Chapter 378: Don't ask the way forward
Bai Lan stood there, stubbornly trying to express her open-mindedness, but tears poured out uncontrollably, slid across her face and fell, and her sad appearance was heartbreaking.
"Sister Lan, don't look like this......"
Xie Xiaochuan couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but defend Yang Yi and said: "You know that Brother Yang has a fiancée, he is old-fashioned and likes to make promises......
"I don't blame him, he's so good, in fact, I just like him like this, if he is as attentive as other men, or I don't like him that much......"
Bai Lanqiang smiled, what she said was also the truth, so that if you love someone, you will love it for a lifetime, and a man who can't tolerate others at all is what she loves and appreciates.
It's just that she couldn't help but feel aggrieved in her heart, feeling that what was wrong with her, and she couldn't tolerate any place in his heart.
Once Bai Lan thought that she was different from other women, she would never fall in love with the same man as other women, the man she fell in love with must only love herself, and she couldn't tolerate others at all, if that man still had someone else in his heart, then he was no longer worthy of his own love, and he would wave away without hesitation, and then give him a disdainful and contemptuous look, let him know that in addition to him, he would have a better man.
It's not that he doesn't want himself, it's that he doesn't deserve himself!
But now, Bai Lan found that she was the same as all women, and she would become so humble when she fell in love with someone, it turned out that as long as she could be by his side, she didn't care about anything, what her status was, it didn't matter, as long as she could stay by his side.
But now, Yang Yi didn't even give her this opportunity.
This left Bai Lan devastated.
"Okay, crying, crying, what does it look like!"
Old man Bai's crutches slammed on the ground, and he glared at Bai Lan with hatred: "That bastard doesn't like you, it's because he has eyes and no beads, it's his loss, my Bai Daqian's daughter, not only looks good, but also is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, I don't believe that he can't marry without him - looking back, I really don't know what you like about that kid?" It doesn't matter if you're not tall enough, it's not a good thing to look like you're still a thief......"
The more he said it, the more angry the old man Bai became, and said in his heart that if you are so sad for a beautiful son, Lao Tzu can understand - for such a good thing, is it worth shedding a basket of tears?
"Yes, yes, I think so too!"
Xie Xiaochuan was busy echoing on the side, on the one hand, he was afraid of Old Man Bai's crutches knocking on the door of his head, and he didn't have the intention of hating Yang Yi too ruthlessly, and said in his heart that Sister Lan was much older than herself, otherwise if such a girl liked herself, she would definitely be a hundred happy!
"Dad, Xiaochuan, don't talk about him like that......"
Bai Lan glanced at Old Man Bai and Xie Xiaochuan dissatisfiedly, wiped the corners of her eyes and couldn't help but say with some resentment: "He treats me like this, in fact, I don't blame him, I won't stop him if he wants to leave, let alone pester him, but why doesn't he even want to say goodbye to me?" ”
Brute!
Hearing this, Old Man Bai held back these two words from between his teeth, and said in his heart that Yang Yi, this bastard, is simply not a person!
"Ogawa, what are your plans next?"
Bai Lan quickly cleaned up her mood and looked at Xie Xiaochuan, she didn't like to let people see her weak side.
"I don't know, I have to discuss it with Brother Dayong and Uncle Dong before making a decision!"
Xie Xiaochuan nodded, in fact, he had already made a decision in his heart, but he was afraid of stimulating Bai Lan, so he didn't say it.
"Dad, have you been to the provincial capital over there?"
After Xie Xiaochuan left, Bai Lan looked at the distance and asked faintly.
"Where birds don't, what's there to go?" Old Man Bai snorted angrily.
Bai Lan was silent, secretly thinking that if there was a chance, he must go over there to see what the place he couldn't wait to go back to was like, so desperate to leave himself and leave the world of flowers in Shanghai.
Shi Dayong, Lao Dong and others have recovered a lot of injuries, and they are half lying in the small courtyard basking in the sun and recuperating their bodies.
Because of the death of Cheng Quan and the others, and the fact that Yang Yi and Du Yuesheng had said hello, the military commanders would no longer trouble them, so they no longer had to hide their heads and tails as before.
"The military commander can't go back, and he doesn't want to go back!"
Shi Dayong muttered: "For the chairman, for the country, I have done enough to shed enough blood, my brother is not even dead, next, I want to live for myself......"
Lao Dong also smiled: "President Du asked someone to bring a message, saying that if we are interested, we will go to him when the injury is healed, and follow him to eat, think it should be good......
Hearing this, everyone's faces had a sense of hope, and they began to imagine their future lives, they believed that with Du Yuesheng's care, they and others should be able to live two completely different lives from the previous years, and they would live a very comfortable and comfortable life.
Xie Xiaochuan looked at everyone with some disappointment, everyone became so strange in his eyes, this is a group of people who have completely lost hope, they are only waiting for old age and death, he never thought that they would become like this.
But he doesn't blame Shi Dayong, Lao Dong and others, after all, just like Shi Dayong just said, they have done enough, shed enough blood and tears, and then want to live for themselves, there is nothing wrong with this.
And by now, all of them have died, and those who are infinitely close to death often become necessary to spare their lives.
It's just that Xie Xiaochuan knew that it was definitely not the life he wanted, and he said: "I want to go to Yang Ye and follow him!" ”
Hearing this, Shi Dayong, Lao Dong and the others were also surprised, and they didn't seem to know Xie Xiaochuan either.
For a long time, Xie Xiaochuan has been the object of their care because of his young age, and Xie Xiaochuan has always listened to what they say, but now, Xie Xiaochuan is unwilling to do what they arrange anymore.
"I've grown up!"
Xie Xiaochuan smiled and said, "Brother Dayong, Uncle Dong, thank you for taking care of me over the years, I believe that we will meet again in the future......"
After saying this, Xie Xiaochuan went out without looking back and went to the station.
Lao Dong, Shi Dayong and others hugged the door, watching Xie Xiaochuan's back gradually disappear into the crowd.
Xie Xiaochuan did not look back, and Lao Dong and the others did not stay.
Because they are all ready to start a new life, and no one knows what the future holds for the new life they have chosen, but for better or worse, they need to face it for themselves and take responsibility for their choices.
So, I can only silently bless each other in the bottom of my heart, say a word of cherishment, and everything goes well.