Chapter 22
Qing Ran stretched out his hand, followed the man's movements and touched the young man's hairy head, with a smile on his face, looking very gentle and quiet. She couldn't say anything, but her movements and demeanor made it clear at a glance what she wanted to express. This is not something that only those who know her well, it is the kind of kindness that even strangers can feel.
Mu Yun watched the two of them comfort each other, and felt very uncomfortable, and made up his mind to help them.
"Miss Qingran, give me another chance, and this time I will definitely explain the matter to him. Definitely won't let him misunderstand you. Mu Yun was very solemn when he said this, obviously distracted. He can't use such a bad idea anymore, all he has to do is to explain this matter to Mo Bing clearly, and then he believes that Mo Bing will make his own decision.
Mu Yun looked at Qing Ran with a very sincere look, and Qing Ran just smiled when he saw it, and then shook his head, he didn't know what movements were in his hand, and then listened to Jun Zhi explain: "Qing Ran said that she is already very happy that you can help her." But...... However, she decided to go back to where she came from, and she didn't want to trouble Mo Bing anymore. ”
After hearing this, Mu Yun immediately said, "No, no, no, how can it be trouble?" Miss Qingran, you believe me, as long as Mo Bing knows the truth of the matter, he will definitely not think that you are causing him trouble! He...... He needs some time. You see, anyone would be reluctant to accept such a thing, right? Mo Bing is used to being alone, and he has never known about your existence, so it will definitely be difficult to accept it for a while. ”
"But, Miss Qingran, you can't give up first! Mo Bing needs time, he's been waiting for so many years, okay if he is given some more time? Mu Yun didn't know what he said, Niu Tou didn't talk nonsense about the horse's mouth, but his meaning was already very clear, he didn't want Qing Ran to give up Mo Bing like this.
Mu Yun looked at Qing Ran, then at Jun Zhihe and the young man standing aside, glared at the young man, and said, "You can also persuade you, don't stand there stupidly!" ”
The young man knew what Mu Yun meant, frowned, and said to Qing Ran: "Sister Qing Ran, I think he has some sense, you have been waiting for so long, and you are not in a hurry for this moment." ”
However, no matter how Mu Yun, the young man, and Jun Zhi persuaded them, Qing Ran was still persistent and unwilling to listen to their persuasion.
- They think that I don't want to give you even this time, but in fact I don't want to be a problem for your peaceful life.
Before that, she longed in her heart that he would think of her one day, and perhaps he would come back to her as they had agreed. She also believed that if they met again, he would recognize her. But in fact, she guessed wrong......
After this time, she was left with more regrets. She probably shouldn't have been in front of him, and seeing what she had brought him, he was not at all happy, and it only added to his troubles.
Maybe that's good, you're overwhelmed by what I can't guess, and I'm insignificant beyond your imagination. I numb myself, fulfill you, and give you a pure land of your own, and thousands of people like me will not be able to walk in.
She is actually not an empathetic person, and her world can only accommodate herself before she meets him, but there is a person who is even more indifferent than her who overbearingly intrudes into her world, and domineeringly says to leave.
"If you really leave me like this, then I will curse you: you will die in your heart many years later, because you think of me." At that time, she thought that what he said was just a joke, and that she was willful and said vicious things in his arms. But he never thought that he would really leave later, only saying that he would definitely come back to her, and there was no more news.
She was angry with him, resented him, and hated him even more. In my heart, I was glad that he said that he would come back to him, and on the other hand, I hated why he left and left her hope.
Year after year, she couldn't get out, and she couldn't wait for him. Gradually, she began to wonder if he had had enough of himself, if he said that he would come back, but he was actually just lying to her......
Later, her voice was bad, and her temperament became more and more calm, and no one knew what she was waiting for someone so stubbornly.
Time had taken away the talkative woman, and her beautiful voice had been taken away, and now she was indeed a stranger to him, after all, even she was about to lose her knowledge.
She shook her head, turned and walked away, never looking back.
......
Mu Yun walked out of the island in frustration, looked around and didn't find the ships that had been parked here, and knew in his heart that Mo Bing must have left.
He sighed, asked people to prepare pen, ink, paper, inkstone, hurriedly wrote a few lines, and drew a vivid little flower at the end, folded the letter paper and tied it to the calf of the carrier pigeon, Mu Yun rubbed the smooth feathers on the pigeon's body.
