Shi Xin's body was finally put into the coffin, and Ran Min sat alone in the side hall, not eating, drinking, not speaking, and not seeing anyone for two whole days.

Lu An hadn't closed his eyes for two days and two nights, his face was haggard, and his eyes were already full of bloodshots, but he knew the grief in Ran Min's heart, and he didn't want to leave easily, he always listened to the movements in the hall with his ears pricked up, if Ran Min had any orders, he would rush in as soon as possible.

This is Lu An's loyalty to Ran Min.

"Father-in-law Lu." Qin Wan suddenly stood in front of Lu An, followed by a nurse, and the child in her arms was Shi Xin's difficult birth.

"Miss Qin, why are you here?"

Qin Wan looked at the closed hall and asked, "How is Your Majesty?" ”

"I don't eat, drink, and I don't want to see anyone, it's been two days!" Lu An sighed and said helplessly: "If it goes on like this, I'm really worried that Your Majesty's body will collapse." ”

"Let me go in and take a look, it's been two days since the child was born, and Your Majesty hasn't seen it yet."

Lu An shook his head and said, "Miss Qin, Your Majesty has instructed that no one will be seen, so please go back!" ”

"I have a letter left by my mother here, which needs to be handed over to Your Majesty, can you see if it can be accommodating?" Qin Wan said and took out a letter from her sleeve.

"Lady left?" Lu An was a little surprised.

Qin Wan nodded and said, "Ten days ago, Niangniang handed it to me personally, and at that time, Niangniang seemed to have a premonition......

Lu An thought about it, nodded silently, and said, "Okay, Miss Qin, please......"

The door of the hall was gently pushed open, and Qin Wan and the nurse walked in with the child in their arms. Although it was daytime, the doors and windows were closed, the light in the hall was slightly dim, and Ran Min fought alone in the corner, motionless.

"Your Majesty......" Qin Wan shouted softly.

Ran Min didn't respond, still turning his back to them, looking at some of Shi Xin's things before his death.

"Wow~" The child in the nurse's arms suddenly cried, and the nurse was a little nervous, and hurriedly coaxed the child carefully.

Hearing the child's cry, Ran Min's heart was finally touched, and he couldn't help but turn around slowly and look at the child that Shi Xin had exchanged for his life.

"This kid is happy to see you, do you want to take a look at him?" Qin Wan said with a smile.

Ran Min's face was haggard, he stepped forward, glanced at the child, vaguely saw Shi Xin's shadow, his face changed slightly, and said coldly: "Take him away, I don't want to see him!" ”

Qin Wan and the nurse were stunned, and they didn't react for a while.

Ran Min's eyes were cold and angry, but they showed sadness, he didn't know how to face this child, although Shi Xin's words to him before his death were still in his ears, but Ran Min hated this innocent child, because of him, Shi Xin closed his eyes forever.

Qin Wan understood what Ran Min meant, turned around and gestured slightly to the nurse, and commanded in a low voice: "Take the child down and take care of it carefully." ”

"Yes......"

Qin Wan had just turned around, and Ran Min said again: "You can also go, let me be alone." ”

After speaking, Ran Min turned around and walked towards the inner room with heavy steps.

"Niangniang has a letter asking me to hand it over to you!" Qin Wan looked at Ran Min's back and said.

Ran Min immediately turned around and looked at Qin Wan in surprise, and Qin Wan handed over the letter.

There was not a word on the envelope, Ran Min took it, and asked suspiciously, "This letter...... Did Xin'er give it to you? ”

Qin Wan nodded and said, "Niangniang gave it to me ten days ago, and she said that if she has a case, she will give you this letter." When the mother said this, she seemed to already know what was going to happen......"

"Then why didn't you tell me then?" Ran Min asked.

"Your Majesty, you should call yourself ...... me," Qin Wan reminded in a low voice.

"Don't digress from the topic, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ran Min asked again.

"Mother won't let me say it!" Qin Wan burst into tears, she looked up at Ran Min and said, "After you read this letter, you will understand." ”

Ran Min was suspicious of the letter, opened the letter left by Shi Xin, and saw that it read:

Husband:

If you see this letter, forgive me for not respecting you as Your Majesty, because from beginning to end, I just wanted to be your wife, and I never thought that the Xihua Marquis Mansion would be involved in this troubled world.

The first time I saw you, I liked you, even though you were my brother at the time. When I learned that the Yanwang Mansion and the Xihuahou Mansion had a marriage contract, do you know how happy I was in my heart about all this? But this joy was soon broken, and I married into the Xihuahou Mansion in despair and came to you. When I entered the door, I secretly thought to myself, you are my only support, but I soon found that your heart does not belong to me. There is one thing I lied to you, Qin Wan was forced away by me at the beginning, because I was helpless at that time, I was afraid, I was worried, I was worried that the last man in this world who could shelter me from the wind and rain would also leave me.

Even though I know it's my selfishness, I don't dare tell you the truth. I hurt you, and I hurt Qin Wan. I was jealous when I saw you running around anxiously for her, and maybe seeing this, you would hate me, right?

Thankfully, she came back, and I know you're relieved, and I, though nervous and scared, have gradually accepted this reality in trepidation.

You are the emperor, I am happy for you, and I am worried for you, please forgive me for not being a virtuous helper, unable to share your worries. I am exhausted by the loss of my family, and although you have arranged for me to be the best doctor, I still know that I am afraid that I will not be able to escape this fate. I don't want to give up you and the child, but I have to leave, because I am a Hu person, you are a Han person, we have different fates, and I will only become your fetters when I live. The queen of Great Wei, how can she be a Hu person? How will thy people and thy soldiers believe thee?

Marry Qin Wan, her love for you is no less than mine, although when I wrote this letter, I still envy her and envy her, but it is she who can accompany you, not me.

Husband, this is the last time I will call you that, promise me to be kind to our children, this is the only favor you have left me, and the only thought I have left you.

Xin'er is a masterpiece

After reading the letter left by Shi Xin, Ran Min couldn't cry, he turned his back and sat down tremblingly, every word on the letter touched the last strength in his heart. All the misunderstandings and dissatisfaction with Shi Xin in the past have disappeared at this moment, and Ran Min knows that he owes Shi Xin a lot, he has not really fulfilled his responsibilities as a husband, and has not given her enough care and love. She silently loved a man who didn't love him in her apprehension, spent a short time marrying into the Xihuahou Mansion in loneliness, gave birth to her beloved child in pain, and left her beloved man in reluctance.

Shi Xin is gone, she came to this world in all kinds of care and expectation, but she left in all kinds of reluctance.

"Xin'er......" Ran Min finally cried.

Qin Wan on the side also burst into tears, crying silently, at this moment, she has long lost her resentment towards Shi Xin, she is sad for Shi Xin, but she also feels sad for this world. Once, Qin Wan thought that she was the woman who loved Ran Min the most in the world, but now she understands that Shi Xin's love, what is her dedication? It turned out that in the past few months, Shi Xin has been thinking day and night, and she wants to use this way to accomplish Ran Min's great cause, because of her Hu identity, Ran Min is bound to fall into the mouth.

This is Shi Xin's love for Ran Min.