Jiang Tian was colorless and dustless, and the lonely moon wheel in the bright sky, Qing Ning was lying on the lawn in front of Mu Lingna's cabin, looking up at the lonely moon in the sky, just like her current state of mind, extremely cold.

She didn't know what kind of mood she felt when she finally found Xin'er that day, the blood on the ground spread a foot long, soaking the entire green grass, Xin'er's clothes were disheveled, covered in blood, there was no half of the popularity in her eyes, her eyes were red, like a predatory beast, there was only killing intent left, and the dozen or so Royal Forest Army around her were all cut off from their lives, and blood flowed all over the ground, even the corpses were unrecognizable, lying there motionless, and even so, Xin'er still held a sword blade, stabbing the corpses of those Royal Forest Army with a sword.

Could it be that she was ......

Qing Ning immediately ran over, clasped Xin'er's shoulders, looked down at all this, and said again and again: "Xin'er, Xin'er, I'm Qing Ning, I'm Qing Ning!" ”

Although she had been cut by the sword in Xin'er's hand, new wounds and old pains were intertwined, but not a single drop of the sparkle in her eyes was due to these almost fainting pains.

"Xin'er, it's okay, it's okay, I'll take you home." That day, she didn't know how long she screamed, Xin'er came back to her senses, called her "girl" silently, closed her eyes, and fainted.

She took Xin'er to the small cabin that Mu Ling once called home, where she might also get a little comfort.

I don't know when, a pot of wine appeared on her head, she came back to her senses, calmed down, moved slightly and sat up, looking at Mu Ling who was sitting on the side with wine.

Her wounds still need to be recuperated for a while, and it is not suitable for drinking, but only Mu Ling will comfort her heart with something that makes her feel a little more comfortable.

She took it, raised her head, and poured down a large sip of wine, as if only in this way could she feel better, because of the injury, she coughed lightly twice when she stopped, bowed her head and was silent, as if she had thought for a long time, and after thinking for a long time, she thought about it for a long time before she asked: "Your Highness, can you find two words to describe me?" ”

"Self-inflicted, not a thing" Mu Ling looked at the moonlight, said lightly, and lay back on the grass, pillowing his arms, looking at the moonlight.

Self-inflicted, not a thing. These two words are used to sum her up really incisively, since she has the intention of taking advantage of it from the beginning, why is it necessary to move her true feelings, since she wants to compete fairly, why should she be so good to her, let her suffer so much, and end up like this.

But it's not a thing.

Qing Ning raised her hand and drank the rest of the wine, not much, thinking that Mu Ling didn't let her drink too much, so she didn't fight a lot.

She put the wine jar on the ground and moved and lay on Mu Ling, he seemed to have become her most comfortable bed, Mu Ling smiled in her heart, and a deep and beautiful voice sounded: "The position is reversed!" ”

Qing Ning didn't understand it at first, but after thinking about it carefully, she understood the meaning of that sentence, this guy was secretly teasing her again, she stretched out her elbow to slap him, and said, "Less nonsense." ”

He exhaled in pain, but there was a smile on his face, and he turned around suddenly, pressed against her, and said with a smile: "This is the right position." Saying that, he lowered his head to her lips, greedily gently encroaching on her breath, the fragrance of flowers and plants, accompanied by the light aroma of wine in the woman's mouth, surrounded him, extremely comfortable, he continued his movements, but inadvertently felt the wet temperature of his lips for the first time.

He was startled, looked up at the woman under him, a pair of big eyes with a layer of mist, and actually left two lines of tears, gently and shallowly, sliding into his heart.

"Mu Ling, do you know? You were the first to see me shed tears. As Qing Ning spoke, he hooked the man's neck with both hands, propped himself up, and took the initiative to respond to his kiss, the two figures, between the obsession, drunk with the moonlight.

Qingning stayed all night, and it was not until the morning of the second day that she saw Xin'er wake up, she immediately brought a bowl of porridge diligently, scooped a spoonful and blew it lightly until it was warm and cold, and then handed it to Xin'er's lips.

Xin'er looked at the porridge in front of her and was stunned for a long time, her eyes were still blank, but she no longer showed the killing intent like a beast.

After a long time, she turned her head to look at Qing Ning, and said in a hoarse voice that she couldn't distinguish between men and women: "Girl, is the sun okay outside?" ”

"Okay" Qing Ning responded, her eyes were slightly red, she thought she wouldn't cry easily, but it turned out that there had always been a lack of people who could touch her heart, Ah Yu was like this, and Xin'er was the same.

Qing Ning put down the porridge in her hand, got up and took two steps forward, opened the window, and a ray of sunlight shot in, shining on the face of Xin'er, who was bloodless, and it could bring her a ray of light.

"This is probably the last time I'll ever see daylight."

Listening to the cold words coming from behind her, Qing Ning's heart was shocked, and she panicked, but she still tried to squeeze out a smiling face, turned her head to Xin'er's side and said, "How come?" It shouldn't rain tomorrow! Then I'll enjoy the rain with you. ”

However, as soon as she finished saying this, Xin'er's body fell backwards uncontrollably, she was startled, and immediately supported her and let her lean on her shoulder, Xin'er's expression was painful, but the corners of her mouth hung a smile for the first time.

She leaned on Qing Ning and said slowly: "Girl, thank you for letting me experience the taste of life again." In my life, the only light I have seen is the Kong Ming lantern in the sky. ”

"Xin'er, what's wrong with you?"

"Don't worry, I still have a little bit of the poison that Bingyi gave me last time, so I can go faster" Xin'er said and moved, took off the ring on his hand, handed it to Qing Ning and continued: "This destroyed it for me." ”

"Why?"

Listening to Qing Ning's question, Xin'er lowered her eyes, looked at the ring, and remembered Sima Xin in a daze, that night, he said that this ring represented his highest trust, so he handed it over to her, but when she killed his father in the secret room, when he stopped her plan in the lobby, when the dozen or so royal guards treated her like this, her heart was dead, then simply bury this ring together.

"An old man's belongings, I don't want to stay with me anymore." Xin'er thought for a moment and continued: "Girl, I ask you one last thing. ”

"What?"

"When I die, bury me in a fire, and scatter my ashes into the sky."

"Xin'er, I can bury you here, let you live a real peace, I can also let all the people who hurt you be buried for you, let you be whipped in hell, I can even return you to your mother......" Qing Ning looked painful, and said unwillingly: "Why? Do you have to frustrate the bones and scatter the ashes? ”

After everyone dies, they want to keep a whole corpse so that the soul has a place to rest, but why does she have to erase all traces of herself in the world, or even leave no shadow at all?

"I just want to taste it once, really, freely."

Freedom, the word is too luxurious for her, a lifetime, sixteen years, trapped in a cage, unable to be freed, and now, after death, erase everything of today, and start over!

Xin'er looked at the red sun, which had begun to rise, and finally closed her eyes, she walked very quietly, and the smile on the corner of her mouth showed the happiest time of her life.

Qing Ning also let her lean quietly, her eyes just staring at the red sun, mourning the departure of the people around her, and congratulating her on her liberation.

However, what Qing Ning never knew was that Xin'er, who she inadvertently screamed, was only called by this woman's mother, and inadvertently gave her the only warmth left in the world, and also accelerated her speed towards death.