That year, he was seventeen years old
If there had not been that rain that summer, would there be less waiting and heartache now...
When the teacher walked into the classroom with the cold, talkative boy, more than 20 classmates in the class were attracted by his temperament. And Ah Ning followed everyone's exclamation, picked his head and glanced at it, and then continued to concentrate on the exercise.
The arrogant rain slapped against the glass, and Su Heng walked to Ah Ning's side: Is there anyone here? Without waiting for Ah Ning to speak, he sat down. In the three-hour English class, Ah Ning was serious, and Su Heng seemed to be very tired of this foreign language. After class, Ah Ning stayed to review as usual, and Su Heng surprisingly didn't leave, looking at the calculus on the side. The sound of the rain gradually became gentle, and finally the sound of the rain faded with the soft light.
Time passed smoothly like this, the difference was that Su Heng began to ask Ah Ning for questions. The exchange of words slowly made the two originally strange hearts slowly move closer to each other, and even the air between their eyes gradually became ambiguous. Even if you want to deliberately avoid it, it seems like a sin. So I simply followed the direction of my heart. At the same table in class, after class, he sent her home, sixteen years old, there is a little taste of love here.
When Kunming is hot in summer, people don't want to go out of any place where they can avoid the shade, but there will be heavy rain in the heat. Just like this "friendship" that cannot be called familiar, the parting is gradually coming to an end with the beginning of the new semester. Perhaps the word parting will always bring more or less sadness, as if this is the unprecedented pain experienced. When you are familiar with someone's existence, and suddenly you want to lose his news, it is like dropping your favorite toy as a child. I couldn't help but want to cry out loud.
On this day, the teacher gave everyone a final exam of the tutorial class, Ah Ning took the first place without accident, and Su Heng, who was still cold, set the countdown in the history of the tutorial class. All the classmates are gone, except for them. "Can you leave a contact information?" "Okay", Ah Ning said, "I got used to the atmosphere of this city, and suddenly, I didn't want to leave, just like taking classes here, it's good!" βγ Su Heng looked at the rain outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking? He said, "Do you have an umbrella with you?" The rain is almost stopping, so let's go back! βγ I don't know if this time it will be the last time to walk side by side, the silence in the drizzle was not until Ah Ning finally looked at Su Heng's back and disappeared from sight little by little. I didn't know that at this moment, there was something called reluctance in my heart, burning wildly in my heart. "Parting", no goodbye, no gifts, only a string of QQ numbers. In a few days, Ah Ning will go back to her hometown for class, and that afternoon, she received a QQ message from a friend: "Ah Ning, I want to see you, is it okay?" At six o'clock in the afternoon, I will be waiting for you at the Guanfang Square. β
Ah Ning didn't reply, but when it was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, she still comforted her excited heart and went to the square in the name of walking. When he saw Su Heng, he leaned lazily on the bench, the decoration of the sunset made his whole person look so warm, and where his eyes were staring, a group of children were playing hide and seek. At this moment, ah, it should be heartwarming! Sitting side by side, Ah Ning had a strong sense of discomfort, trying to lower her face, and silently blamed God in her heart for not giving her a beautiful face. In the end, Su Heng said, "Ah Ning, let's have a relationship." I love the feeling of you being by my side, even when we're about to part ways. This sentence was like a source of heat, Ah Ning felt a fever all over her body, and she said, "I also like you to send me home." In this way, Ah Ning tasted the sweet taste of first love for the first time.
Ah Ning is gone, and Su Heng has also given up studying at school, and the throbbing of the sixteen-year-old starts from the moment of parting and slowly spreads to the unknown tomorrow. After the start of school, Su Heng chatted with Ah Ning every day. It wasn't until the first monthly exam that she went from the top three to the sixteenth that she completely knew what kind of mistake she had made, but she felt that she couldn't leave Su Heng, and she couldn't leave the person who surprised her every day in her boring study time, come on, and throbbed. Even if they can't go to the playground and have breakfast hand in hand like a couple, the feeling is still as warm and happy as the first time I saw him in the square.
The winter vacation is coming, and Ah Ning is preparing for the final exam, and rarely returns the news of Fu Heng. Until one day, she saw a message on the message board of Su Heng space: "Heng, I hope you can accompany me more, I miss you." Su Heng's reply was: Fool, I have always been by your side. Ah Ning's heart tingled, but in the end she chose to believe him. She comforted herself: Was his QQ stolen, or was the reply not from him. Ah Ning tried to get rid of the panic in her heart, and she sent a text message to Su Heng: Heng, I miss you, I miss the days when we go to class together.
This year's Chinese New Year's Eve was particularly lively, but such excitement did not reach Ah Ning's room. She didn't have any friends, so she had to do the English test quietly. I suddenly received a message from Su Heng in the QQ of my mobile phone: "I am Su Heng's fiancΓ©e, I hope you can leave Heng, I already have a husband and wife with him, and we will get married soon, don't be stupid anymore." Ah Ning cried, she had always believed him, but why did he lie to her. At eleven o'clock in the evening, Su Heng sent a message: Fool, did you sleep? Today's Chinese New Year's Eve is too busy to say Happy New Year to you? Ah Ning looked at the information, the tears in the corners of his eyes never dried, he didn't want to pay attention to his news, but he still wanted to tear through this layer of thick fog that had been precipitated in his heart for a long time: I haven't slept yet, Heng, you're getting married, aren't you? β¦β¦β¦ I didn't wait for a reply on my phone. Early the next morning, Ning received Su Heng's reply: How can I get married? Who told you! Su Heng's reply looks very real, if it weren't for that message and yesterday's QQ message, Ah Ning would have believed him. But Ah Ning knew that he and she were about to be a thing of the past. Since then, Ah Ning has not replied to Su Heng's message. Gradually, only Ah Ning's mobile phone was left with only the QQ avatar that would no longer flash Su Heng and the number that would no longer have messages and calls. Ah Ning threw himself into his studies, eager to fight for the balance of deception. But her chaotic heart made her no longer as good as before. After the college entrance examination, Ah Ning agreed to a boy's pursuit. She said: Now she is going to start looking for the next Su Heng. In the vast world, she wants to test one by one, wearing a mask, which one is Su Heng.
From freshman year to graduation, Ah Ning had a lot of boyfriends. There is only one reason for the breakup, how are you not like him? On the day of graduation, the QQ avatar that had not flashed for five years suddenly flashed in Ah Ning's eyes like a heartbeat, Su Heng said: "Ah Ning, it was my fault at the beginning, I shouldn't have deceived you, maybe I really had feelings for you at the time, and I couldn't let you go, so I deceived you." It's been a long time since I've heard from you, and it's been five years, how are you doing? I don't dare to beg for your forgiveness in the past five years, but I still want to give it a try today. "That's right, it's been five years, why didn't I hate him when I saw his news, but like the soft sunshine that was sprinkled on Su Heng in Kunming that day, it brought me throbbing and warmth?" Ah Ning said: "I have already forgiven you. Su Heng: "Ah Ning, really? Then you can treat me as your brother, let me take care of you as before, and relieve my guilt for you. Ah Ning didn't speak. But she knew that in front of him, no matter how much time passed, she would never forget him, and it would always be difficult for her not to listen to him.
At the age of seventeen, in the rainy summer, you appeared in front of my eyes and said to me that you love me and that your hope is always sunny. It's a pity that there is still a deadline...