Chapter 490: Can't Let Go

Sure enough, after discussing with the village owners, they said together: "They will seek revenge on Yunshou in the future, which is tantamount to suicide, and Yunshou is certainly not afraid! But we don't dare to say that, and the big guy doesn't dare to say that he won't be an unlucky ghost." Originally, we advocated cutting down the grass and eradicating the roots, but also because of the slaughter of the soldiers of the whole city, these children in the self-cultivation hall must have relatives killed, and we kindly left their lives only to raise tigers for trouble, not only are we not grateful, but we will be full of hatred for us in the future, and we have to keep them for a long time, which is really thankless. But since Yun Shou has made a decision, we can't object, but since Yun Ying has rich experience in teaching, he can indeed solve the problem very well, and ask Yun Shou to give Yun Ying a chance to perform. ”

Many loners supported this idea and echoed it.

Yun Duyan couldn't argue with the truth of these words, but she also knew that she couldn't leave it all to Yun Ying, otherwise there would be children fighting each other to death every day.

Although she can't save all of them at the moment, she also wants to save as much as possible, so she said: "Xiaoice Xue is recommended by the lonely king, originally a guest, but today she spared no effort, I know Yun Ying's skills, but I want to know Xiaoice Xue's discipline skills, it is rare for a distinguished guest to recommend himself, this matter will be handed over to the distinguished guest." Yun Ying selects twenty people with good quality from the Cultivation Palace, and uses your method to train them into elite warriors, after all, Yun Ying's method of training is only suitable for children with outstanding talents, and in such a small city, it is almost the same to be able to pick out twenty. ”

"Yun Shou is right! There are very few good foundations, and it would be good to be able to make twenty!" Yun Ying was very happy, feeling that her ability was affirmed, and she thought that Yun Duyan understood the key, and she didn't realize that she didn't want more children to die or be injured under her special training.

"Thanks to Yunshou's acceptance, I will definitely do my best not to disappoint Yunshou. Xiaoice Xue happily agreed.

Some lonely village owners feel that it is inappropriate, Xiaoice Xue is an outsider, why should they interfere with their affairs? Even if others are not as good as her, it is not her turn to interfere.

It's just that, in the final analysis, it's taking care of a group of children under the Earth Martial Throne, and no one is willing to actively rush to do it, and no one will say if they are dissatisfied.

After dealing with these things, Yun Duyan still didn't dare to be careless, and arranged for the lonely travelers to continue to block the city gate and city wall, and let people continue to search repeatedly in the city, in case there were warriors of the Earth Warrior King hiding and waiting for an opportunity to escape.

After everything was explained, Yun Duyan walked alone in the city, and saw the corpses stacked everywhere, being set on fire and burned, smelling those foul smells, she couldn't help but think of the bloodbath scene in the city, and suddenly couldn't stand it anymore and went back to the room alone.

However, for some reason, those scenes always come to mind......

"No, it's not that I haven't seen blood, why do you care so much...... ' Yun Duyan didn't know what was wrong with her.

The lonely travelers searched in the city for nine days, and one after another found the people who were hiding, but they were all hungry and couldn't stand it and ran out to find food and drink, and then they were caught.

"Yun Shou, grabbed another one. ”

"As usual. Twilight replied through the door, then hugged her knees again, leaned against the window, and continued to look at the sky. She thought back to all the experiences she had had since she traveled to the village in her dreams, burying her head in the crook of her arm, only showing her eyes and looking out the window, and the doubts in her heart always popped up involuntarily.

"If we have to go through this, we have the right to wield the sword in order to pursue this freedom, but is it necessary for us to wield the sword in this way?"

It's raining outside, and it's not yet winter in the land of chaos, and there is no snowfall, but the rain in this weather is especially cold, and it's not a good taste to be on your body.

However, in the courtyard, the clouds were raining, and the twenty children she had selected after testing were also raining.

Yun Duyan could clearly see that several children were looking at her, with fear in their eyes, and suppressed hatred that they did not dare to show.

Cloud Shadow said that hatred is a good thing, and these children would not have loved Cloud Twilight Smoke or Cloud Shadow in the first place.

However, the cloud shadow will make them afraid, accustomed to fear, and when the fear is far greater than the hate, it can make them more obedient than they love them, and dare to fight the enemy harder.

In fact, Yun Duyan didn't have any interest in this kind of training, but she didn't want to knife the children needlessly, but if she didn't let Yun Ying train with the children under the age of twelve in the city, these twenty children would become victims for others.

However, twenty of them are better than all the children.

Twilight knew very well that the Lone Wanderers would approve of having Cloud Shadow in charge, as they had no interest in raising and protecting a group of enemies who were destined to kill them only.

Twilight was convinced that she had made the right decision, but she still felt disgusted.

The right thing is not the same as the good.

This kind of trade-off, this kind of decision itself, is a cold master who dictates the fate of others. It is natural to use rational figures to erase sensual compassion and ignore the misfortune of individual fate itself. Because it is impossible to have both, it is impossible to have both fish and bear's paws, so the sacrificed individual does not need to be considered too much, and even if it is considered, it is redundant.

'What I'm looking for is freedom away from these, but isn't it like this kind of bondage again for the cloud head I'm looking for?' Yun Duyan secretly gritted her teeth, and the sadness in her heart couldn't stop, surging and surging, hitting her tear ducts, as if she would not be able to stop at any time. 'As Master said, am I just playing willfulness? I didn't break free at all, but why did I break free?'

