Chapter 107: Why?
Shen Qingxi looked at the young man in front of him, the same age as himself, but different from his own temperament of the same age, indifferent, calm, and even had an indescribable calmness, just like his father's steadiness, contradictions appeared on that delicate face.
A faint smile and a "goodbye" made Shen Qingxi not know how to respond.
Silent looking at the unreal.
Illusory smiled slightly, and said lightly, "I don't know why the little lady of the Shen family came to find Xiaosheng?" ”
"Don't you know?"
Shen Qingxi finally stared at the illusory eyes, the so-called people's eyes are the voice of people, and they will not deceive people. This sentence seems to have been said by the person in front of him, but it was in a dream.
The tenderness in the eyes of this person in the dream accompanied her through the darkest years of her life.
It's a good thing, but it's also a bad thing, otherwise, I would have left that world a long time ago, and I wouldn't have experienced the pain I never wanted to go through again.
"The name of the illusory living Buddha will be famous all over the country in the near future, the land of Kyushu, why, can't you even guess the little woman's thoughts?"
smiled slightly, illusory did not shy away, her eyes were clear and Shen Qingxi looked at each other, and she replied very indifferently, "The little lady of the Shen family laughed, Xiaosheng is no longer a monk and a Buddha of Landa Temple, and he is already vulgar, does the little lady think that Xiaosheng can return to Buddhism and achieve the position of a living Buddha?" Besides, since Bodhidharma crossed to the east and Xuanzang traveled west, who dares to call himself a Buddha? The little lady of the Shen family laughed......"
Shen Qingxi also knew that the illusion was telling the truth, but the nightmare was too real, so real that she didn't dare not believe it at all.
But it was just a nightmare.
Just like now, she has the name of a demon girl on her head and is under house arrest in Wanshou Palace.
Just as the current illusion has already gone down the mountain, and it is general that it has gained fame through the Enke system in advance......
Everything seems to be true and false, and it seems to be illusory!
"Does Unreal Boy think so?"
Facing Shen Qingxi's step-by-step approach, the illusory just shook his head lightly, and said lightly, "In fact, the little lady herself knows that you call Xiaosheng an illusory son, which shows that in fact, you have accepted the identity that I am no longer an illusory Buddha. ”
"Back then, Sujiang Confucianism was a generation of masters, Xia Yan Xianggong once slaughtered the auxiliary, and now the black tablet and white characters tell the world, today, does the little lady think that anyone can become a Buddha?"
Shen Qingxi still looked at the illusory, and was dismissive of what he said, "Why can't you?" ”
"The so-called Buddha is the first, the one who attains it is the first, the one who attains it is the teacher, the one who is enlightened, and the truth, goodness and beauty are also ......."
"What is the true ......?"
"The foundation of everything!"
"Hehe......"
Shen Qingxi suddenly smiled faintly, looked at the illusory, and asked in a deep voice, "What is the foundation of everything?" What is true and what is false? What is fiction and what is illusion? ”
Hearing this, Illusory just paused lightly, looked at Shen Qingxi a little helplessly, shook his head, and said softly, "Yang Lao Linggong is really not an ordinary person, this vision is really long-term, who would know that this deep boudoir can even cultivate the talent of the country!" ”
With a sigh, Illusory said lightly, "The little lady is just asking for peace of mind, right?" ”
Shen Qingxi nodded, and then said, "I wonder if the illusory boy can give the little girl a peace of mind?" ”
"What is true and what is false? What is fiction and what is illusion? Illusory raised his head, looked at the deep sky through the gaps in the lush branches and leaves, and then said softly, "In fact, it's just nothing, there is true, nothing is false, there is hidden is virtual, and nothing is obvious." What the little lady asks is just whether it is true or false, then, Xiaosheng wants to ask the little lady, do you want to have it, or not, do you want it to be true or false? ”
Shen Qingxi was stunned.
His face changed, and he lowered his head.
As this illusion says, it doesn't matter if everything is true or not, what matters is what she wants?
Want it to be true? That is, the country is ruined, the family is dead, and the heart is lonely.
Want to fake? That is, the future is unpredictable, and everything is unpredictable.
Did she want everything in that dream to be real, or did she want it to be fake?
It's unbearable, do you have to go through it again?
In fact, is everything true or false, is it really important?
Shen Qingxi lowered her head, slowly pondering, she didn't know how to face the future, and she didn't know how to deal with it, she didn't know who to talk to at this moment of confusion.
"What should I do?"
Shen Qingxi's deep voice said with some frustration.
looked at the girl in front of her with illusory pity, she was not Shen Qingxi ten years later, she was not the Shen Qingxi she experienced in her previous life, and she was not the Shen Qingxi who was strong enough to give everything for the kindness of others!
The current Shen Qingxi is young, but also youthful. Wise, but also confused.
With a sigh, Unreal asked softly, "What do you want?" ”
What am I going to do?
What do you want?
What do I want?
Shen Qingxi raised his head, looked at the illusory, and said in a deep voice, "Can I?" ”
Unreal nodded, and said lightly, "Of course you can, as long as you want to, you will definitely be able to achieve it, even if you can't achieve it, I can also let you achieve it, everything in the world is just a passing moment for me, what I want is actually very simple, so, this extra is for you, after all, I don't want to be idle." ”
Speaking of this, he suddenly changed his words and said lightly, "Besides, being idle is also idle, people always have to find something to do for themselves, isn't it......"
Shen Qingxi looked at the illusory deeply, not knowing what he meant by what he said, but she knew that there must be illusory persistence in this. What does it mean to "what he wants, it's actually very simple...... since it's simple, then what does he want?
As for what is said later, it is nothing more than an excuse.
Excuse......
Shen Qingxi looked at the illusion for a long time and did not speak, but he was pondering in his heart.
Unreal also looked at Shen Qingxi for a long time, did not speak, but waited.
Qinghe and Void stood at the door, looking at the strange glances of the two in this courtyard, and glanced at each other.
Qinghe's heart was full of worries, and the void was indeed indifferent, standing silently.
For a long time -
"What if, I want this Great Zhou to be prosperous and stand tall in Kyushu?"
"Yes!"
"What if I want the Great Wei Kingdom to be destroyed and vanished?"
"Yes!"
"What if I want to emulate Empress Wu Zhou, reverse the norm, and dominate the world?"
"Yes!"
……
Shen Qingxi was suddenly silent, looked at the illusory closely, and after a while, he said in a deep voice, "I believe in your talent, I don't doubt it at all, the illusory living Buddha who once had the name of a demon monk can't do it, but I don't understand ......"
"Why?"