Everyone around knows that this carrier pigeon is the favorite bird of the Pavilion Master's wife, and this letter must be written to the Pavilion Master's wife.
Mu Yun calmed down and thought about it, but decided to go to Gusu Haoyue to meet first, maybe there would be Mo Bing who went to Gusu Haoyue to settle accounts. He only let three or four people follow, and let the others go back to Nanyun Pavilion to wait.
Fortunately, the ones he called out were all the brothers of the underground money village at the beginning, if this was a disciple of Nanyun Pavilion, there would really be no place for him to put the face of the master of Nanyun Pavilion.
The group divided into two groups and left in two different directions, and the island fell into loneliness again.
The sky was getting dark, and when the last bit of the sun was submerged into the flowing water, a few inconspicuous small stars had already appeared in the sky. On the silent island, a slender figure stood in it, and in the darkness he walked into the island, going back and forth in the island over and over again, as if looking for something.
Mo Bing didn't know why he came back here, obviously this place was so strange and lonely, but he still came.
When he left here, the ship had already sailed far away, and he could almost see Bianjing until he realized that he had lost something. But he didn't lose his own things, so he lost the yellow scarf he picked up in the fire that day.
Now I come back to look for it, but I can't find it.
Mo Bing's heart seemed to be poked by something, it was sour and astringent, and I didn't know why, I just felt very uncomfortable.
Now, can he still insist on ignoring these things? It was as if there was a line of defense in his heart, and every time he took a step forward, he would get closer to that line of defense, but as soon as he took a step back, another voice in his heart pushed him to take a step forward. Now, he was clinging to that line of defense, as long as he took a step forward, he could break through that line of defense, but what would happen after that line of defense, he didn't know how to face it.
He got into the boat in the darkness, and looked back at the island, which didn't seem so strange anymore.
When he saw Mu Yun, he knew that he was calculated. Being calculated by his own brother and teased by everyone, this is the first time Mo Bing has experienced such a thing, and he blames him for believing in Mu Yun too much, otherwise how could he easily fall into the game he laid out.
In fact, he didn't find suspicious points along the way, and he felt strange from Mu Yun's secret letter. He rushed thousands of miles from the Northern Desert to Nanyun Mountain, since he said that it was a matter of urgency, why did he want to meet in Bianjing. It happened to be the place where the two girls were going, and since it was a stopper, Mo Bing would naturally be willing to help others.
Then the road to Bianjing was blocked, and they had no choice but to choose the waterway, which delayed some time in Luoyun Water City.
He actually didn't know what their purpose was, especially Mu Yun's intention to do this, could it really be as he guessed, Mu Yun wanted to mess with the mandarin duck spectrum? But even so, there is no need to spend such a big battle, do you need to unite with Gusu Haoyue?
It must be false to say that he is not angry, no one likes to be teased, let alone Mo Bing. Since they are his friends, they should know his temperament, and not push a person into his world at will.
He couldn't help but think of the scene that night, the man sneaked into his room, and he didn't dare to make a sound, but secretly held his cold big palms with both hands and kept silent, if it weren't for the tears that fell on his hands were too hot, he wouldn't have known that she was crying.
Thinking of this, his heart also hurt.
What does it take to grieve like this? He hadn't experienced anything too sad and couldn't understand this feeling very much, but it should be a very difficult thing to hold back from crying when he was so sad that he couldn't let himself cry!
Since he was a child, he didn't have too many materialistic desires, so there was nothing in particular that he could expect to get, and there was nothing that could disturb his peace of mind. The only thing that made him feel sad was probably when the old abbot died, but that was a long, long time ago.
Mo Bing thought carefully about the things he had encountered over the years, and he really didn't feel anything wrong, and Qing Ran didn't have any impression of this person...... How could he believe that if someone really came into his heart, he would allow her to come out again. Or, how could he believe that anyone would be able to enter his heart?
The boat moved slowly, he stood on the deck and blew the wind, he only felt that his head was dizzy, but he was a person who got to the bottom of things, and he would think harder about things he couldn't figure out, and he didn't know if he was punishing himself, and the way he tortured himself was really unique.
Qing Dye ......
What kind of person are you?
Who are you?
What do you want to tell me?
Why did I break into my world without warning and tell me that there was a person I had completely forgotten?