vs 15 Who remembers the beginning?
When Yao Jinren arrived at Yongyang Palace, Xue Huan had just shown Lin Yuebai the pulse, Ah Meng smiled and moved a stool, he thanked him for a while and sat down, seeing Yao Jin coming in in in a hurry, he hurriedly got up and knelt.
"Weichen Xue Huan knocked to see Her Royal Highness the eldest princess. ”
"Oh, Imperial Doctor Xue is also there. Yao Jin casually waved his hand to let him get up, and he walked straight to Lin Yuebai, "I have something to tell you." ”
Lin Yuebai was slightly stunned, and when she saw Yao Jin's eyebrows slightly twisted and her expression was solemn, she got up and said to Ah Meng: "Let them all go down." ”
"Yes, sis. ”
"Imperial Doctor Xue, you have worked hard today, and I will ask you for advice tomorrow. Lin Yuebai stroked his lower abdomen with one hand, and stretched out his hand in the direction of Xue Huan with the other, "Go back to the Tai Hospital to get busy with you." ”
Xue Huan remembered what Wei Nanyan had said about the eldest princess's marriage before, and couldn't help but feel a move in his heart: Could it be that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess already know......s?
Just as he was hesitating, Yao Jin nodded at him and said, "Imperial Doctor Xue, I haven't thanked you for taking care of Chenghuan Xiaozhu for me to stew Shangchuan shellfish loquat every day, Zixiang has told me." The cough is much better now, thank you. ”
"Ah...... This is all within the responsibility of the ministers, and I really don't dare to accept this 'thanks'——"
"Alright, go down and get down to your business. ”
Although Yao Jin's voice was not an order, there was no doubt in his tone, and Xue Huan had no choice but to bow and retreat. And Lin Yuebai walked up to Yao Jin and sat down next to him curiously: "What's wrong? ”
"It seems that Li Yao hasn't told you yet. Yao Jin's eyes fell on the bowl of bird's nest on the coffee table: "Why don't you finish eating?"
"What are you talking about?" Lin Yuebai seemed to sense that something was wrong, and pushed the bird's nest aside, "What's wrong?"
"I ......" Yao Jin was speechless for a while, in fact, she was thinking about how to tell Lin Yuebai about this matter all the way without affecting her emotions, she knew that this matter could not be hidden, and it would not be long before it would be known inside and outside the palace, instead of Lin Yuebai arguing with Li Yao about it at that time, it was better for her to tell her earlier, tell her that she was okay, she could do it.
"What are you? Yao, you came and didn't say anything, what's wrong?"
"Yes...... Such. The new king of the Hu tribe, Ta Wen, sent an envoy to Beijing soon, and he wanted to re-establish diplomatic relations between the two countries, so he wanted to marry a princess Li Chaoyan for himself. Yao Jin raised his head and looked at Lin Yuebai's eyes fixedly: "Now I am the only one in the royal family who is a princess, only I can marry, I am willing to marry, I can-"
"You're talking nonsense!" Lin Yuebai stood up suddenly, and pulled the blanket on the coffee table too quickly for a while, and the tea cup incense burner and the bowl of bird's nest on the table all turned to the ground, Ah Meng outside the door was startled when he heard such a loud noise, and just pushed open the door and poked his head in, but was reprimanded by Lin Yuebai and shrank back.
"Yuebai, why are you so excited, you are pregnant! Can you listen to me finish speaking!" Yao Jin got up and pressed Lin Yuebai down, only to feel that she was trembling with anger, and even her voice trembled: "Yes, it's Your Majesty, is it Your Majesty's meaning? He won't let you go...... He won't let you go! I'm going to him, I'm going to him!"
"Whether he meant it or not, this is the truth! This is a state matter, and he can't solve it if you look for him!" Yao Jin said loudly: "The court and the palace still don't know this news, and Li Yao must not have figured out how to tell you about this matter, but this matter is here, and it can't be bypassed!"
"You can't marry, he can't do this! What kind of place is the Hu tribe, how can you go! You are already for me...... For my sake, you don't have Xiao Nanguo, you have borne the ridicule of the world, and now you have put yourself under house arrest in this palace, you endure everything here for me, and even say goodbye to Wei Yan like that, you almost took your life for me! How can he still treat you like this! I don't care, I can't care about his difficulties, I'm going to find him, if he responds to this matter, I'll go with you and leave here together!"
"Lin Yuebai! Are you really pregnant and stupid!" Yao Jin was a little annoyed, picked up a tea bowl on the ground and put it on the coffee table, "The princess's marriage is a state affair, and you are the queen and you can't participate in politics! Besides, if I say that I will marry, I will marry? The Hu clan is so far away, I can run on the road, I can escape! I am very good at escaping, don't you know!"
Lin Yuebai was stunned for only a few seconds, but immediately pierced Yao Jin's words: "Don't fool me, if you pretend to marry the Hu clan and want to escape halfway, Your Majesty will definitely guess that he will threaten you with those people's lives! Those people in Xiaonanguo are still there, those people will always be your weakness, and he can always use those people to restrain you! If you agree to marry, you can only marry!"
A moment of weakness flashed in Yao Jin's eyes, yes, of course she knew that if she agreed to Li Yao to marry, then she could only go to the Hu clan obediently, and she couldn't take risks with Wang Xiang and the others—but what could she do now? Even if Wen Zihua could steal her out of the palace and leave the Li Dynasty without knowing it, wouldn't Wang Xiang and them end the same!
"I just learned the news, and it was a bit hasty...... However, I will definitely find a way. Yao Jin tried his best to put on a very confident smile and sat down, and immediately straightened up and took Lin Yuebai's hand, "But the premise of all this is that you can't have an accident, you can't go to Li Yao to quarrel, and you can't affect your emotions, you are pregnant, you must give birth to this child in good health, this is very important! You are now the only person I can rely on, Queen Mother!"
Seeing that Yao Jin gently put his hand on his lower abdomen, where it was already slightly raised, although there was no obvious fetal movement, but there was a life that was clinging to him and trying to grow up day by day, Lin Yuebai's heart softened, and his eyes gradually moistened: "Ah Yao...... I dragged you down from the beginning, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to go to Beijing, let alone come to this hellish place...... But I'm really useless, I'm a queen, but I still can't help you at all!"
"Every day, you can talk happily, look at the lotus flowers in summer, watch the fallen leaves in autumn, maybe you don't have time to watch the snow in winter together—but the moon is white, in this world, I only have you left, you must be good, then I am worth it! I really, only you are left." ”
"Ah Yao......"
"Why I'm here to tell you about this in advance today is because I don't want you to do anything for me, no matter what direction this matter ends up going in, whether I go to the Hu clan or not, you have to sit in this position well, give birth to this child well, and live a good life - like you said, this is what I bought in exchange for a small southern country, how can you mess up?"
The last sentence was like a heavy punch hitting Lin Yuebai, she couldn't say anything, her deep sense of guilt, her reluctance to the position of queen, her rejection and boredom in the face of all things in the harem, all because of Yao Jin's Xiaonanguo, because of her love for Li Yao, she could only suppress them all. For them, she must be a perfect queen, a happy queen, but who still remembers the beginning? Lin Yuebai sometimes can't recall how she fell in love with Chen Cheng at that time, and how Yao Jin said that she wanted to "see all the Chang'an flowers in one day" with her, those seemed to be the previous life, those seemed to be the stories in the book, she didn't remember.
What if one day she could not do what she wanted to do for them?