Chapter Thirty-Seven: It's All Over
The next morning, Dr. Pete got the blood test report, except for a little hypoglycemia, everything was normal and fine. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 With Dr. Pete's permission, Xie Shuyao was finally able to be discharged from the hospital. So Xie's mother used the phone of Union Hospital to call home and asked Bai Ruolin to bring clean clothes.
After Dr. Pete's reluctant farewell, Xie Shuyao finally left Union Hospital and returned to her home on Jingshan East Street.
As soon as he got home, Xie Shuyao lay on his big bed, and said to Bai Ruolin on the side with a very comfortable look: "The golden nest and the silver nest are still not as good as your own kennel!" ”
Bai Ruolin smiled and continued: "Then what kind of dog are you?" ”
Xie Shuyao rolled her eyes at Bai Ruolin, slammed into it, and asked Bai Ruolin, "Sister Ruolin, I'll take you to the Forbidden City to play in the afternoon!" ”
"Good! I've wanted to go to the Forbidden City for a long time. Bai Ruolin said excitedly.
Xie Mu suddenly pushed the door in and said, "You said you don't go to school?" ”
Xie Shuyao went to bed and said very tiredly: "Mom, I just came back from the hospital today, so I don't have to go to school today!" And Sister Ruolin also wants to go to the Forbidden City, so let's go to the Forbidden City together in the afternoon! ”
"In the afternoon, I accompanied Ruolin to the Forbidden City, you haven't been to the Forbidden City to play, the emperor's dragon chair has been secretly sat on by you, you haven't played enough?" Xie Mu directly refused.
Xie Shuyao muttered happily: "Then you can go!" ”
After lunch, Xie Shuyao stepped on her schoolbag and went directly to school.
Sitting in the classroom, Xie Shuyao didn't sit with the girls in the class, but still sat in his window seat, which made the boys around Xie Shuyao feel uneasy. Fortunately, these boys were relatively shy, and they didn't dare to come forward to talk to Xie Shuyao, Xie Shuyao saw that they didn't bother him much in a daze, so he didn't pay attention to them.
After remembering the bell after class, Xie Shuyao woke up in a daze, and heard that he was a group of boys, huddled together to read newspapers, planning all the boring reading club activities or something, Xie Shuyao wanted to continue to sleep on the table.
A girl with double ponytails cautiously came to Xie Shuyao's table, gently shook Xie Shuyao, who was sleeping, and said, "Wake up, classmate Xie Shuyao, I want to discuss with you when I look for you." I heard that Lin Huiyin is in Biyun Temple in Xiangshan, and after discussing it yesterday, the girls in our class want to go to Xiangshan together by car, and maybe they can meet the talented Lin Huiyin! It just so happened that you weren't there yesterday, and now the girls in the class don't agree to it. Come with us this weekend! ”
Xie Shuyao, who stretched her waist, looked at the very innocent girl in front of her, this girl seemed to be called Zhang Hezhen, Xie Shuyao yawned, and then smiled at the girl and said, "Is it only the girl in our class?" ”
Zhang Hezhen thought that Xie Shuyao was going to agree to go to Xiangshan together, and said happily: "Yes! Only the girls in our class, oh, and a few seniors are going to go with them. We can go to a temple together to worship the Buddha and ask for a lot, and I heard that it is very spiritual to ask for a sign there. ”
Xie Shuyao saw the two big braids dangling in front of her, and then shook her head at the girl and refused, "I'm sorry, I don't want to go." ”
"How could you not go! I heard that the scenery over there in Xiangshan is good-"
Xie Shuyao didn't want to listen to her rambling endlessly, so she simply said: "I don't have any money, I just have one dollar of pocket money every month." ”
Zhang Hezhen heard Xie Shuyao say this, so he had to compromise: "Then we invite you to go, you don't have to pay for it, it's always okay!" ”
"No, I'm never fed for it."
Zhang Hezhen had no choice but to do it when he saw Xie Shuyao refusing like this, and returned to the seat on the other side with some unhappiness.
After Zhang Hezhen left, Xie Shuyao, who was completely sleepy, looked out of the window in a daze, and heard a few boys talking loudly about the contents of the newspaper.
"Yesterday the National Conference was held in Nanjing, and the newspaper said that Chiang Kai-shek convened it in order to eliminate the influence of the enlarged conference held in Beiping last year by Feng Yuxiang, Yan Xishan, and others."
