Chapter 306: Love is hard to open in the heart
After Webster finished giving Song the medicine, he left. She knew that this separation was goodbye, and she didn't know if there would be a chance to meet again in the future. Sure enough, after Qiao's favor was soon introduced, Webster introduced Webster to the emperor, and Webster's deep resistance was much less, and he obediently agreed.
In any case, Qiao's did introduce her in front of the emperor and abided by the agreement between the two back then, and Wei's remembered her kindness. Originally, Wei let down his guard and was willing to commit to the emperor, largely for the sake of the Song family.
If Wei is fortunate enough to be favored by the emperor, his status will be improved, and then he will have the opportunity to bring Song to his side, and he will be able to take care of her. From the very beginning, Webster thought so, until the first year of Daguan entered the talent in February and entered Jieyu in June.
At that time, Song Huizong did not have much favor for Wei, but Qiao's was favored by the emperor, and his status was promoted all the way to the concubine, and he was just the queen. The maidservants in the harem privately talked about Qiao's determination to become the queen in the future, and Wei's was just an unfavored concubine.
After the Song family heard about it, they were helpless, and the sisters who grew up together, how did the Song family not know what Wei was thinking. When they parted that day, Song asked Webster what he said, which was actually a temptation, and she guessed that Webster did not want to be a concubine like everyone else, but that the person she wanted to marry was an ordinary person.
Since Wei Shi got the emperor's blessing, she also moved out of the queen's palace and lived in her own palace. Whenever she is smiling and kind, gradually the maidservants, eunuchs and others also respect her very much, but when the emperor came up, her smile seemed to be much stiffer, which made Song Huizong very annoyed, and finally did not come once for a few months.
Wei wanted to help the Song family, but she didn't want to be a concubine, the huge palace seemed much deserted, she was hesitant in the entanglement, she couldn't find her own direction, and she didn't know what to do. I was worried about the Song family, but I couldn't go to visit, so I was sad when no one was around.
It just so happened that the look on her face was seen by Song Huizong, and then Zhao Ji was even more rare to go, Wei lived here alone, and he couldn't even hear the news from the outside world, like a caged bird, depressed all day long, and his heart seemed to be struggling.
These things were all said by the Song family to Zhao Yi, Zhao Gou heard everything about his mother, and he had some complaints in his heart, looked at Zhao Ji in a daze, and said in a low voice: "Father, why did you do this?" Leaving the mother alone in the palace? ”
Everyone knows that Zhao Gou has complaints, but his identity is a courtier, and Zhao Ji is the emperor, which is really inappropriate, but Zhao Ji didn't care about it and didn't take it to heart. At this moment, Zhao Ji is no longer the king of a country, but more like a father, his eyes are full of helplessness and pain, and he wants to stop talking.
"Goo'er, you blame the emperor by mistake!" Zhao seemed to take over the words, and Zhao Ji couldn't say anything about it, so let's talk about it, "Actually, the emperor loves your mother more than Qiao Guifei, but sometimes your mother seems to be gentle like water, but she is very stubborn in her bones, and she rarely looks back on what she believes." ”
"There is a saying in the palace: It makes no sense that a mother is more expensive than a child. If it weren't for everything you did in the court, I'm afraid that your mother's identity would still be Jieshu, not a virtuous concubine. However, who knows the pain in the emperor's heart, the emperor's love for your mother has always been in his heart and has never shown it, just because even the emperor is not easy to interfere in the affairs of the harem, and everything is entrusted to the queen. ”
"Empress Zheng understands righteousness, but your mother likes to be quiet and doesn't know how to please people, while Concubine Qiao can be eloquent and has a sisterly relationship with Empress Zheng. Until Qiao Guifei gave birth to the prince, Empress Zheng loved the house and Wu even more, so Empress Zheng stood on Qiao Guifei's side, even if she did not have any power in the court, with the support of the queen, her status in the harem was increasing day by day. ”
"Your mother doesn't love power, she just wants to be quiet, if this idea is right in the people, but unfortunately in the harem such an idea is not appropriate. Even if the emperor loves your mother, you also need to take into account the queen's thoughts, the queen often mentions Qiao Guifei in front of the emperor, so the emperor pushes the boat along the river, and your mother has always been a concubine, which is also the reason. ”
"If your father really doesn't love your mother, even if you are born, you will not treat you differently. It's just that the harem also pays attention to balance, if your mother gets more favor, but doesn't do anything, I'm afraid that the other concubines will complain, then it will be the biggest harm to your mother! ”
Zhao Gou pondered for a moment, only to feel that he had misunderstood his father, and he felt extremely guilty. He lost his cool because his mother had suffered too much, questioned his father, and completely forgot that Zhao Ji was the emperor, so that he couldn't hide his mouth. If it weren't for Zhao Zhao's timely dialing, I was afraid that resentment would arise from my heart.
