The feeling of falling from heaven to hell, no one can experience it more deeply than Shen Qi. Nowadays, every time she thinks about the past, she still can't help but want to cry.

Think about how happy she was! Mother is pampered, father is kind, grandfather died early, although grandma is dissatisfied that she is a girl, she is not bad for her, and the family lives a life that is not rich but still fed.

But when did all this change? It should be after her mother died and her father married her stepmother.

thinks that she used to be, although she is not a lady, but she can be regarded as a small jasper. Because her father is a Xiucai, even though she is a girl, she has been learning literacy since she was a child, although she has only studied for a short year, but now she can still recognize some simple words.

But why is happiness always so short-lived? She never thought that change would come so quickly and catch her so off guard.

Until she was seven years old, she was a happy little girl. Father is a private school in the county, mother can embroidery, the family for many years only she is a child, although her father is always lavish in spending, but her family is still much better than ordinary people, she has grown up with a thousand pets.

At that time, although their family couldn't say that they had big fish and meat every day, it was still okay to see meat once a few days, and she often had snacks to eat.

But the misfortune came so suddenly, her mother suddenly became seriously ill. In fact, it is not right to say that she suddenly became seriously ill, because now she has understood that her mother is seriously ill because of overwork.

Her father has always been an ignorant person, he doesn't care about firewood, rice, ginger, vinegar, oil, salt, tea, etc., but he is responsible for spending money, and he also likes vassal elegance, once he encounters good books and paintings, no matter how much money it is, he will try his best to buy them, but where can his meager honorarium support him to squander? So her mother had to work hard every day to embroider to earn money to support the family.

She used to be stupid, and she didn't see that her mother had always worked so hard. But even so, she was happy at the time. Although her father was dissatisfied because her mother had no news from her stomach after giving birth to her, her father at that time was still very good to her mother and her, although he sometimes complained a few words, but he still cared about them everywhere.

But all of this changed after her mother died. After her mother's death, her father was still so extravagant, so without her mother's subsidy, her family naturally declined all of a sudden, and since then, their family's living standard has dropped several degrees directly, to the extent that they can only see meat once a month.

When she was eight years old, her grandmother became seriously ill, but even though her father reluctantly sold all the paintings and calligraphy he had collected and borrowed a large sum of money to hire a doctor to treat her, her grandmother was never able to stay.

After the funeral for her grandmother, her family already owed a lot of debts, so even if her father didn't spend a lot of money on calligraphy and painting in the future, because they had to pay back to others every month, their father and daughter really didn't have a meal during that time.

She thought that the year when she and her father depended on each other was hard enough, but she didn't expect that her hard days were still to come.

Because his father is a showman, he has a fame, and his value is much higher than that of ordinary people, so even though her father is middle-aged and still in the middle of the family, there are still some people who take a fancy to her father and want to recruit him as a son-in-law.

When she was nine years old, her father married the daughter of the county king. Of course, she, the stepmother, is not a yellow flower girl, otherwise it would not have fallen on her father's head.

Her stepmother was sent back to her parents' house by her in-laws because her husband died early, and she was sent back to her parents' house by her mother-in-law because she had no sons and half daughters, but maybe she had a bad reputation, and no one came to her parents' house for several years to ask for marriage. And her father married her because her stepmother's dowry was enough, and she was able to use her connections to let him go to the county to learn and teach.

Her stepmother is really powerful, and only a month after marrying her father, she let her father enter the county school. So since then, her father has respected her as a stepmother very much, and her miserable life has only begun since then.

After entering the county school, her stepmother used a lot of silver under the pretext of making a relationship with her father, and the family's money was not enough, so she proposed to let her dress up as a man and work as a handyman in the county school, so as to earn some money to subsidize the family.

When she heard this, she was shocked at first, and then angry. As the saying goes, men and women don't sit at the same age at the age of seven, how important is the women's name festival, and her stepmother actually ......

She's going to ruin her!

But what she didn't expect was that her father actually acquiesced, actually acquiesced.