That's it, you can see me!

As long as you have me in your eyes, that's enough!

Nothing else matters.

Chen Xiaodao was slightly stunned.

Sun Xiaoran is very beautiful, there is no doubt about it, from the moment he saw her at first sight, Chen Xiaodao, as a man, wanted to take her down.

It's just that Chen Xiaodao at that time was bent on living in the red dust of the city, only thinking about picking up girls and conquering women. But later, with the advent of the clair-eye function and the continuous recovery of physical functions, he found that he longed to return to the army and return to that familiar world, and his mentality changed a little.

Especially when Wilson appeared later and kidnapped Sun Xiaoran to threaten him, Chen Xiaodao found that people like him who killed too much and had too many enemies were not qualified to live a peaceful and comfortable life at all, which was irresponsible to himself, and it was the biggest threat to the lives of the people around him.

So Chen Xiaodao decisively chose to cut off everything related to women in the red dust of the city during that time.

But now, listening to Sun Xiaoran's words and looking at her beautiful appearance, Chen Xiaodao had a great impulse in his heart.

He really almost said let's have a relationship.

Because this girl is so kind and so heartwarming.

He is a soldier, but a soldier is also a human being, and he also longs for love, and longs for a calm and warm family life.

Moreover, as a child from a 'single-parent' family who lost his mother since childhood, Chen Xiaodao's longing and desire for a warm family life are far stronger than others.

But can he love Sun Xiaoran?

He doesn't deny that as a man, he likes a beauty like Sun Xiaoran very much, and even as long as it's a good beauty, he wants to be on it, and only hypocritical men deny it.

But that's not love.

Deep in his heart, he still can't forget Murong Qiuyu, and he will feel turbulent when he sees Murong Qiuyu, and he will be very unhappy when he sees Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong together, and even unhappy enough to want to kill.

In such a situation, even if he is with Sun Xiaoran, it is irresponsible, deceptive, and unfair to Sun Xiaoran.

What's more, he has made too many enemies now, and being openly with any woman is the biggest threat to the safety of this woman.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said: "I'm not a good person, my hands are covered with blood, and I have killed countless people, and even I suffered from post-war psychological syndrome because of this, so people like me don't deserve to have a family at all, and it's not suitable to start a family." ”

Sun Xiaoran listened to Chen Xiaodao's story, and felt inexplicably distressed.

She had in her mind the picture of Chen Xiaodao every time he said something that was not worthy of her words, and she only felt that this man was so distressing, and she just wanted to care for him and love him desperately.

It's just that she Sun Xiaoran is a girl with a very strong personality and strong independence, although she began to like Chen Xiaodao, and even found that she might have fallen in love with Chen Xiaodao, but she was still very unhappy Chen Xiaodao also had a girl named Murong Qiuyu in her heart.

"Do you have post-war psychological syndrome?" Sun Weiguo's face changed drastically, and he stared at Chen Xiaodao with a solemn expression.

Chen Xiaodao didn't deny it, nodded and said: "Yes, although it is the early stage and it is not particularly serious, but there are times when I can't control my emotions at all. ”

Sun Weiguo said in a deep voice: "Isn't there any treatment?" ”

Chen Xiaodao shook his head and said: "There are no professional doctors in this area in China, but I am trying to restrain myself." ”

Sun Weiguo's expression was very solemn, he sighed, looked at Sun Xiaoran and said: "Girl, you are my only granddaughter, I have always wanted you to marry him, but now grandpa can only say, I respect your own choice, grandpa hopes that you will be happy for the rest of your life." ”

As a soldier, Sun Weiguo knows very well that a soldier with post-war psychological syndrome has a certain mental illness, and once his emotions are unstable, it is very terrible and dangerous.

And such people often get sick in their lives after they are discharged from the army, and they will arouse violent emotions in their hearts because of the heavy things in society.

So it's better for such a person to stay on the battlefield all the time, because on the battlefield you can kill with impunity, and in urban life, killing means crime.

Therefore, if Chen Xiaodao will return to the army and become a member of a mysterious army like a killing machine, he will have little time to be idle at home, and any woman marrying such a man means marrying loneliness. If you really love this man, you have to worry about this man's safety all the time and live a life of fear.

Sun Xiaoran clenched her fists silently, she has never been married, and she doesn't know what her married life should be like after marriage, but she knows what she wants and likes, so she looked at Chen Xiaodao stubbornly and said: "When you are young, you can still fight, and you can fight for the country, you will fight to your heart's content and write your own legend." In the future, when you can't move anymore and get old, you will always stop and rest. ”

Her meaning is very simple, she is willing to wait, she can become the woman who silently supports and waits behind the soldiers!

When she meets someone she loves, a woman will become stupid, and she will dedicate everything she has without regrets and without hesitation, including the most precious youth!

Chen Xiaodao was really moved by Sun Xiaoran's words.

He felt the urge to take her into his arms.

But he is still very rational to restrain his impulsiveness, he is no longer the teenager he was back then, and he will think more about being responsible for the other party when he treats his feelings, rather than the reckless and desperate when he was young.

"I don't know how to answer you." Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said very seriously.

Sun Xiaoran smiled very happily, she smiled very happily, and said: "Thank you, thank you for your sincerity, thank you for your seriousness and responsibility for me." Don't worry, we can get along slowly, slowly try to get along and develop, if you can fall in love with me and forget her in the future, I will really marry you and be your woman for the rest of your life. ”

This is already Sun Xiaoran's very bold confession, after she said all this generously, she was no longer shy, but felt relaxed.

Chen Xiaodao felt that she was more beautiful, that kind of intellectual and rational beauty, which many women can't have.

Looking at the beautiful face with a smile in front of him, Chen Xiaodao took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, I will try to start again." ”

At this moment, Chen Xiaodao really decided to start over.

He felt that he really needed to try to forget the past and forget Murong Qiuyu.

It's just that thinking of Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong, he was still unwilling in his heart, and even became emotional because of this.

"I will return to the army, I will resume my crazy and dangerous career, I silently made a vow from the moment I joined the army eight years ago, I will not leave until that goal is reached!" Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said.

Sun Xiaoran said with a smile: "People who have ideals, pursuits, and beliefs are the ones who have flesh and blood and live wonderfully, and go all out to fight for the dreams and goals in their hearts." ”

"Are you waiting for me?" Chen Xiaodao asked with a smile.

Sun Xiaoran thought for a while, blinked his eyes and said, "If you wait too long, you have to be responsible for my youth." ”

Chen Xiaodao's heart was warm, and he reached out to touch Sun Xiaoran's face in front of Sun Weiguo.

Sun Xiaoran's face was flushed, but he didn't dodge, and let him touch his face lightly.

"I will achieve my goal as soon as possible." Chen Xiaodao's tone was extremely firm, at this moment, he was like when he stepped into the army eight years ago, his heart was full of conviction and goals.

Eight years ago, he still wanted to have the same goal in mind.

It's just that eight years ago, he was only fighting for a breath.

Today, eight years later, I am still fighting for that breath and fulfilling that wish.

But at the same time there is another thing, and it's a promise!

"Bai Zhanhong, you'd better not die, a year, within a year, I will definitely pull you off the altar!" Chen Xiaodao silently clenched his fists, exuding an awe-inspiring and terrifying battle intent and fighting spirit all over his body.

(The third is more to ask for votes.) It may be a bit lyrical, but this is the real Chen Xiaodao, and the real Sun Xiaoran, they all have their own persistence and compliance, I hope you like it. ）