Sin yourself

Since the update was interrupted in June, it has not been updated for several months, and there has been nothing to do throughout the month, but I can always make a lot of excuses for myself: for example, the weather is too hot; The mind cannot be stilled; All kinds of troubles....... in fact, they are clear in their hearts, these are all excuses, and they know in their hearts that they can't and dare not slack off easily every day, because the time to study is one day less, and I sometimes wish I could learn everything in one day, just like the Matrix Empire, the kind of computer program that directly enters endless knowledge into the brain, it is obviously impossible, too impetuous and greedy.

Seeing that 2018 has gradually come to September, it is only three months to be full, looking back on myself for most of the year, I don't know what I have done, I have to sink down and remember well, seriously reflect on what I have done in the past eight or nine months, and what "hidden shortcomings" I have not been found. I spent almost a day summarizing it, hoping to bring some lessons to the passing year of 2018 and give myself a wake-up call.

Since I was a child, I have found myself to be a very "lazy" person, this laziness is not only lazy in action, but also has a lazy attitude to think about problems, in other words, unwilling to use my brain.

This may have something to do with my family, I am the only child in the family, my mother has taken special care of me since I was a child, and I have basically never done any work in the family since I was a child, except for watching TV every day. Anyway, my reading performance has always been poor when I was a child, because I just don't like to dig deep and explore the potential meaning behind the problem, so the whole person is a lot stupid.

As a result, I found a serious problem in the house, and that was that I had little ability to think independently, and I was afraid to think for myself. This will make my learning inefficient, and repeating simple learning all the time is actually a kind of "pseudo-diligence".

Growing up, I was often asked the question: What do you want to do in the future? Or do you have any plans for yourself in the future?

I remember answering such a question every time it was very vague because I didn't have a clear idea myself. When I was a child, I was ignorant, but now that I have grown up, this problem is imminent. Because it doesn't solve it, even if I try hard, I'm like a fly in a cup, and I will only hit a wall everywhere.

Li Ka-shing is trying to say that a person does things for a myriad of specific purposes, but they must be subordinate to a lofty goal.

I lacked a clear general direction for my future, and I always fantasized that I could do anything in the future. I am not too young, I should re-examine my core goals with the end in mind, and then make a phased strategic plan to live the remaining 2018 in an orderly manner.

I've always been blinded by my own stubbornness, and I've started to comfort myself before I reach the limit of what I can. Sometimes I think I'm really funny, haha.

Finally, to summarize briefly: having the ability to think independently, a clear direction and purposeful diligence are what I lack at the moment, and they are also the three characteristics that many young people with dreams should have. Let's work in this direction! Of course, from today onwards, we must keep the number of updates, and we can't go through the mess anymore, hey!