The new book was released, thanks to the first alliance leader "Hailanzhu" and the second alliance leader "twomix560". The release time is 8-9 a.m. and 18-19 p.m. daily. Due to the difficulty of writing, there is no way to change more in the early stage, please understand. ）

The college entrance examination has just ended, first of all, I wish the senior high school students a smooth examination room and can enter the ideal school.

My college entrance examination was 20 years ago, and there is no need to think about it, the tension and anxiety occasionally come back to my dreams, laughing at me, an adult who has long since left high school.

Speaking of which, every time I write a book, the anxiety in my heart is really similar to the college entrance examination that year, and the severity is much worse, like a concrete and tiny little model, but I know that for the next nearly a year, it will always exist, doing everything it can to sabotage and destroy my writing enthusiasm and inspiration.

But it also helps, and destroying means rebuilding, and I have to tear it down over and over again so that the creative feeling is maintained.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that I should be grateful for this anxiety, just like I now recall the scene of the college entrance examination, it was still July, it had just rained in the summer, the sun was shining, the air was hot and humid, I had just finished painting a few rolls, there were forty minutes left, there was a rustling sound left and right, I was going to take a break and do another check, so I looked out the window and remembered that my family was waiting outside the school, and I remembered that my high school life was about to end.

Anxiety has been with me for three years, and now it will be over, and it is really an exciting and happy thing, no matter what the exam is, I secretly swear that I will never repeat it.

After all these years, I have begun to miss the anxiety of high school, the clarity of purpose and the motivation it brings. The school has already taken on a new look, it is said that it will be relocated soon, and the students have their own lives, and contact is scarce, but that anxiety is still with me, and I am warned with a very unserious and ridiculous attitude: You still have to work hard, you have to move forward, there are still many difficulties in the future, and the college entrance examination is by no means the most difficult level.

Indeed, the college entrance examination is like a mountain that everyone can see, it is difficult to climb, but it has always stood there, not moving or hiding, and those who work hard can always reach the peak.

After the college entrance examination, there is no such a clear goal, behind the peaks are all jungles, the vision is restricted, there are hidden fetters everywhere, and the walker can only vaguely guess the direction, and he has to guess again if he can't take a few steps.

I said that life was too difficult, but most of the time I just leaned against a tree and didn't move, not guessing the direction at all, thinking that the tree would shield me from the wind and rain for a lifetime, until I was soaked, and then I had to move forward again.

I know that I will not be under a tree for long, no matter how lush its branches and foliage are, it will not be able to shelter all the wind and rain, I have to move forward, look for the next tree, the new tree is probably not so tall, then I will stay a little less and move on.

There are so many metaphors that I can get lost, I just want to say that every book is a new goal, a new exam, and anxiety follows me from the moment I first conceived it, but I have learned how to get along with it, and even find a little fun in it.

Thank you to all the readers, your enthusiasm and tolerance, just like the college life ahead, helped me to reduce the anxiety of exams and even turn it into motivation.

Finally, a few more words, although the new book is a historical class, there are some real people and events in it, but it is basically in the materials that can be used at hand, and the accuracy of time and details is not sought.

Thanks again.