Chapter 141: I Am the Wind
After openly contradicting Yan Jin that day, Zhen Ai went to receive the punishment, packed his things and was about to go to the extremely cold place. There is also a part of the underground money bank in the extremely cold place of Huainan, where it is extremely cold all year round, and the people who can be sent there are the ones who do not die because of their sins, and they cannot escape the kind of sins.
Mu Yun and Mo Bing both persuaded Zhen Ai, she didn't make any big mistakes, there was no need to volunteer to go to that extremely cold place. And Zhen Ai insisted on receiving this punishment, and he had to go to that bitter cold place to experience the wind and frost.
Some people in the underground money bank are respectful to Zhen Ai, and they also have deep feelings for Zhen Ai, knowing that she is going to Huainan, they all come to persuade her. Zhen Ai refused one by one, she emphasized that this time she had to go to Huainan, it had nothing to do with the young master, nor did she have anything to do with the punishment this time, but she suddenly wanted to change the environment. Staying in Bianjing for a long time will make people more and more depressed, she has been here for several years, at first she never thought that she would stay here for so long, after all, she is a wandering person, she is used to living indefinitely, I didn't expect that she could also stay here for a few years because of a person.
However, recently, she suddenly found out that what she had been insisting on was a wrong decision, she wanted to become her former self, unrestrained, without any worries, so that her heart could have a buffer for a period of time, only in this way, when she came back again, she would still be the proud Zhen Ai.
Liang Chenyue knew that she couldn't persuade Zhen Ai, so she had to help her pack up each other's things. Zhen Ai is not like Mo Bing, her residence is only in the underground bank, so all her things are here.
Bringing a flute, a sharp sword, some powder, and some clothes as her bag, and her favorite horse, she was going to ride alone to Huainan.
Zhen Ai's room was only herself and Liang Chenyue, and there were not many things, so they were quickly cleaned up. After taking another look at this room, there was not much memory in her heart, but when she looked up and saw Liang Chenyue, she suddenly felt a little reluctant.
"Zhen Ai, do you have to go?" Liang Chenyue asked. Mu Yun and the others would not understand why Zhen Ai suddenly made such a decision, but Liang Chenyue could understand. From the first time they met, she had already understood what Zhen Ai had been obsessed with, and now she didn't have those attachments, so she needed a time to sort out her heart.
When they first met, she rejected her, because she was always the only woman in the underground bank, and she rode on her head as soon as she came, so she regarded her as an enemy. But they are both killers, and Zhen Ai respects herself. She had always known that this so-called respect was all because of her ability, and it had nothing to do with whether she was her superior or not.
Zhen Ai is such an iron-clad woman, she has never beaten around the bush, if she likes it, she likes it, and if she hates it, she hates it. Therefore, when she recognizes her face, she will let go of all the dissatisfaction with her so quickly, and the relationship between them will become so good.
Zhen Ai nodded, without any hesitation. After that, he untied the short flute on his waist and handed it to Liang Chenyue, saying, "I will hand over this short flute to you..."
Liang Chenyue hurriedly shook her head, she knew that Zhen Ai liked this short flute very much, otherwise how could she carry it with her every day and not leave it for a moment, when she handed it to her, she felt very heavy, and she couldn't help it.
Zhen Ai directly put the short flute on Liang Chenyue's hand, the affirmation in his eyes deepened a little, and said, "Chenyue, please accept it." Because of this short flute, I became not like myself, and I insisted on following the pace of a person, I thought that it was best to go on like this, so I ignored the silent contribution of others to me. But now, I really want to try to make some changes and make a little bit of a difference in my life, you know? This departure was not a sudden decision I made, after so long, I finally had the courage to make this decision, so no one could persuade me. ”
Wan Yan Jin's distrust finally crushed the little hope in her heart, she was so arrogant, so arrogant that she could not be questioned at all, so if she didn't even have the most basic trust in her, then what room did she have to stay here.
Liang Chenyue took the short flute, she didn't know what this short flute meant to Zhen Ai, but she felt that if there was no short flute, Zhen Ai would inevitably live a more unrestrained and chic life.
"What about the wind? If you leave, I think he will have a bad time, are you really willing? Liang Chenyue looked at Zhen Ai, and she found that when she talked about Shuofeng, the color in Zhen Ai's eyes was different.
Zhen Ai patted his bag and stood up, and walked straight to the door as he said, "I'll make it clear with him!" This time, maybe three months, maybe half a year, or longer, I hope that when I come back, my heart will be clear, and I will be able to better accept his love without other emotions mixed in. ”
Zhen Ai opened the wooden door, said goodbye to the brothers in the underground bank, looked around, but there was no wind among so many people, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and finally there was no more nostalgia and went to the manger to pick up the horse.
