Chapter 126: Between Love and Non-Love
Meng Shuirou raised a glass in one hand, looking at Zhao Tianyou with a smile on her face, her big black eyes were rippling, and her slightly red cheeks showed a trace of heroism.
"Okay, Shui Rou, I'm done!"
It was midnight when the moon was cold and the stars were scarce, and the young people who were watching the year lit all kinds of fireworks on the hillside, and the ping-pong resounded throughout the valley, and the colorful light shone in the night sky. In addition to studying gunpowder and cannonballs, fireworks and firecrackers are by-products and experiments in the process, and Zhou Yuan was the first to open a school-like teaching that went further than the blacksmith workshop.
The basic teaching of gunpowder was standardized to ensure that even an apprentice with a little literacy could understand and get started in a very short time, and the teaching laboratory changed from simple and simple to a fully functional and safe experimental center over time.
In the rapid development of these two technologies, Zhao Tianyou has invested almost all the resources, and the gold and silver treasures accumulated in the past have bottomed out, and the construction speed of Hong Kong Island will slow down without opening up new sources of wealth, which is not what Zhao Tianyou wants to see.
"Brother Tianyou, why are you unhappy?"
Meng Shuirou, who had drunk a lot of soju, sat next to Zhao Tianyou, holding a small wooden stick in her hand, teasing the little gray ash that was rolling coquettishly in front of her.
Zhao Tianyou retracted his gaze towards the vast endless sea, nodded and said, "I'm not unhappy, I just remembered what happened before, and I was a little distracted!" I don't know how the old man of the Meng family is doing, which island they have settled on, and they won't send us a letter to report their safety! ”
Alone in a foreign land as a stranger, every festival is full of relatives.
He has a very deep experience now, even if there are thousands of troops around him, and countless people are willing to go to the soup for his words, but after all, this is not his home, and he can't feel the warmth and love of home.
Meng Shuirou is much more beautiful than his previous girlfriend, with a resolute personality, good ability, and a super figure, he appreciates and likes it from the bottom of his heart, why don't you accept it? There's only one reason why the feeling right now isn't love!
He wanted to leave himself a bottom line, not to completely sink into this ancient and fresh era, to leave himself a small square inch world, and to retain the memories and feelings of the previous twenty years.
For women in this era, a hero and a hero may be the reason for her admiration, of course, an ingot of gold is obviously more direct. For men, being young and beautiful can give birth and complete the task of having children and spreading offspring, and I am afraid that there will be no more.
As a modern education, Zhao Tianyou, who has experienced emotional entanglements and has come out, is a professional soldier who is unswerving in his life goals, and after crossing into this world, he has not really integrated into it.
It is like a lonely traveler, shuttling through the long river of history, losing his past goals, an instinct in the environment around him, drifting with the tide and not being willing to accept the status quo, and being understood to participate in this great era and great war.
For him, victory is only to save the lives of those he cares about, to ensure that they are not consumed by the boundless flames of war, and that they have a place to stay. But as he got deeper and deeper, he had reached the height of deciding the ownership of a city, but his own heart was not really happy.
The process of historical civilization has been stirred, and how much impact it has on the future, he has deduced and considered it countless times, from worrying and being afraid to facing it calmly, his inner struggle can be described as a mixed taste. I also thought about what kind of mood it would be to wake up from the barracks of the special operations brigade after a good night's sleep?
When all this gradually understood that it was impossible to go back, he stepped on a one-way train without a fixed platform, and he could never be headless, and he felt extremely lonely and lonely in his heart.
Among all the people he knows and intersects, Mu Chenglin can be said to be a person who can talk deeply, and in the process of getting along in the past, only talking to him is still a little relaxed. Lin Chenglin is a wise man who has seen through officialdom and shopping malls, and his views on business make Zhao Tianyou admire, he has a lot of business ideas that are out of the times, but after all, Zhao Tianyou can't come out of the tray, and that invisible diaphragm has always existed.
For Meng Shuirou, it was the first time he saw a woman when he came to this world, with many characteristics of beauty, stunning, innocence and immaculateness. If they had met in the past, Zhao Tianyou would have low self-esteem and blush, and he would not know what to do, such a beautiful and beautiful woman should not belong to him.
"Don't worry, God bless big brother, they will be fine, I will pray for them every night, the sea god will always bless them!"
Zhao Tianyou smiled, stretched out his big hand and touched the top of her head, naturally pinched a soft face, Meng Shuirou didn't feel a little abnormal, and calmly turned his face to rub his hand, as if a kitten was playing with his owner's hand.
"Shui Rou, I know your thoughts, it's not that you're not beautiful enough, it's not that I don't like you, it's that I have a problem with myself, do you understand?"
The big black eyes blinked, because the water vapor in the eyes of the close just now was a little thicker, and the bright eyes seemed to be dripping under the reflection of the torches around him, but the eyes changed from calm to incomprehensible, and from doubt to anxiety.
"Oops! It's not what you think! ”
From Meng Shuirou's eyes, he guessed what this ghost girl was thinking, after all, in the Song Dynasty, the ideological imprisonment was opened, and women could apply for divorce in the dynasty, and there were many things between men and women who were self-taught.
There are many mentions in the folk tales that men don't mention, and when people around them joke, they often say it, and after hearing and witnessing more, Meng Shuirou naturally thinks that Zhao Tianyou said, I have a problem and just don't mention it.
"Oh, you are not allowed to think about it, it's not a physical problem, it's here!" Zhao Tianyou pointed to his head, but unfortunately his explanation was getting more and more deviated, and the doubts in Meng Shuirou's eyes were even stronger, and there was even a trace of sadness.
The male style of the Great Song Dynasty is prevalent, and some literati and writers still think that it is fashionable to have male pets, and the little scholars with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes around them are even more feminine one by one, no wonder Zhao Tianyou pointed to his head, and Meng Shuirou immediately thought of liking men.
"Oh my god! You can't think nonsense, I like women, I like women outright, and I am a pure man who is like a fake! Zhao Tianyou blushed, thinking that it was a bit too much to talk about this issue with a girl, and how to prove this? There was a trace of desire and impulse in my heart, and I had the idea of proving it to her on the spot.
"Brother God, do you have a wife?"
"No, no, absolutely nothing!"