Now that he has figured it out, Zhao Gou also knows that there are too many concubines in the harem fighting openly and secretly, and with his mother's character, he is afraid that he will be annihilated in the intrigue early, let alone be born. Thinking of this, Zhao Gou lowered his head in shame and said, "Father, I ...... it."
Zhao Ji smiled indifferently, he never blamed Zhao Gou for the gaffe, recalled everything back then, and said with a smile: "Your mother must have told you that it was Qiao Guifei who recommended your mother in front of me to be honored, but in fact, it was not the case, it was because of your mother that Qiao Guifei noticed Qiao Guifei, but I can't say this love!" ”
Everyone was stunned, Zhao seemed to know a thing or two about the emperor's brother, but he didn't know it completely, Zhao Gou looked at his father in surprise, he did know that his mother was favored by Qiao's concubine, that is to say, his mother was still a maidservant in the palace for a few years before she was favored, and now when she heard what his father said, things were not as his mother said, as if there were other reasons.
"Back then, when I went to the queen's place, it happened that your mother and Concubine Qiao were both waiting by my side. At that time, your mother was a little cowardly, and she tried to minimize the chance of showing her face, and she never looked up at me, and I didn't pay attention to it at that time. ”
"On the contrary, Qiao's has been looking up at me, there are still many problems in the court at that time, I went to the queen with troubles, Empress Zheng has been well-educated since she was a child, and she is knowledgeable and knowledgeable about the past and the present, so I stayed there, even if I left, your mother never raised her head, which made me very curious."
"I thought your mother might have a birthmark on her face, and she didn't dare to look up because she was ugly. Until one day, I was sitting in the back garden, and your mother was in the garden, and there was a woman beside her, and they looked a little similar. ”
"At that time, I was alone and dressed in civilian clothes, and I just watched from afar, and that was the first time I saw your mother's face, delicate and refined. Although she didn't look like a country and a city, she had a different taste, but her smile made my heart ripple, it was a smile without any scruples, which was natural and deeply attracted me. ”
"Your mother sat there, and I watched for a long time from a distance, and then I went to the queen's place again to find that the smile on your mother's face was gone. Since I often went, the queen thought that she had taken a fancy to the maidservant beside her, so she let Qiao's serve to sleep, and I did not refuse. ”
"Actually, I want your mother, not Qiao's. It's just that I can't show it at that time, your mother saw me as if she was seeing a ghost, and the whole person was flustered, always keeping her head down and unwilling to raise her head, which made me very helpless but there was no way. ”
Zhao Ji said this, his face was still a little helpless. As he said, as the emperor wants a woman, why bother, as long as a holy decree there are countless beautiful women, but he loves Wei's alone, just because she has no purpose, which makes him have a kind of psychology that wants to conquer, and gradually fell into it, unable to extricate himself, and his heart for Wei's is buried deep in his heart, never spoken, if he really says it, he is afraid of affecting his majesty, so he has to hide it in his heart.