Chapter 136: Lovesickness in one place and sorrow in two places
After returning to Youzhou and reporting his work to Taishou and Zou Jing, Lu Peng returned to his bedroom alone, looking at the empty so-called home, and a nameless loneliness slowly rose in his heart.
Every festive season, I miss my relatives, and when I hear the laughter of the people outside the barracks and on the long street, as well as the sound of bamboo wind music coming from the courtyards of those high-ranking officials, this loneliness and longing is even more tormenting.
I took off my shoes and clothes, and then I put on a quilt, sat on the bed, and looked at the empty bedroom alone, letting the feelings of longing slowly flow in the air.
Missing my parents in my previous life, it was a heart-wrenching pain, I disappeared inexplicably, leaving my lonely parents, and I didn't know if the insurance company could pay for the million-dollar insurance I was on at the beginning? If compensation can be given, then the parents who lost their only son should have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their lives, but unfortunately, who can resolve their loneliness?
In this world, he is alone, and he has no relatives and half relatives, he originally wanted to bow to Zhang Fei and Guan Yu, but he was intercepted by Liu Bei, and his purpose was frustrated, but God was pitiful, and he finally let himself and Zhang Shiyuan Su Shuang become brothers, and he also felt the love of the two sworn brothers, which somewhat filled his empty heart, to say that there is another person in this world who makes him feel awkward and moved, that is, Zou Jing who always wants to break his leg. Not long ago, he sent someone over to let him sit and eat at his house.
I really don't know where to offend this old guy, but when he always blackens his face to himself, when he always wants to break his leg with a wooden stick, he deeply feels the kind of care and love that the elders have for his children and nephews. This kind of care and love is beyond words, and there is no fake.
Who else but these men? Lu Peng's heart was suddenly stabbed like a pinprick, that beautiful face, delicate voice, lingering in his mind every day, carefully took out the bouquet of red silk in his close pocket, the beautiful words on it, once again made Lu Peng extremely sad, on this cold night, I don't know where Yiren is now?
This is really one lovesickness, two sorrows.
This night, Lu Peng stayed awake all night.
There is also Zhuo County, which is hundreds of miles away.
The inner house of Zhuoxian County Linghou Yamen is the residence of the Great Han Riding Du Wei and Zhuoxian County Lingsun Zhan, Gongsun Zhan conquered the grassland, at this time it is rare to come back to the family reunion, after the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, all kinds of ceremonial worship, but all the people did not see their eldest daughter Gongsun Wan'er, indeed sad, sitting alone in their boudoir, listening to the laughter outside, the mood is even more depressed, the original beautiful face, haggard because of sadness, originally smart and lively eyes, but also because of longing and sad. Stretching out his jade hand, he gently stirred the wick, but he was unable to put it down, so he could only let out a soft sigh.
The maid Xiao'e looked at the thinning young lady, and she was really distressed, so she explained softly: "Miss, hasn't my uncle already sent a letter saying that the disciple has returned to Youzhou, and at this time, he has made military exploits again, and he has been promoted to captain, and he is alive and well." ”
Gongsun Yue'e was sad again, lowered her head, and a string of beaded tears fell: "Out of its east gate, there are women like clouds." Although it is like a cloud. I think about it. Silk clothes and scarves, chat about my members" and then wept and sighed: "I don't know if this disciple really has a heart, or is light-hearted." ”
"Miss, if you want to know whether the disciple is true or false, write a letter to your uncle and ask? According to the young lady of my uncle's family, that kid has returned to Youzhou to take up a post. ”
As a result, Wan'er was even more sad: "Since you are back, why didn't you see the book I left behind, or did you see it, but you didn't think so?" And how can I, though I miss it bitterly, ask for it myself? This is not in harmony with the rite (Zhou rite). ”
This is the common entanglement of young girls in Huaichun, who wants to refuse and be ashamed.
In the sorrowful knots, he fell on the bed, looked at the night sky outside the window, and listened to the cheerful laughter in the front yard, and his mood was even more depressed.
Not long ago, news came from the front, saying that Gongsun Chan had promised Yuan Shao to marry Wan'er to his frivolous prodigal son Yuan Shang, who was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, ran to his father and begged bitterly, but Gongsun Chan refused his daughter's plea in order to settle the Yuan family, which was hot in the court at that time, and not only that, but also ordered someone to strictly guard Wan'er, and she was absolutely not allowed to see anyone again.
The next day, the maid Xiao'e found that the young lady did not get up, but when she visited, she was flushed with her face and breathing hard, accompanied by a soft cough.
So he hurried to the front to inform the old lady, but Gongsun Zhan was feasting in the lobby, and when he got the news, he just frowned and replied: "Please have a Langzhong." Then he continued to raise his glass and sing.
Gongsun Chan is a ruthless character, with many wives and concubines around him, and he doesn't treat his old wife very well, of course, he doesn't treat the old wife's daughter very much, when he married Zou Jing's sister, it was because he was still a military Sima, and when Bian Zhang and Han Sui rebelled, the imperial court levied 3,000 elite cavalry from Youzhou, and gave Gongsun Chan the charm of the governor to command the 3,000 cavalry. When Gongsun Zan led his army to Jizhong, Zhang Chun, a native of Yuyang, lured Qiu Liju, the leader of Wuhuan in Liaoxi, to rebel and capture the cities of Youbeiping County and Liaoxi County. Gongsun Zhan pursued Zhang Chun and other traitors with 3,000 cavalry, made military exploits, and was promoted to cavalry captain. and concurrently served as the county commander of Zhuo County, which can be said to have soldiers and land, and it is not the former Ameng.
Recently, I heard that Liu Yu had entered Youzhou, so he asked someone to say that he was going to marry Liu Yu's widowed daughter as a flat wife, and a Zhonglang general would fall into the bag, this time, according to the level, it was much higher than the uncle in Youzhou who had been a captain for decades, so he didn't want to see Zou Jing's sister.
Of course, in order to compete for Youzhou, he killed his father-in-law Liu Yu, which shows that his character is really not flattering.
Mrs. knew that this place was powerful, and she didn't want anything, so she came to the back alone to visit her only daughter, but found that it seemed that overnight, her daughter had lost a lot of weight, and she was very distressed, so she hurriedly called Xiao'e in to ask the reason.
Xiao'e told the young lady about her illness.
At that time, the lady gave up her face for this precious daughter, wrote a letter to her brother in person, explained the situation, and then sent her henchmen to Zou Jing in Youzhou to ask him to help rescue her.