Chapter 638: To Whom Do You Tell Your Heart?

However, Zhang Zijian also saw that Qian Peng and He Sanliang were obviously helping Li Ziyuan. He Sanliang's personality, Zhang Zijian knows. He Sanliang must be sincere in helping the two old comrades-in-arms, one wishes come true, and the other completely gets rid of trouble. But Qian Peng's enthusiastic intentions, Zhang Zijian couldn't guess it.

Qian Peng and Li Ziyuan were comrades-in-arms of the original Four Front Army, but they were not familiar with Ma Yongcheng and himself. At this time, he was so enthusiastic in this matter, and even took the initiative to do Yang Jing's work, but Zhang Zijian did not expect it before. For that Dr. Yang, Zhang Zijian is actually very cold.

Women who are too strong don't like Zhang Zijian, but at this point he feels the same as Li Ziyuan, they both like the small jasper type. is similar to Yang Jing's strong personality, and neither of them likes it. This is also the reason why Zhang Zijian dodged Yang Jing, even faster than Li Ziyuan.

Just because he had already seen that Li Ziyuan would not like a woman with Yang Jing's character at all. And Yang Jing's identity is special, and the teacher personally introduced it. Li Ziyuan is not easy to refuse, but he doesn't like it, with Li Ziyuan's consistent problems, he will definitely find a way to push it out.

There are only a few people in the army who are enough to get married, and Zhang Zijian doesn't want to be a substitute for Li Ziyuan. Therefore, after perceiving Li Ziyuan's intention to bring disaster to the east. Although the reason for being chosen is only a 1 in 4 chance. But Zhang Zijian, who didn't even want to stand up for this one-quarter chance, immediately hid in the troops below in the name of grasping production to save himself.

If you want to let him go to work in Yang Jing, he won't do it if he is killed. Now that a rich friend has come forward, this is the best result. As for why Qian Peng took the initiative to take this job, Zhang Zijian would not worry about it. Anyway, for him, as long as he doesn't let himself come into contact with Yang Jing.

Although he felt sympathy for Li Ziyuan being chased by Yang Jing, who had a strong personality. But if he is allowed to face Yang Jing by himself, then Zhang Zijian can only say that it is forgotten. At the very least, he can't even talk about how people go to do work for others. Now that Qian Peng has taken the initiative to take over this matter, Zhang Zijian has no objection.

However, Zhang Zijian is a good person. If he doesn't understand something, he will never inquire deeply. Anyway, if this matter is really promoted in his hands, whether it is for Ma Yongcheng and Yang Jing, or for Li Ziyuan, it will be a pretty good thing.

Compared with the other people who suddenly shifted the topic to Ma Yongcheng's marriage, Li Ziyuan, who returned to his residence, did not see Chang Juan's guards outside the door. When he pushed open the hidden door, he found that Chang Juan had left. His luggage was neatly stacked aside, and there was a letter on the table that Chang Juan had left for him before leaving.

picked up the letter that Chang Juan left for himself, but Li Ziyuan didn't open it at the first time. Instead, he leaned on his luggage, hanging one arm in a daze. In fact, Li Ziyuan was not annoyed by Qian Peng's criticism. Recalling the past scenes, Li Ziyuan shook his head, he did some things too much in some aspects and some problems.

At the very least, on the issue of the congratulatory chapter, if it were not for his own connivance, the congratulatory hezhang would not have really come to the point where it is difficult to end today. In the troops, there are great opinions on He Huizhang's repeated violations of life discipline, and he is not unaware of them. But after such a long time, I have never done anything.

Qian Peng is not wrong, he is really a little difficult to escape the blame on the issue of congratulatory chapters. Regarding the issue of congratulatory chapters, Qian Peng can already be said to have done everything he can. It is estimated that the idea of transferring and promoting in circles should have been thought up by him, an old qualified security cadre.

The personality of his own commander and political commissar, Li Ziyuan is clear. The commander basically doesn't care about anything except the things of the war. And as a pure soldier, he doesn't have so many fancy intestines. The political commissar who is also the secretary of the prefectural party committee can't wait for 48 hours a day, and there is the one who has the leisure to take care of the messy affairs of a company-level cadre.

Moreover, the political commissar is an upright person and is extremely strict with himself and his subordinates. If this kind of thing happens, it would be good if you didn't give a slam and impose a punishment, but can you still go against the principles that the political commissar has always adhered to to to solve this matter? It is estimated that Qian Peng went to do the work, and the political commissar will make an exception to approve it.

People solve their own problems, but they are still here to bargain with their superiors. I have made some very mentally retarded mistakes in many things. If Qian Peng hadn't pointed it out this time, I'm afraid he would still be a little self-righteous. It seems that I really need to calm down now, and I have a somewhat hot mind now.

Thinking of this, Li Ziyuan shook his head with a wry smile. opened the letter left by Chang Juan, looked at the message on the letter, and sighed deeply. On this letter, Chang Juan told Li Ziyuan to take medicine on time, take good care of himself, strive for early wound healing, and return to the battlefield.

told Li Ziyuan in the letter that according to the current situation between the two people, it would be better for the two not to meet for the time being, so as not to hurt each other. Let's calm down with each other and think about it carefully. If the army has something that needs local government, she will approach someone else.

