There is a feeling called family affection, if it is more than a thousand years ago far away from their familiar world, then this feeling will be infinitely amplified, after all, people are always not used to loneliness, family affection is the only feeling they can pin, once this feeling is less, then the feeling of loneliness will increase exponentially, it has nothing to do with how many people are around you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Li Chengyan has not experienced the feeling of loneliness for a long time, for Li Chengyan, that old man is his relative, he has taught himself a lot of things, nourishing qi, self-cultivation, Qi family, he doesn't like to kill by himself, he doesn't like the appearance of his body being angry, he feels that it is the ghost of a dead man following this person.

He is a hard-working man, he has three sons Yan Silu, Yan Chuchu, Yan You Qin, that is still in the former Sui Dynasty, there is no current glory, they are all officials in other places, although they are very accomplished, but the reputation is not obvious, "Zizhi Tongjian" volume 187 of the "Tang Ji III" is like this: "Zhu Cang has 200,000 people, plundering between Han and Huai, migration impermanence, breaking through the state and county, eating its accumulation is not exhausted, recovering other suitability, will go, burn the rest of the capital; and they do not work on crops, and the people are full of the dead. There was no pillage, and there was no food in the army, but the priests cooked women and babies and munched on them, saying: 'There is no one who is more beautiful than men, but there are people in other countries, so why worry about it!' 'Sui works Zuo Lang Lu Congdian, Tongshi Sheren Yan Chu Chu official in Nanyang, the first introduction of Su as a guest, and then there is no food, and the family is eaten. Chu Chu, the son of the push. ”

The translated meaning is very simple, Zhu Cang has 200,000 people, plundering in the land of Huaihan, because there is no food and he began to eat people, so he found someone to cook and eat women and children, and said that the beauty of meat is no more than people, as long as there are people in the country, then there will be no worries, Sui works Zuo Lang Lu Congdian, Tongshi Sheren Yan Chuchu is an official in Nanyang, Zhu Cang first let him be his guest, and then he ate him, and he is a family.

For this matter, the old man is always secretive and never mentions it, but he mentioned some of it in Li Er's words, and Yan Zhitui accepted Li Chengyan as an apprentice, and there is such a relationship in it.

For being an official, the old man is another set of rules, the old man always hands over to the people in his own family, telling them that it is not only the meaning of change, but also becomes natural and has no trace of axe and chisel, and belongs to the new dynasty and is like a fish in water.

"Prepare for bitterness and bitterness". There are specific "operating rules" for this. For example, if you are an official, you should not be proud of others after you don't fall behind, "Shi Eun is called Tai, but he is in the middle grade, looking at fifty people in front of him, and looking at fifty people in the back, which is enough to avoid shame and no danger." Those who are higher in this should be thanked and look up to the private court. I am close to Huangmenlang, and I can retreat;

At that time, the county brigade was afraid of slander, and thought about it, but there was no time. Since the funeral has come, I saw the wind and clouds in Tuo, lucky and rich, Dan held the plane, filled the pit valley at night, Shuo Huanzhuo, Zheng, weeping Yan, the original, not ten people and five people. Be careful! Be careful! ”

For such a cautious old man all his life, Li Chengyan has become an old man's nightmare, and he has been close again and again, from the Huangmen squire to the revered prince and prince, and even his great-granddaughter has married him, Li Er wanted to be crowned a prince several times, but the old man refused, he was afraid, he was afraid that his family would be favored and proud, and he was afraid that they would not have their own way.

Just thinking about it blankly, a long time has passed, Chang'an is getting closer and closer, Li Chengyan has not closed his eyes for many days, and the rush of the past few days has made Li Chengyan very thin at this time, riding on a horse and looking at the tall city wall in the distance, Li Chengyan did not choose to enter the city, but walked towards Yan Zhitui's mausoleum.

It is a one-zhang high tomb bag, you can see it from a distance, not very big tombstone in front of the two stone turtles holding a word tablet, that is Yan Zhitui's epitaph, the withdrawal is Sima Xiang, the stone turtle is like a mausoleum guard to protect the tombstone behind, the tombstone is engraved with the tomb of the late Yan Men Zhitui, the handwriting is still new, Li Chengyan knelt in front of Yan Zhitui's tomb with tears, kneeling there quietly, rubbing the tombstone in his hand, chanting Li Bai's poems over and over again.

"Those who are husband of heaven and earth are also the rebels of all things; Those who have passed through time are also passers-by for hundreds of generations. And floating like a dream, for joy? The ancients traveled at night with candles, and there was a good thing. The situation of Yangchun summoned me to smoke the scene, and the large piece of fake me to the article. The garden of peach and plum will be the joy of the family. The group of seasons is handsome, all of them are Huilian; I sing songs, and I am ashamed of recreation. The reward is not over, and the talk is clear. Open a feast to sit on the flowers, fly the feathers and get drunk with the moon. If there is no good song, how can he Shen Yahuai? If the poem is not successful, the penalty will be based on the number of wine in the Golden Valley. ”

The voice is poignant and loud, like a naughty student who is selling his talent in front of the teacher, everything seems to have returned to that carefree time, Li Chengyan, Yang Ting'er, Yan Yan and the three of them sat at the desk and read the things in the book over and over again, Yan Zhitui shook his head while sipping tea and enjoyed their reading, is it still chanting at the end, at that time he was always so kind, so kind.

"Those who are husband of heaven and earth are also the rebels of all things; Those who have passed through time are also passers-by for hundreds of generations. Admittedly, why do you want to come back, do you know that an emperor who values feelings is not a good emperor, because an emperor who values feelings will have weaknesses. ”

Li Er stood in the distance and looked at Li Chengyan crying, and he also felt very sad, but he wanted him to become a qualified emperor, and to be an emperor should learn to give up, an emperor with weaknesses is not a good emperor.

"Erlang, we were wrong, he will be a good emperor, a good emperor will be affectionate, affection is not a weakness, but his greatest advantage, because of affection, he will love the people, the stone can't be an emperor, he is a good boy, from the first time I saw him, I knew that he was a good boy, a month of rushing, I'm afraid the time to sleep is limited, how do you want him to be such a child? It's not that he didn't do well enough, it's that you expect too much. The garden of peach and plum will be the joy of the family. Do you hear his loneliness? ”

Li Er sighed softly, but his heart was unusually warm, this was the first time his father was teaching him how to be an emperor, although he was not as good as himself, but he always liked this feeling, just like admitting that he liked to enjoy himself and loved him, in his heart, was he about to become a piece of soaking wet? A stone without emotion, what a great irony, he is the emperor, do you even have to throw away the opportunity for the pleasure of the family? If the son wants to raise but doesn't wait for his relatives, does the old man on the side leave with hatred?

"Aye, I'm sorry."

One sentence made Li Yuan burst into tears, although his voice was so small that it was almost inaudible, but Li Yuan really heard it clearly, how many years had he not called himself Aye? For many years, since he ascended to that position, he never expected him to call himself Aya in the future.

"It's Aye, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you."

Li Yuan turned around and left, he didn't want his son to see his tears, this stubborn old man is always like this, Li Er sighed heavily, looked at Li Chengyan who was still reciting this poem in the distance, followed Li Yuan and turned away, opened the palace, Li Er helped Li Yuan's hand on the frame, and there were many ministers who followed Li Er, seeing this scene, all of them were wide-eyed, frightened, and moved, but more, they were indeed full of remorse.