However, she had barely gotten to the manger when she saw Shuofeng leading a brown-red horse and feeding it food. Hearing the footsteps, he didn't need to look to know that it was Zhen Ai, seeing that she was holding a sharp sword and a bag in her hand, he couldn't tell what kind of emotions were in his eyes, but he was not as bright as he used to see her, maybe he was a little disappointed.
Zhen Ai walked over, her hand was combed along the horse's hair, the horse rubbed her hand with her head, and even the horse's tail began to shake, this is her horse, she doesn't listen to anyone's words, she is very proud, but she loves to listen to her and Shuofeng. For this reason, Mu Yun also protested many times, why are they all male killers, but the horse only likes to be close to Shuofeng, she thinks that Shuofeng often feeds it, how can it not listen to him.
"I've fed Kyaukxue this morning." Zhen Ai was the first to speak.
Shuofeng nodded, she was leaving today, and he must know that she had fed the horses.
"Kyaukxue is going to accompany you for a long journey, so you should feed it more." Shuo Feng didn't stop the movements of his hands, nor did he look up at Zhen Ai again, as usual, their conversation was so simple.
Zhen Ai pursed her lips, she wanted to hear other words from Shuofeng's mouth, so that she would always have a concern in her heart and not forget the return date.
"Shuofeng, I'm leaving..."
As soon as these words came out, Shuo Feng's hand holding the green hay shook obviously, and the whole person seemed to stiffen. glanced up at Zhen Ai, that glance contained too much. In the past few days, as soon as she said that she was going to leave here, the brothers of the underground bank, including Mo Bing, Mu Yun and Liang Chenyue, all asked her why she wanted to leave, how long she had been gone, and she would return in time. In the past, if something happened to her, Shuo Feng, who cared about her the most, was quiet, and even she didn't want to stay with him for a longer time, and he kept avoiding her, as if he could act as if nothing had happened if she didn't tell him.
But today, he still came to feed her horses, because Kyaukxue would be with her for a long, long time.
She wouldn't stay because Shuofeng said a word to stay, but she still wanted to hear him say don't go, so that she could have some worries in her heart.
After one look at her, Shuo Feng stopped what he was doing and looked straight at her, as if interrogating whether what she said was true.
"Why?" The voice was a little hoarse because it had been suppressed for too long, and when he looked at Zhen Ai, he was flustered for a moment, he didn't want her to go, but he didn't know how to keep it, would she stay because of his retention? The answer is no.
"Shuofeng, I didn't understand why so many people had to live less and less like themselves in life. You are the wind, so you should be wanton and chic. You are a tree, so you should be content with the soil. But now I understand that there are many times when we are confused by the imagination in front of us, and then we will blindly pursue those things that do not belong to us in the first place..."Zhen Ai thought about it, and decided to say goodbye to Shuofeng, she didn't want to miss out on it between them because of this.
But who knows, the more she spoke, the deeper and darker Shuofeng's gaze became, and then directly interrupted her words and said: "Zhen Ai, I understand, you don't have to say it anymore, I don't want to embarrass you because of this..."
After saying this, she was about to leave, Zhen Ai realized that Shuo Feng completely regarded the person she was telling as his own, he thought she was telling her that she didn't belong to him, but the person she was describing was herself, and she suddenly began to panic.
Zhen Ai quickly caught up with Shuo Feng, grabbed his hand without any hesitation, wrapped his arms around his waist in Shuo Feng's eyes full of surprise, and said: "Shuo Feng, in fact, what I want to say is that now I can see clearly and understand that the person who belongs to me has actually been by my side all along. My departure is not a departure from you. I'm Zhen Ai, I'm the wind, but I've been restrained here for too long, my heart has too many things, I'm afraid I can't accommodate everything you give. So, I want to leave, give me three months, or half a year, or longer, and let me be a new me, and then I will love you again, okay? ”、
Shuo Feng was completely stunned by Zhen Ai's words, he never thought that there would be such a moment, and the person in his arms was his sweetheart.
The strength of his waist is so clearly visible, and every word Zhen Ai says keeps spinning in his mind, reminding him that this is not a dream, and his sweetheart is in his arms, talking to him about loving him.
Time stopped for a moment, Zhen Ai's heart beat a drum, Shuo Feng didn't say a word, she was afraid that he wouldn't be able to say it well. So she asked again, "Shuofeng, are you waiting for me?" ”
"Good!"
The voice that had been suppressed for a long time came from the top of his head, and he could hear his deliberately withheld excitement. Zhen Ai was very happy, he said yes!
He said he would wait for her! I have never been so happy, so happy. This time I went out to wander, I had one more person in my heart, and I had a return date, which was different from before.