Looking at the words on the letter and the tear stains on the paper, although Li Ziyuan didn't say it, he was also quite sad in his heart. Although the letter is only a few words, most of them are official articles. But the tear stains on the paper also made Li Ziyuan not expect that Chang Juan's feelings for him were so deep. This letter was written with tears in my eyes.

Li Ziyuan still has never seen Chang Juan, who is strong on the outside, but the heart exposed is so weak. Putting down the letter in his hand, thinking that he had turned a blind eye to Chang Juan's feelings before, Li Ziyuan could be described as confused. He only now realized that he was such a bastard. Again and again, hurting every woman around me.

Chang Juan's feelings for herself, she is not unclear, but she has been hiding because of Liu Cui's affairs. After Liu Cui's disappearance, he didn't accept her feelings. originally thought that Chang Juan was a woman with a strong personality, but now it seems that she has hurt her too deeply.

Put down the letter paper in your hand, fold it carefully, and put it in the pocket of your military uniform. Li Ziyuan sat quietly like this until Tang Qiao, who came in with food for him and was about to examine his wounds. He came to his senses when he lit the oil lamp in his room.

Seeing Tang Qiao come in, Li Ziyuan didn't say anything. While cooperating with her to check the wound, while smelling a different body fragrance emanating from Tang Qiao's body, he shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Tang Qiao, do you think I'm a complete big bastard?" Otherwise, how could I do so many things that would cause harm to others? ”

Regarding Li Ziyuan's questioning, Tang Qiao, who didn't know what happened to Li Ziyuan, shook his head and said, "Commander, don't talk about yourself like that." I know, you're a good person. Otherwise, so many cadres and soldiers in our regiment would listen to you so much. ”

Tang Qiao's answer, but Li Ziyuan shook his head: "Listen to me because I am their leader, not because I am a good person." I know for myself that I have hurt too many people. Chang Juan, such a good female cadre, broke my heart for me. ”

"Guo Xiaoshan sacrificed to save me, and she couldn't close her eyes when she sacrificed. Last night, I hurt you again. If I were a good person, I would hurt so many women there. I only found out today that I was actually a big bastard. ”

After Li Ziyuan's words were finished, Tang Qiao, who was checking his body, was stunned for a moment. Tang Qiao, who was changing the dressing for Li Ziyuan's wound, didn't expect that Li Ziyuan actually knew everything. And know the thing he did to himself last night. Thinking of everything that happened last night, Tang Qiao turned red from his face to his neck.

Looking at Tang Qiao's flushed face in front of him, Li Ziyuan touched her smooth and delicate face: "Do you really think that last night, I didn't feel anything at all?" My own body, I still don't know anything about it? I know it's too late to say anything, but I still have to say I'm sorry for hurting you. ”

Feeling the heat on Li Ziyuan's hand touching his face, Tang Qiao, who had already changed the medicine for Li Ziyuan, gently covered his hand: "Commander, you don't have to say anything to me." What happened last night, just an accident. You really didn't hurt me, but instead gave me a feeling I never felt before. ”

"On the contrary, Commander, not only do I not blame you, I also want to thank you. Let me know what a real woman is. You've also given me a sense of security that I've never felt before. Commander, don't blame yourself so much. I don't know what happened to you and the female county magistrate, but at least you're a good person to me. ”

"After I joined the army, I learned that your prestige as a regimental commander in the army is so high. Although you are not much older than a warrior, or even younger than an average cadre. But the soldiers feel relieved when they see you, and they all think that they can win the battle by following you into battle. The regiment commander, the person who can convince the fighters so much, will definitely be a good person. ”

In response to Tang Qiao's answer, Li Ziyuan shook his head and said, "I may be a good soldier, but I am not a good lover." Chang Juan was my former partner, and when I first came to work in Hubei, she was an instructor in my army. The two of us changed the mode of getting along with each other little by little from the beginning when we didn't like each other, to the tacit understanding later. ”

"That year, the devils launched a sweep of Taihang Mountain and surrounded the predecessor of our group. At that time, she was sick, and I carried her out of the devil's encirclement. Maybe from that time on, the relationship between the two of us changed. But I can't always cross that hurdle in my heart, and I also know that her feelings for me are always avoiding. ”

"I didn't expect that my evasion of her during this period of time would cause her so much harm. I've partnered with her for so many years, and I've never seen her cry in the rain of bullets and devil bayonets on my chest, but today is the first time I've seen her cry. Looking at her tears, I felt as if I had been picked by a bayonet. ”

Speaking of this, Li Ziyuan looked at Tang Qiao in front of him, sighed and said, "Actually, I shouldn't say this in front of you, especially now that the two of us still have such a relationship." But this kind of thing, I can't say it in front of others, and I can't say it. It's just that this will hurt you again, and you're a woman after all. ”