At that time, my father had already begun to gradually become cold to me. I don't know why, it's because of the death of Concubine Quan, or if time has faded all precious feelings. I don't know if my father has any love for me, even if it's just a hint.

On the third day after Concubine Quan's death, I was sent by my father to Concubine Qin's knees.

Everyone in the palace knows that Concubine Naqin is an arrogant and domineering lord, and it is impossible to be good to a child who is not his own. This is what I heard when I packed up my things and went to the Qinya Hall of Qin Guifei, when the chattering of the palace maids reached my ears.

And I really felt this "habit" of Qin Guifei.

Every day, I would always be deprived of most of my meals, and I would often be curled up in a small corner crying hungry. I was even more upset when Concubine Qin was angry, and I still remember that the big red slap mark that Concubine Qin "rewarded" me at that time was embarrassingly left on my face all day.

Concubine Qin also has a son and a daughter, that is, Gu Yuze and Gu Qiufeng of the incident in the Lanyuan Palace.

I don't know if it's because Concubine Qin blew the wind in their ears, since I moved into the Qinya Palace, they began to bully me every day.

At the beginning, it was still a little trick, but who knew that the more it went on, the more it went too far.

You can even do something that framed me until I knelt for three days.

He even killed my last man, Xiaoyue.

Stick after stick went down, hit Xiaoyue's weak back hard, and forced a rag stained with the stinky sweat of the eunuch into Xiaoyue's mouth. Little by little, the blood dripped to the ground, just like me behind the wall, tears dripping down my face.

How much do I want to rush out and knock down all the guards and eunuchs who are not people?

How much do I want to rush out and gently blow on her wounds to relieve the pain by medicating Xiaoyue?

I want to rush out and persecute me and Xiaoyue to this place, Gu Yuze, Gu Qiufeng, and ...... Father's big dismantling?

But I can't.

I don't have that ability!

I, do, no, to, ah!!

How can I, how can I, be so weak that I can't even protect my closest people?

If it weren't for my existence, wouldn't the mother, Concubine Quan, and Xiaoyue all die?

Helpless crying, tears of grief, and resentment filled my body and occupied my mind.

At that moment, I lost self-control.

There is only one thought in my mind: leave this palace!

Even if you are caught by the guards, isn't it death? You have to die early and late, it's better to die happily!

I ran out like crazy.

Finally saw the palace wall.

The rain was falling and wetting my hair.

I clearly saw the guards standing upright by the palace gate, and the swords on their waists, which seemed to be shining with a strange light.

I slowly closed my eyes.

"Hey! Which palace are you from! Feed! ”

"This man is deaf? Can't let her out of the palace! Stop her for me! ”

"Say! What are you here for? ”

A series of sounds rang in my ears, but I ran forward as if I couldn't hear them.

Run...... Run until, die.

"Smack!"

I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my back. The leader of the pile of guards kicked me in the back.

I immediately fell into the mud.

Coupled with the drizzling rain at that time, I was almost not a person, and I was a madman.

But so what?

I'm just an abandoned princess who is useless and spurned everywhere, who cares about me? Who will save me?

There won't be anyone......