"I saw from the declaration brought by my father that I heard that many people will participate in this meeting, such as Zhang Shaoshuai from Northeast China and Yan Laoxi from Shanxi......
Xie Shuyao, who was staring out the window in a daze, immediately turned back to the boy behind him who was talking, and asked eagerly, "Zhang Shaoshuai went to Nanjing?" ”
The male classmate who was questioned obviously didn't expect Xie Shuyao to suddenly turn around and ask himself questions, in his impression, this Xie Shuyao is a sleeping beauty in a daze, almost every time he goes to class, he is in a daze or sleeping, and the same is true after class. The boy, who was not prepared at all, stammered excitedly and said: "Zhang-Zhang Shaoshuai, he-he-he-is going to Nanjing." ”
"Are you sure?" Xie Shuyao grabbed the boy's shoulder and asked with a serious face.
The boy who was caught by Xie Shuyao nodded blankly as if he had lost his soul.
Xie Shuyao, who frowned, let go of the boy in his hand, didn't care about the eyes of everyone in the class, thinking that Director Hu's office seemed to have a phone, Xie Shuyao, who was eager to verify, came directly to Director Hu's office, and saw that the door of the office was open, so he pushed the door of the office open.
After pushing open the door, I saw Director Hu, who was on the phone, looking at him with a confused face and said, "Shu Yao, are you in trouble?" ”
Xie Shuyao stepped forward and snatched Director Hu's phone, and said to Director Hu undoubtedly: "I have something urgent!" Then he said into the phone, "I'm sorry, you'll call later." Regardless of what the other party said, he hung up the phone directly.
After turning the wheel on the telephone base a few times, it was transferred to the Xie family's old house. It was Steward Li who answered the phone, and under Xie Shuyao's inquiry, he learned that Zhang Shaoshuai had canceled his trip plan to see the old man of the Xie family, and was sure that he would not come. Xie Shuyao felt like a thunderbolt from the blue, and her mood instantly fell to the bottom, and her hand holding the phone kept shaking.
Director Hu saw Xie Shuyao, who had a very bad face, and wanted to open his mouth to persuade: "Shuyao, are you okay?" ”
Xie Shuyao, who felt that he was once again being played by fate, heard someone on the side actually ask himself, 'Is there anything wrong?' Xie Shuyao, who was very angry, had red eyes, and asked Director Hu funny: "Do you think there is something wrong with me?" ”
With a bang, Xie Shuyao, who was very calm, casually threw the phone in his hand on the table, and then left the office without looking back. With Xie Shuyao coming, he blocked the door to watch the lively crowd, and when he saw Xie Shuyao coming out with red eyes, he unconsciously got out of the way. Xie Shuyao sneered at the group of students and left the school.
Director Hu saw Xie Shuyao, who was a little mentally abnormal, and said to a female student with some worry: "You hurry up and follow her, don't let her have an accident." ”
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Xie Shuyao, who walked out of the office without looking back, walked along the road without a purpose, I don't know how long he walked, Xie Shuyao, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly stopped, looked up and saw that he was standing on a stone bridge.
Xie Shuyao looked to the right, there was a small island in a wide body of water, and there was a white tower on the island, Xie Shuyao recognized this as the North Sea. Xie Shuyao lay on the bridge railing of the white marble, snorted self-deprecatingly in his heart, looking at the bottomless lake, Xie Shuyao really felt that he was tired, and he would never be able to escape from this cage-like home, even if he escaped from this cage, what could he do? Even if you escape, what can you do in this era of extremely low status of women?
Xie Shuyao, who suddenly laughed, said in his heart: All this, all of this, maybe only death can free oneself, and after death, everything will be over, and the nightmare will wake up!
Thinking of this, Xie Shuyao stepped over the stone guardrail, stood by the bridge, put his hands on the stone guardrail, closed his eyes and looked up in the direction of the sun in the sky, Xie Shuyao opened his eyes and looked at the very dazzling sun, and slightly curled the corners of his mouth. As soon as his hands were loosened, Xie Shuyao's body fell down-
Xie Shuyao, who flew down, felt that the whole person seemed to be relieved, and the moment he let go, Xie Shuyao felt like he had a knife in his heart, and he cut off all the chaos of the world at once.
Freedom - this feeling came to Xie Shuyao's heart, this feeling is so good!
Puff –
It's all over! Xie Shuyao, who was still sinking, saw the fading and blurred light, slightly curled the corners of his mouth, and the last trace of consciousness in his brain slowly disappeared-