39 Chapter 35

I set off to return to the wind, it was already half a month later, that desperate escape, so that my original healing wound burst open again, even calm as Shi Nan was also shocked by the basin of blood that moved out of my room, he summoned the best local doctor to treat my wounds, when I woke up from the coma, the first thing I saw when I saw him was to ask Jun Qianchen how it was, until I heard him say that Jun Qianchen had been under the care of the old man Zong, gradually recovered, and his heart that had been hanging for a few months only landed.

It took me a few days before I remembered to ask him how he recognized me that day, and I was obviously disguised as a guard.

He was as calm and composed as before, and lightly spat out two words: "Intuition." "I don't know if you're fooling me.

Because I was finally free, my mood was extraordinarily comfortable, coupled with the continuous flow of elixir into my abdomen, after a period of recuperation, I felt that I was much better, and I was worried about Jun Qianchen and ingots, and I refused to stay in the local area to heal, and I must set off to return to the wind. Shi Nan carefully inquired about the doctor, and learned that as long as there were no bumps, my injuries would not worsen, so he did his best to arrange a spacious and comfortable carriage, on which I could barely feel the vibration, and I was very satisfied, and remembered that when I went to Langxuan, he was also arranging all the way, but at the beginning it led to the unknown, and now, it leads to my home.

It was with anticipation and joy that I had made it through a long journey, and finally, in the spring season, I had returned to the winds and horrors that had been absent for several months.

For the first time, I felt that the wind was so beautiful, the sky was blue, flocks of birds flew freely in it, unknown little wildflowers popped up in the grass beside the roadside, the branches were covered with tender green leaves, and the noisy voices of people from the street made me feel very reassured, and the carriage stopped steadily outside the house, and before I could lift the curtains, I heard a cry.

Immediately afterwards, the curtain was lifted by a white and tender hand, and the little faces of Bai Zhi and Xiao full of teardrops appeared in front of them, followed by Zi Yuan and Nuo'er.

"Madame......" Bai Zhi burst into tears, and Xiao Cun helped me out, the injury on my body has been healed, so I did not show any uncomfortable expression, as soon as I landed, Bai Zhi took my hand and looked me from head to toe, Xiao Nian cried: "Madam, how is the injury on your body...... Brother Shi sent a message, woo...... Say you're seriously injured. ”

I glanced at Shi Nan, he looked at his nose and nose, as if it was not his letter at all, I amusedly patted Xiao Cun, who was crying very sadly, "He is too exaggerated, I only suffered a small injury, you don't have to worry." ”

"No, you have to quickly ask Old Man Zong to take a look for you." Bai Zhi's face was full of sorrow, "Madame's face is pale, she has lost a lot, and she must have suffered a lot." ”

I turned around and comforted them for a while, but I always felt very strange in my heart, what about Jun Qianchen and Yuanbao? I looked around, but I didn't see them, so I was in a hurry, and hurriedly asked: "Jun...... What about Your Highness? What's wrong with Your Highness? Are you sick again? There are also ingots, why didn't you see the ingots? ”

The four girls immediately sank their faces, snorted, and looked like they wanted to speak and stopped, and the alarm bell sounded in my heart, and I immediately ran to the house without waiting for them to answer.

"Madame...... "They are not careful, I have gone far away, I have been away from the house for four or five months, and I am always thinking about Jun Qianchen and ingots, I believe that they are the same, there is no reason why they are not waiting for me at the gate when I return home, the heart that was originally put down began to gradually rise, I can't think of other reasons, is Jun Qianchen's poison relapsed again? But Shi Nan obviously said that his body was gradually recovering, could it be that during the time when Shi Nan went to pick me up, he ......

I was anxious, the wind was under my feet, and I kept walking towards Qinghan Garden, leaving for a few months, every grass and tree in this house was so familiar and kind, so I couldn't help but have a deep attachment, this is my home!

There are a lot of things in my mind that keep turning, I just feel as if I am twisted into a mess, Bai Zhi and Xiao finally caught up with me, and kept persuading me to "Madam, slow down, Your Highness is fine, and the little master is fine", but I can't listen to anything else, I just want to confirm it with my own eyes to put my mind at ease.

Walking to the door of Qinghan Garden, a slender and elegant lilac-colored figure blessed me, and the usual cold voice rarely brought a trace of excitement, "Madam!" ”

I waved at her and smiled, "No need to be polite. I didn't stop for half a moment, crossed the threshold, and walked directly towards the courtyard, I didn't notice that the lilac-colored figure was frozen there, and I didn't see it, and the white angelica cumin, which had been following me, glared at the man viciously.

