Chapter 185 and the generation gap of concubines
Meng Xiaoya heard the footsteps, looked up and saw Zhen Qian walking in, and for a moment she thought of the injustice she had encountered, and her tears moved the earth.
Crying and crying, Meng Xiaoya found that there was no movement around, and then looked up and saw a man sitting in front of him, his face had already come to him, he was startled, and his body fell back on the bed.
Zhen Qian shook his head, sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out a hand and said, "If there is any pain in your heart, cry out happily!" ”
The man in front of him was both strange and familiar to Meng Xiaoya, familiar was that he had served him for several months, and strange was that he didn't know anything about him. The intersection of fate linked the two together, complicating the supposed bland Meng Xiaoya, and making life full of variables and pain and sorrow.
Meng Xiaoya chose not to cry, sat up stubbornly, and moved her body outward away from the man who made her miserable.
"Why did you pick me up!"
Zhen Qian didn't take Meng Xiaoya back, but at this time it was pointless to say this, "If you don't go back to Zhen's house, you can still go there, do you want to marry Ma Changshi?" ”
"Don't worry about it!" Meng Xiaoya suddenly roared hysterically: "It's because of you that I became what I am today, if it weren't for you, how could I be favored by Ma Changshi, don't be pretending to be merciful, since you have already kicked me out, why did you take me back ......!" ”
Everything started because of himself, but didn't the beginning of things also start because of Meng Xiaoya herself?
Should Zhen Qian thank Meng Xiaoya, or should he thank Meng Xiaoya, there is no Meng Xiaoya...... It is impossible for him to come to Datang, and in his heart, Meng Xiaoya is still his life-saving benefactor.
I'm afraid no one will ever know this secret, but for Meng Xiaoya, Zhen Qian hopes that she can be happy, and this may be the only thing he can help her.
"Isn't it all over now? You are back to the Zhen family, of course, this is not the result you want to see, but now it is the only result that is beneficial to you, if you are willing to leave the Zhen family, I can send you back, and I will also give you a letter of resignation, you can write as you want! Saying that, Zhen Qian walked to the table decently, picked up the brush to make a contemplative gesture, and waited for Meng Xiaoya's answer.
"You are really willing to let me leave the Zhen family!"
Zhen Qian shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands out, "Didn't I just say it?" You can choose whatever you want, and I will not stop you! ”
Meng Xiaoya looked at Zhen Qian in disbelief, she didn't know what tricks Zhen Qian was playing, since she was allowed to let herself go, why did she take herself back to Zhen's house, was it just to say a word to herself?
Two lines of crystal tears fell from her face, Meng Xiaoya felt very aggrieved, is there any point in saying these words now? Everything about himself was completely ruined when he met this man, no matter what decision he made, it would be useless, thinking of this, Meng Xiaoya cried bitterly.
I don't know how long I cried, Meng Xiaoya was tired of crying, and she felt groggy that someone was hugging her, and she suddenly woke up, jumping up like a frightened rabbit, but she struggled and didn't break free.
"What are you doing?"
"Seeing how sad you are crying, I will comfort you!"
Comfort yourself, the man in front of you will comfort yourself that you are not dreaming!
"I don't want you to be pretending", Meng Xiaoya struggled to escape from Zhen Qian's arms, just stood up and shook her body, and was about to fall, a strong arm wrapped around Meng Xiaoya's thin waist and pulled Meng Xiaoya into her arms.
"I used to be bad to you, but these are all in the past, since you are unwilling to leave the Zhen family and be my woman from now on, I will treat you well, believe me!"
Meng Xiaoya's mind was blank, this man would say these words to himself, was he dreaming! For a while, Meng Xiaoya didn't know what to say?
"You should hate this man, shouldn't you?"
But Meng Xiaoya can't hate, it's not that Meng Xiaoya doesn't want to hate, but she doesn't know what to hate!
She is this man's concubine, these things seem to be doomed, no matter whether Meng Xiaoya wants it or not, she can't change this fact.
Meng Xiaoya is of course not a submissive woman, she has a strong personality, before marrying Zhen Qian, she fantasized about finding a man who likes her, giving birth to a few children, planting a few acres of land, and ......, this may be her life.
It is impossible for Meng Xiaoya to leave the Zhen family, because she has nowhere to go now, will she marry Ma Changshi, who is in his sixties, if she leaves the Zhen family, and will she spend her life in the green light? There are only two paths in front of Meng Xiaoya, stay in the Zhen family or marry Ma Changshi, no one will want herself, and she will not dare to ask for it, and the final ownership is likely to be sold into the Qinglou .......
Suddenly, Meng Xiaoya felt that marrying Zhen Qian was not a bad thing, at least this man was young, if this man was a little better to himself, Meng Xiaoya would no longer dare to expect anything else.
"You really want me!"
"As long as you are willing and don't embarrass yourself, I am willing to support you for a lifetime, and I can take all your family members away!"
Meng Xiaoya has already accepted her fate in her heart, so be it, anyway, there is no worse result than this, "Do you think I still have a choice?" ”
"Actually, I have another way", seeing that Meng Xiaoya wanted to speak, Zhen Qian hurriedly said: "Listen to me after I finish speaking, you still don't know me, I don't like to force others to do things that others don't like." I can take you away from Zhending and send you far away to start your life all over again, so that we don't owe anything to each other! ”
"The two do not owe each other...... What do you owe me? ”
Too much talk can make you lose it all!
"You misunderstood what I meant, I mean I can let you go to a place where no one knows you, start your life again, you can choose the man you like again, you can start a family by yourself, live the life you want, I can do it for you!"
"You sent me to a strange place? I don't know anyone, that's what you think in your heart? ”
"What's wrong...... You don't want to? ”
Looking at Meng Xiaoya's appearance, Meng Xiaoya didn't seem to be willing to choose such a life, which made Zhen Qian feel confused, isn't this good?
"You threw me into a place where I didn't know anyone, so that the heavens should not be, and the earth and the earth were not spiritual, and you thought it was good to live this kind of life!"
Did he say something wrong, or did Meng Xiaoya have a deviation in understanding, Zhen Qian found that there seemed to be nothing wrong with what he said, wouldn't it be the best result to let Meng Xiaoya start her life again?
"And what do you want me to do?"
Meng Xiaoya paused for a moment, and found that Zhen Qian was very talkative, why didn't he feel like this before, could it be that he felt guilty in his heart. That's not right! How could he feel guilty in his heart, there would be no conspiracy!
"I won't go anywhere, just stay at the Zhen family!"
Meng Xiaoya decided, this life will go on like this, at least this result is not the worst.
If Zhen Qian knew what Meng Xiaoya was thinking, he would have lost his hair a long time ago, and he used the thinking of later generations to persuade the ancients, isn't this nothing to look for?
(End of chapter)