Chapter 20: Grief and Indignation

Li Hu was taken to the empty camp by Ah Chang, his heart was discouraged, Ah Chang also scolded and shoved Li Hu a few times on the way, Li Hu almost fell on his head, at this time Li Hu did not have any hope for life, and he silently recalled his sad life in the camp alone.

Duan Chen looked at Ah Chang standing outside the camp angrily, Duan Chen sighed lightly, patted Ah Chang's shoulder, then opened the curtain and walked in to see Li Hu sitting there silently alone.

Duan Chen walked behind Li Hu, untied his rope, and asked, Brother, what is there that can't be overcome? We Xianbei people have a saying, called, communication canals can become rivers, and changing evil and returning to righteousness can become good people. Brother, let's talk about it.

Li Hu looked at Duan Chen sitting in front of him, and had thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to say, but the words were all in his mouth, but he couldn't say them, so he had to talk about it well, hey.

Duan Chen patted Li Hu on the shoulder and said, don't you say it, let me say, I, Duan Chen, am a disloyal, unfilial, capricious, insidious and cunning person, when I was just born, my mother died because of giving birth to me, my father resented me because of this, he was in the tribe, and then my father married a new lady, and I had a lot of younger brothers and sisters, because my father was tired of me, so he spread me far away, and let me take some old and weak tribes to move south, and later, I settled down in the Jiuyuan area, It was the happiest day of my life.

It's a pity that soon this kind of life is over, I slowly began to be dissatisfied with the status quo, I want to be a great sweat, I want more power, I want more people, I start to get tired of the current life, I start to yearn for a drunken life, I start to want more and more beautiful women, my desire is like a greedy snake, constantly devouring me.

Until one day, the news of my father's death came, I didn't have a trace of grief and sadness, I was very happy, I wanted to laugh, I was trembling with excitement, because I couldn't remember what my father looked like, I led my men and horses to the royal court, my lovely brother has been on the throne with the support of the tribal leaders, I am riding a tiger, and there are not many people to support me, the tribal leaders are not optimistic about me, I want to start a rebellion, but there is a shortage of manpower, I have to endure it, Who knew that my stepmother and my brother were unusually enthusiastic about me.

I was a little embarrassed at first, I felt that I felt the warmth of family affection, I felt that I could feel a little bit of happiness for a moment, I thought, maybe this life is not bad, what money and power women are all on the side, what I didn't expect is that I was still too naïve, when they warmly invited me to the dinner, a glass of poisoned wine was delivered to me, I was of course defenseless at that time, I drank the cup of poisoned wine.

Then I didn't know what I had been through, and when I woke up, I was lying in a deserted and dry valley, surrounded by dead bodies, and vultures were circling in the sky, and there were some vultures on the ground eating these dead bodies, and I almost had a vulture pecking at my eyes, and I went south like a flower child, following behind a caravan, and after a lot of hardships along the way, I finally got to the upper valley, and had just eaten some leftovers at a restaurant, which was the best meal I had in that time. I fell asleep against the corner and waited for me to wake up.

Duan Chen looked at Li Hu with a smile and said, I woke up and was thrown into this valley, and then I was infected with a vicious disease, and I was almost dying, I was groggy all the time, I didn't know if I could hold on, until later, I woke up again, and I saw the Yin brothers, when I was the saddest, it was the Yin brothers who were taking care of me, at first, I was careful to guard against these two guys, and then I found out that these two guys really wanted to help me, but I still didn't worry, these days, I've been looking around, I want to get out of here, but I don't know where my future is. The reason why I said that going north to take people out of the jam is just to give everyone hope.

When Duan Chen said this, he spread his hands slightly, brother, when it comes to now, you see, I am talking to myself alone, what about you? Brother, I don't know what your name is.

Li Hu felt embarrassed to continue to be silent like this when he heard this, this guy said this to himself from the bottom of his heart, if he didn't say anything, maybe he might really be killed like this, Li Hu's heart was horizontal, and the worst thing left and right was just death. Thinking of this, Li Hu glanced at Duan Chen, only to see Duan Chen looking at himself, spreading his hands and smiling at himself slightly, Li Hu simply didn't care about anything, and said directly.

Li Hu said slowly, I know what your name is, they all call you Duan Chen, I know, you must be the royal family of the Duan family, but, I didn't expect your status to be so high? However, you are all good, at least you know that you are a Xianbei person, and what about me Li Hu? I don't even know who I am, my ancestors are all Qiang, after being attached to the imperial court, the imperial court gave the surname Li, since then we have a Han name, our family has served as the imperial court for generations to pacify and monitor the Qiang people.

I grew up in the family to accept the atmosphere of loyalty and patriotism, who knows that there are unforeseen circumstances, people have good fortune and misfortune, my father offended the imperial lieutenant Jia Chong, people are both relatives of the emperor and important ministers of the court, killing our family is not like crushing a small worm, and this does not need to be done by yourself, our whole family is distributed to the army, the army is filled, the sale is sold, and the head is beheaded.

I was only eighteen years old at the time, and ten years have passed, the Jia family has become more prominent and unattainable, and my brothers and sisters have been somewhat humiliated and died, and some have been separated and disappeared, and after I was assigned to Youzhou, because I dared to fight for my life, fought bravely, and made many meritorious contributions, but unfortunately, whether it was Liu Hong in Youzhou, or Geng Hao in Shanggu, or Cui Mi in Pingzhou, the eyes looked at me playfully, no matter how much I made great achievements, how many enemy heads I beheaded, in their eyes, I'll always be an insignificant bug, even a little disgusting.

Li Hu said slowly, the disgust that comes out of my bones can't be eliminated no matter how I hide it, I've struggled, I've worked hard, I've tried to give gifts, I have tried to give my military exploits to my boss, I tried to flatter my boss, I tried to be a cow and a horse for my boss, but what was the result?

Li Hu said this, there is already a little sad and angry, and there is not much improvement, when there is a war, I think of letting me rush to kill, what character is the most dangerous, let me go, as if I was born to do this kind of thing, the battle exploits are theirs, and I have nothing to do with it, no matter what you do, you can only live like this for the rest of your life, I Li Hu is really good, now, any random frustrated bird team leader who came out of nowhere wants to fix me, and wants to kill me, I Li Hu is so good!

Li Hu's two eyes seemed to be spewing fire at this time, Duan Chen looked at Li Hu's eyes, came up and hugged Li Hu hard, and said, Brother, let's mess up this bullshit world together!