sank, and he changed his original surprise, his face was a little more gloomy, and he said in a deep voice: "Did Moon Shadow let you in?" ”
Ning Xin's eyes widened, she never expected that after not seeing her for many years, the first thing Gu Su Haoyue said to her was to ask who let her in, which made her not sad.
"Gusu Haoyue, do you know how badly you hurt me? Don't you have anything to say to me? "If you don't say goodbye back then, why do you have to make a choice for her? Don't he know? She has always had him in her heart, huh?
Gu Su Haoyue pursed her lips, at that time he thought he had made a correct decision for her, but he didn't know that the ending would be like this.
"Gusu Haoyue, do you know that when you left Tianchu Kingdom, I chased your carriage to the city gate, how much courage did I use to give up everything I wanted to leave with you, but why, you didn't come down to pick me up for a long time? Do you know what they say about me? They said that I was shameless and tried in vain to seduce the emperor's relatives, but after all, I was dumped by you..."Ning Xin couldn't cry anymore when she said this, since she heard the news of Gusu Haoyue's return, her emotions have become very easy to get excited and become impetuous. has been looking for an opportunity to come to find Gu Su Haoyue, but Moon Shadow has been blocking her from letting her in, if she hadn't been forced to die, she must not have seen Gu Su Haoyue today.
Gusu Haoyue suddenly saw her slightly bulging lower abdomen, as if she realized something, and immediately stood up and helped her to the rocking chair, her eyes were full of pain.
"Ning Xin, I'm sorry..."If he is the only person he is sorry for in his life, it is estimated that the only woman in front of him is this.
Ning Xin's eyes filled with a glimmer of hope, but after hearing Gusu Haoyue's next sentence, she sank again.
"I didn't do my duty as an older brother, I didn't protect the waning moon. In the end, I still hurt you..."Speaking of Gusu Wanyue, Gusu Haoyue's eyes were full of pain, it was his younger brother, the closest person in his life, but he lost his life because he saved him, this point, he would not let go no matter what.
Ning Xin laughed and burst into tears, this was not the answer she wanted, she had waited for him for so many years, but in exchange for such a sentence, how could she not worry about it?
"In your heart, are you just not doing your duty as an older brother? You have failed me and harmed my life. In your heart, is the waning moon of Gusu so important, important enough for you to give me to him? Ning Xin closed her eyes in despair, and her heart was barren.
Why did you fall in love with such a man, obviously hurt deep enough, but still able to hold on to some hope. Why are women like this, they have to spend their whole lives to love someone, and they leave no effort behind? But don't you know? Women are the most stubborn and stubborn.
Ten years ago, Gusu Haoyue handed over a piece of paper to the emperor, making Gusu Wanyue the crown prince and making her the crown princess as a requirement to leave Tianchu and go to Dongyue as a proton. Since then, her life has changed dramatically, and she is destined to live a lifetime with a man she doesn't love at all. In her heart, she hated Gusu Haoyue, hated him for not saying goodbye, and hated him for marrying herself to others. But over the years, in the courtyard of the deep palace, the one who helped her spend the long night was just looking forward to seeing him again one day.
Did he think she wanted glory and wealth? Did he think that if he married her to Gusu Wanyue, she would be happy?
"Ning Xin, Wanyue he, loves you more than me." It is because of this that he will give up his beloved woman to his younger brother. At that time, he was about to go to Dongyue, as a lowly proton, what qualifications did he have to love someone? He couldn't give her anything.
Ning Xin lowered her eyes, tears filling her eyes. What she knows, for so many years, how cruel Gusu's methods are, he has killed countless people, but only for her is unswerving. People's hearts are made of flesh, how can she not be moved. Looking at his deliberate flattery, even if he was tortured by the demons and was not a ghost, he still had to go to her yard every day to water her beloved Manzhu Sahua, even if it was an iron heart, it should be melted. From her initial resistance to her gradual acceptance, it took nearly ten years to finally fall in love with the man who loved her like her life, but after all, she was doomed to a bad fate, otherwise how could she receive the news of his death less than a year after finally accepting Gusu Wanyue's love?
No one knows how miserable she cried at that time, if it weren't for the fact that she was already pregnant for more than three months in her belly, her life might have gone with Gusu Wanyue.
Why did she finally accept the man who loved her like her life and then ruthlessly took him away? In fact, when Gusu Wanyue decided to go to Dongyue, she had a premonition, this time he must have hugged the heart of going and not returning, the night before he left, she would be pregnant and put her to sleep and then wanted to leave secretly overnight, if she hadn't realized that he was wrong, she might not even have time to say the last words to him. She threatened him with herself and the child in her belly, but he said that he was miserable, that this was something he had been planning for a long time, that he had suffered so much to go to the last battle, and that he wanted to end it. In the end, she couldn't resist him, so she let him go, and she said that she would wait for him to come back with the child.
But no, everything he told her was a lie to her, and all she waited for was a thunder on the ground, and her world collapsed.
She came today, not to find Gu Su Haoyue to take revenge, nor to ask him for the tears she shed for him over the years, she just wanted to let herself die completely, this idea has supported her for so many years, if she can't personally ask Aunt Su Haoyue to ask her about the goodbye of the year, how can she not feel at ease. She will not be the only one in her heart, so she wants to say goodbye to the past, and she will always be just a woman who belongs to Gusu Wanyue.
"Gusu Haoyue, have you ever loved me?" With tears in her eyes, Ning Xin did not hide her sadness at all. She is not a strong woman, she has been raised in a boudoir since she was a child, but because she fell in love with someone who did not bear fruit, she experienced a pain that should not have been accepted by her. Now because of love, her life is extremely painful.
Gusu Haoyue said in a deep voice, thought for a long time, and finally met her eyes with a pair of bewitching peach blossom eyes, and said affirmatively: "Loved." ”
yes, loved. His aunt Su Haoyue once loved a woman, and later sent her to her younger brother's sedan chair.
It's just that I have loved it, but maybe I don't love it deeply. Compared to some of his things, this love is still too light. Therefore, when it has not yet grown into a strong towering tree, he ruthlessly strangled it in the cradle, and he can easily choose between the two without hesitation.
Hearing this, Ning Xin chuckled. Enough, enough with this sentence. It's not in vain that she is crazy about him, and finally allows her to treasure that hobby in her heart, and finally doesn't have to take it out in the middle of the night to disturb her dreams, and finally can love her wholeheartedly.
"Take this hair fork back."
And a cup of tea for the past, from now on the bitterness is not for it.