For example, this city, for example, this country, many people don't want any war in this country, everyone is trying in their own way, and some efforts may eventually be proven wrong, but no one can deny that they have worked hard for it.

Xu An doesn't have any feelings for his family and country, he doesn't want to change anything, but he also wants to be able to do something for this, he can't change this future war, but he can change the course and outcome of this war, and this premise is to kill the two brothers of Chu State, before that, he also needs to know whether the words in Qiyu's mouth are true or false.

To be honest, Xu An is a little moved now, since he returned to this country, he has been moved a lot along the way, which is something he did not have before and after he left the capital.

He can't understand some things without experiencing some things, he has experienced them, but he still doesn't understand, whether it is Lin Pinggui, who assassinated him, or Liu Laoer, who is bent on rebellion, or even the Oiran girl in front of him, there is a big gap between their backgrounds, and it can even be said that they are worlds apart, but their thoughts are very similar.

And they all have a common attitude, an attitude that Xu An does not have, that is, an attitude towards their own lives. In Xu An's opinion, what country, what war is far less important than his own life, Xu An can do something for his country and some people around him, but he will not gamble his life for this.

On the other hand, the assassination of King Hui'an is a capital crime of beheading, and rebellion is a shame of being scolded by future generations, and going to Yingdu City to assassinate the general may face a situation where he is in a different position. Xu An couldn't understand where these people and these obsessions came from, and there were really people who could put down their net worth and life desperately to do what they thought was right?

Xu An is very good at empathy, he can't, so when others will, he is first vigilant, and then moved.

Like Liu Lao Er's time, Xu An also hoped that Qi Yu did not lie to himself, fortunately Liu Lao Er did not lie, and Qi Yu at least so far could not prove that she was lying, which is very good, Xu An likes it very much.

"Your time in Beiyang City shouldn't be long. Xu An asked.

"I know what Childe is trying to say, many things can't be measured by the length of time, this city accepted us when we had nowhere else to go, and this situation is sometimes far easier to come to than being born and raised, which is grateful, although it is not right, but it is also true. ”

"If you get used to it, you will take it for granted, and I hope the girl can get used to it soon. Xu An said with a smile.

"Habit will be more moving, Childe's words are vulgar. Shakutama shook his head and returned.

"Maybe it's because I'm used to the country, so I don't have that kind of thought about you. In fact, what you said is not all right, the city is a dead city, only because there are people who have vitality, you think about this city, I am also very moved, but you don't owe this city anything, because with people this city can be a city, it will become so wonderful, this is the meaning of the existence of Beiyang City, and it is also the original idea of those who built this city. ”

"Childe's words, the slave family has been taught. Qi Yu got up and squatted slightly.

Xu An laughed dumbly when he heard the 'slave family' in Qi Yu's mouth, and said: "I just said it so casually, you don't have to be like this." ”

"I can't understand Childe's words thoroughly, but I know that these words are very remarkable, and Qiyu is indeed taught. ”

Xu An was a little puzzled, he didn't think his words were difficult to understand, it seemed that some of the ideas of the students of the Spirit Academy were still a little different from the ideas of others, when he was in the Spirit Academy, he didn't think the Spirit Academy was great, but out of the Spirit Academy, he didn't think the Spirit Academy was amazing, and even thought that the education of the Spirit Academy was not popularized at all.

"I have one more question. Xu An said with some hesitation.

"Childe, excuse me. ”

Xu An touched the tip of his nose, looked down at the porridge in his bowl and muttered, "How did you become an Oiran?"

This question is very idiotic and very bad, if someone asks Xu An how you reached the psychic stage, then Xu An will definitely get up and beat that person up and say to him: That's how I beat people.

This kind of question will be questionable when it comes out, and it will even make people unconsciously go to their brains to make up for the words that the other half has not finished, that is, how did you become an Oiran like this? If it was in the face of Mulan, Xu An would never dare to ask him how he became the dean of the Spirit Academy, Xu An was not curious, but he knew that he was quite underwhelmed by this question, and Mullanzhou happened to have the strength to beat himself up.

He asked Qiyu not because Qiyu would not beat himself, but because he had to be clear, and only when he was clear could it be easier for him to judge whether what Qiyu said was true or false.

It turned out that Xu An was completely overthinking, as if in front of the woman in front of him, no matter how much he asked the question, the answer would be so gentle.

When Qi Yu heard this, he couldn't help but smile at first, without the slightest displeasure, and then looked at Xu An with some disgust and said, "It's really a little strange for Childe to ask. ”

"Ahem... If it's not convenient to answer, then don't answer. Xu An said with some embarrassment.

"It's not something hard to say. In the winter of that year, the two of us came to this city, and when we saw this flower building in the midst of hunger and cold, we felt desolate, and danced in front of this building in the face of the wind and snow. ”

"Just a dance?" asked Xu An suspiciously.

I have to say that no matter what the words are, as long as they are repeated in Xu An's mouth, it will completely change the taste.

Maybe Qi Yu felt that Xu An's way of speaking was interesting, and his mood became a lot better, and he was no longer so restrained, and joked: "Childe can feel that dancing is not good?"

"I... I haven't seen it, does that dance have a name?"

"It has no name, but others call it the Seventeenth Night of the Wind. Qi Yu put away his smile and replied.

"Seventeen Nights of the Wind?, what a good name, but you don't seem to like it?" Xu An asked more and more suspiciously, from the conversation to now, Qi Yu put away his smile when he spoke for the first time, which made Xu An feel so strange.

Qi Yu shook his head lightly and said, "This dance is a miserable dance, and it should be difficult for people to like this kind of dance." ”

"But everybody likes it. Xu An said puzzled.