I didn't hesitate for a moment, walked directly to our bedroom, the door was not closed, wide open, Guan Xiu guarded the door, saw me immediately bowed and saluted, there was a hint of dodging in my eyes, I didn't pay attention at all, nodded at him friendly, and my heart was half fixed, according to such a quiet situation in the courtyard, Jun Qianchen should have nothing happened, while thinking so, he raised his feet and stepped into the door, no matter what, I always have to see it with my own eyes to feel at ease.

On the table of the eight immortals in the center of the room, there is a golden beast with cigarettes, there is a quiet aroma in the room, I took a deep breath, it seems to be the fragrance of magnolia flowers, and I am secretly surprised in my heart, Jun Qianchen does not like to burn incense, why is it that he smoked incense today, is it not to welcome me? With a burst of secret joy in his heart, he walked to the inner room, deliberately lightening his footsteps.

Jun Qianchen was lazily leaning on the soft couch, dressed in white, lightly wearing a book, holding a book in his hand, looking down seriously, a ray of sunlight spilled in from the window, fell behind him, and outlined his entire body with a golden line, like an immortal in the sky, very beautiful.

He was still lying in bed with his eyes closed when I left, and now that I'm back, he's finally healthy.

"I'm back."

Such a simple sentence, as soon as I said it, tears fell, these days, the grievances I have suffered, the pain I have endured, all the patience and reason, at the moment I see him, completely collapsed, I no longer have to hide my vulnerability, no longer have to pretend to be strong and brave, in front of him, I can cry unscrupulously, I can tell him frankly that I am actually a timid person, I am actually very afraid, I am afraid to stand on the battlefield and see the scene of blood, I'm afraid that in the face of a person like Bo Hongwen who is mad and has lost his mind, and I am even more afraid that my previous choice to replace him to Yiyu without hesitation will cause irreparable results.

If I was unlucky and was beaten to death by Bo Hongwen in that basement, or if I didn't escape this time and was captured by Xuanyuan Lingxiao, then ...... What should I do? If we are really separated from each other and never see each other again, how will I face the rest of my life?

The questions that I had never thought of before all came into my mind at this moment, and I suddenly became frightened, it turned out that I was not afraid before, it was not that I had not thought about these problems, but I did not dare to think about it, I was afraid that what I was worried about would become true, and I did not know how to face that terrible result at that time.

But now, I can finally cry properly......

He looked up at me, his gaze as calm as water, but I didn't notice it, I couldn't extricate myself from my emotions, so I simply walked a few steps and sat down next to the soft couch, and began to cry uncontrollably.

I don't know how long it took me to calm down, he didn't say a word in the middle, not even his posture changed, only a pair of dark and shiny eyes kept looking at me, and he didn't move, and when I came back from the breakdown, I saw his eyes.

My heart jumped, recalling the loss of control just now, and then thinking about it, I am also a child's mother, why is I so childish, I wiped my face a little embarrassedly, and pouted: "Why don't you say a word?" ”

He sat up straight, put the scroll aside, and the first thing he said was, "Why did you follow Jiuyuan to Yiyu without permission?" ”

I was stunned, I didn't expect to come back in a few months, and I finally met after all difficulties, but his first sentence was to me this, in my imagination, even if it is not a warm hug, a sweet kiss, it will be gentle words, soft comfort, but...... Looking at his quiet and serious eyes, I knew I had heard me right.

I lowered my head, thought about it and felt that this matter had to be explained to him clearly, otherwise I would have taken such a big risk to run to Yiyu, and it was indeed a bit too much when he was unconscious and needed my company, so I spoke: "I woke up from my sleep that day, but I found that you were in a poisonous coma, and the old man of Zong took the pulse for you, saying that even if you wake up, you can't bump in a short time, let alone lead the army to Yiyu, but the war is urgent, and Ah Jiu can't wait long...... In fact, originally, I was going to follow you to Yiyu, but before I could say it, you were poisoned and unconscious, but when you ordered Shi Nan to rest that day, I was next to me, knowing that there would be no real risk this time, and this time sending troops to reinforce is indeed the first condition for us to form an alliance with Yiyu, and we can't find a suitable candidate to lead troops in a short time, you know, Xiaobai is my friend, and I want to go too...... Save him, so ......"

"So you don't think about your identity, don't consider that Yuanbao needs a mother, don't consider that I was in a poisonous coma, and ran to Yiyu without hesitation, and besides, with Jiuyuan." He said coldly, it would be foolish for me not to hear anything wrong again this time, but I never thought that one day he would talk to me in such a tone and look at me with such cold eyes.

I didn't know how to react, but I repeated his words blankly: "...... with Jiuyuan"

"yes," he smiled coldly, "so you like him." ”