The rain was still falling, but it became more and more hazy in the eyes of the clouds......

Li Tianzhao walked through the rain curtain and stood by the window, looking at the fog in the eyes of the twilight smoke, very stunned.

Because it's not like her at all.

In other words, this weak appearance in front of him was the twilight smoke he didn't expect to see.

Yun Duyan didn't seem to realize the warmth in his eyes at all, so he didn't wipe it, nor did he avoid Li Tianzhao's gaze.

"Coming back so soon?"

"yes, it's not too far, and you can guess where I've been by now. The situation is better than the Martial King Palace, but it's not too much trouble, and there is no need to kill too many enemies......" Li Tianzhao said this, raised his hand to wipe the rain from his face, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly: "Since when did you kill more than a dozen thousand generals, but it has not become too much in my mouth?"

"When we first met, you killed more than the enemies who pursued you, right?" said Yun Duyan indifferently, remembering the encounter on the mountain.

"It's really fateful to think about it. It's just that when I first met, I saw blood. Li Tianzhao felt that he might be able to understand some of Yun Duyan's mood, because when he was in the land of the north wind and cold snow, he was actually in a heavy mood, but he didn't have the opportunity to be weak, so he couldn't think about it much. After leaving Xiaoice Xue here, he went to perform this mission alone, and he was alone, so he had a lot of time to think.

"In the past few days, I can't help but appear in the scene of breaking through when the north wind is cold and snowy, in fact, there is no need to care so much. I broke through, and I tried to avoid unnecessary casualties, but I really didn't have any reason to blame myself. It's not that I'm guilty of self-blame, I just think it's very pathetic...... Xiaoice Xue once asked sadly and angrily, why would I go. For me, it was to act on orders, or not to refuse orders from power. But the truth behind it is just for rare materials. ”

"The land of the north wind and cold snow, the ice crystals of the valley, one of the five necessary rare materials of the immortal seal. "Yun Duyan actually knew.

"I'm just a sword, the sword of the Xuantian Martial King, and I have always thought that this is my own value. When I was in the land of the North Wind and Snow, I felt that Xiaoice and Snow were very pathetic, and they were all tools of the North Wind Cold Snow Martial King. But how could I not be like that myself?" Li Tianzhao was no longer surprised, even if Yun Duyan suddenly told him that she actually knew everything, he would not be surprised.

"What the lonely walker pursues is the freedom of not wanting to be this kind of tool, but the little freedom that can be left alone......" Yun Duyan said, but before he could finish speaking, Li Tianzhao interrupted and said: "I see the blood in the city, and I know how empty the city is." ”

"Yes! It's a slaughter of the city, but so what? Killing for survival is the inevitable competition for survival! What's wrong with my decision?"

"There's nothing wrong with that, and I didn't say anything wrong. It's just, why are you crying?"

"Who shed tears!" Yun Duyan asked very concernedly, Li Tianzhao held her face, stretched out his fingers to wipe the moisture from the corners of her eyes, and then asked her softly: "Is this because I am too happy to see me?"

"The wind was too cold. Yun Duyan blocked Li Tianzhao's hand, avoiding his gaze, and was silent for a while, not seeing him continue to entangle the topic aggressively, her emotions calmed down a lot, and she said softly: "I did the right thing." But what I've been trying so hard to break free from is the kind of bondage I have now! How ridiculous would it be if my choice ended up jumping into this bondage? How pathetic ...... it."

"Can you let go? So many people are counting on you. What Li Tianzhao asked was actually his own question.

Can Twilight Smoke ignore the trust and responsibility placed on so many people?

What about Li Tianzhao himself?

Can he?

He doesn't want to be the sword of the Xuantian Martial King, he doesn't want to, he can actually jump out, although he doesn't know what the future of jumping out will be, and he doesn't know if he can really jump out for a long time, but he can do that.

It's just, what about my father's mother? What about the warriors of the Thousand Killing Faction? What about the so many warriors who count on him in the Land of Troubled War? What about the Thirty-six Martial Kings Alliance, which hopes that he, the leader of the alliance, will play a role?

"When I was happy, I told them that if I fought with me, I would have a future, and if I was not happy, let them fend for themselves, and I would get out by myself. I can't- I can't do such an irresponsible thing. If you do it, with your current ability, you can jump out at any time, but will you do it?"

"I'm not as great as you, but at least I won't leave my parents and wife, so I can't do that. ”

"It's all stupid, I'd rather be let down than let others down first. Yun Duyan laughed self-deprecatingly, took a deep breath, felt that his emotions had recovered a lot, and then looked at Li Tianzhao, and said very seriously: "Li Tianzhao, maybe one day, when you want to draw your sword against the lonely traveler for the sake of responsibility, you will face their Yunshou and me." If there is a day, remember not to show mercy, because neither will I. ”

Li Tianzhao couldn't help but laugh and said: "Don't say it so tragically, I won't do such a stupid thing." Unless you and I have an immortal body, otherwise, I won't fight you, so many lonely people can be killed, why do I have to fight with you? If you have an immortal body, just fight, anyway, you won't miss each other to death. ”

Yun Duyan was stunned and couldn't help laughing, with both the meaning of blaming him for ruining the atmosphere with a word, and the joy that he shattered the heaviness with a word.

Yun Shou smiled, fascinated by tens of millions, but, can you invite me into the house and enjoy your beauty while drinking hot tea?" Li Tianzhao said with a wry smile behind the rain curtain behind his fingers: "The rain in this weather is really cold." ”