"The more miserable it is in everyone's hearts, the easier it is to feel it, and I only hope that one day no one in this world will be able to understand this dance again. ”

"The fact that no one can understand proves that no one has ever felt that way again, and I wonder what kind of dance it is. Xu An said.

"If Childe wants to see it, Dance to Childe to see it. Qi Yu said with a smile.

Xu An didn't speak, but shook his head slightly, although Xu An wanted to see it, he also knew that Qiyu didn't want to dance, since Qiyu said that it was a miserable dance, then it was not good for him to ask for it.

"Thank you, Childe. ”

This sentence of thanks, thank you is that Xu An didn't insist on watching it anymore, Qiyu really didn't want to dance, her words were polite, but not just polite, Xu An would still be able to dance if she wanted to see her.

"Do you have any plans to stay in this city after the deed is done?" Xu An asked.

"Whether it succeeds or not, it is impossible to go back to Yingdu City, so you can only be in this city. ”

Xu An nodded, it seems that his temptation has had a bad impact on Qiyu, what is wrong with him? Why do you have to emphasize telling others that your life is in danger?

"Yingdu City is a long way away, when is the son going to leave?"

"I haven't thought about this for the time being, I can already be sure that the state of Chu and the state of Qi will be at war after the autumn of next year, and the time for assassination should not be too early, which will leave them time for temporary replacement, and it is best to kill their general before the state of Chu sends troops. ”

"Childe wants to wait for the Qi country's envoy to arrive before making plans?"

"Yes, wait a few more days to see what Qi Guo thinks. Xu An nodded and replied.

"I heard Mr. Yang say that Gongzi seems to have a family affair to worry about. Qi Yu stared at Xu An with interest, covered his mouth and chuckled.

... Xu An really hadn't thought about it carefully, but it wasn't distressing. Qi sent the princess to make peace, after Mulan's explanation, Xu An also thought that the object of the kiss was himself, but Xu An really didn't have any plans for this kind of thing, and it was not difficult to choose whether to marry or not, although Mulan was worried that Xu An would become a political victim, but everyone knew that this was not a sacrifice.

The State of Qi sent a princess to marry, and if she married, what kind of sacrifice did she have? Who stipulated that King Hui'an could only marry one daughter-in-law? And who stipulated that King Hui'an could only love that one for the rest of his life, and that he could not look at other women from then on? Could it be that the State of Qi could still use this matter as an excuse for the failure of the Northern Expedition?

No matter from what point of view, Xu An has no reason to refuse, it's just that it's a bit ridiculous for someone he has never seen to marry him, and Xu An faintly feels that his future wife should not tolerate himself being so distracted, and he is still very mad that if he does this, something terrible will happen.

In any case, Xu An's plan is to wait for the arrival of the Qi State Mission, what if this princess is also a stunning beauty? What if it really falls in love at first sight? Maybe he will love that princess to death, and he will marry happily at that time, so why worry about it?

Xu An's eyebrows began to flutter when he thought of this, completely forgetting that there was a woman in front of him, and this woman thought that she was worried about marriage a moment ago.

Qi Yu couldn't help but smile when she saw Xu An's reaction, it seemed that Mr. Yang was just making fun of herself, but she was not angry, but felt more and more interesting about the young man in front of her.

I don't blame Qiyu for being resentful, but Xu An in front of him looks a little distressed? Looking at the smiling look, I am afraid that I have already imagined in my mind that the night of the candle in the cave room, if I want to say that Xu An does not want to marry, then naturally no one will believe it.

Xu An noticed his reaction, quickly retracted his thoughts, and said with some embarrassment: "I... I remembered something else, what did the girl just say?"

Xu An knew what Qiyu said, but he had to pretend not to know, so as to prove that he really thought of other things, and was not happy about marriage.

But no matter how Xu An disguised or explained, it was useless in front of the woman in front of him, and the eyes of this flower-like beauty seemed to be able to penetrate deep into people's hearts, peel off the outermost layer of disguise, and see the innermost and most real things.

This kind of person is undoubtedly very scary, but in Xu An's opinion, Qiyu is not terrifying at all, because she will carefully close the door of your heart gently, and then gently touch it, instead of directly debunking it like others, this feeling makes Xu An very comfortable.

Qiyu still looked at Xu An gently, and said with a smile: "The slave family understands. ”

......... Dividing line

If you have suffering, you will know that all living beings are suffering. May no one in the world be able to understand the Seventeen Nights of the Wind again, and there is a chapter to follow in which I will carefully explain what the Seventeen Nights of the Wind are. Xu An has never experienced many things, so he looks a little selfish, and even looks like a villain, which does not mean that he is wrong.

In this book, Xu An and Li Wusheng are two more real people, because they are both afraid of death, and there are few people in the world who are not afraid of death, even if a battle-hardened general asks him, he will still be afraid of death.

The meaning of fear of death and greed for life is actually different, for example, the general guards his home and defends the country and kills the enemy bravely, but he is still afraid of death, afraid of death because he doesn't want to die, but he won't escape when he needs to die, like Li Wusheng, who is completely greedy for life, no matter what you do, I just want to live.

I won't write the kind of sense of justice that is as full as if it was beaten as chicken blood as soon as it comes out, the kind of protagonist who disregards his own life to save people, including the very tangled when Xu An went to save Cheng Wu at the beginning, if there was no Cheng Wu Chopping those Chai Xu An would definitely not save him, this is also the reason why he didn't dare to drink soup, and he wouldn't choose to exchange his life for life when he saved Ah Li, I think this is all very normal, and it doesn't mean that the protagonist is a villain.

People grow and change, and so do the people in the book. Qing'an is 18 years old, Xu An is 18 years old, and the idea of giving birth to that kind of strong man's pride at this age is really a bit vulgar, and it is difficult for me to continue writing if the character is stereotyped at the beginning.